Let Me Go (I'm Tired)
2.Maybe I should be patient again
"Why Mas? Why don't you want to divorce me, huh? Not that it's better for us. So give me back to my parents! After all, it is free to endure Mas if your attitude always makes my heart hurt. All this time I have always been patient with your attitude, your parents and your sister and always give in and understand. But why, no one wants to understand me?!" tika asked as she stared at the cynical Chandra.
"Don't involve my parents and sister in our problems!"
"Well, why is it? Anyway, I don't know yet if they always complain about me. Even always tell the neighbors, if I always want to be at home even he said, I never do homework" said Tika while staring at her husband.
"Even though Mas himself knew that I like to wash dishes, wash their clothes, and mop the floor. Is this what I call lazy? Anyway, why the hell am I always wrong in their eyes Mas, why?" Tika while hitting the chest of her husband's field.
Chandra was just silent and staring at his wife, "You're Tika's mouth! I know, if that's just bullshit! You want to slander my family, right? Anyway, why the hell do you not like them living here huh?" Chanda threw out his wife's hand which hit the chest of his field violently."Never mind, I don't want to argue anymore and hear that shit!" Chandra as he passed left his wife and walked towards the exit of the room.
Arggs .... Shouted Tika feeling annoyed with the mounting anger.
'No, it's useless to tell you but you never respond, or you give a little taste of your mother Mas! I was wrong in your eyes, and you said I was slandering them? I'm not the one who always slanders people, and not the one who likes to pit others. I speak according to the facts and do not make it up. But why would no one want to hear the screams of my heart why ..., ' said Tika sobbing sobbing and getting broken.
Tika also threw a magazine book until it fell down.
'Only the almighty, who hears the cry of my heart. How painful is my heart and I don't know what to do now? Maybe, I should be patient again to live this life for the sake of my son! Hopefully with my patience all along, there is a miracle of the almighty in replacing my sadness with great happiness.
And I hope my husband gets, guides and is led down the right path. Because I miss my old husband, the husband who always invites me to worship together, the husband who always reminds me when wrong, and the husband who is always meek never play hands. That's what I want now! May the almighty show what their true nature and behavior are like? And may I always continue to be given patience in dealing with all this, Tika while sitting on the sofa in the room.
"Mother ... "call Chika while walking over to Mom who is now sitting on the sofa.
Tika was surprised, when she heard her daughter calling herself, immediately Tika wiped her tears that soaked her cheeks, "Honey, why?" tika asked as she gently rubbed the hair of Chika.
"Mom, why are you blushing your eyes? Is Mom, you're crying?" chika asked while looking at her mother.
"Not really, son, I was out of the dust that was in the window. When I want to clean the window. So painful to the eyes, because the dust is a lot," Tika lied while rubbing her eyes with her hands.
"Oh that's it, ma'am. So be careful, ma'am, if it's done. Oya Ma'am, are we going to the place market? Chika pingin eskrim." said Chika.
"Heem. Oh, so you want ice cream? Yes, let's buy it." Tika said to her daughter.
"Okay ma'am, come on!"
Tika and Chika, too, immediately came out of her room after Tika took her bag. He walked out and into his car. After everything is ready immediately Tika also runs his car to go to the destination.
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