Let Me Go (I'm Tired)
83. Regretting.

'I have to get out of here. I don't want to, I have to be responsible. Who's wrong, has dared to lie to me all this time. You trashy woman! I'm stupid, I trust you too much. Now I've lost it all, because of that damn woman Chandra growled, clenching both hands.

Chandra walks into the room to pick up suitcases, clothes and pants to get out of the house.

After reaching the room, Chandra immediately took her clothes, pants and other belongings.

Once everything is in order, Chandra quickly exits the room. Then walk out.

'I have to go far. Don't let Vika and Rey find me. ' murmured Chandra, who is now outside the house.

Chandra reached into her phone, opened it and ordered a taxi online.

'I'm glad I have money in my piggy bank. That's fine, even if it can only be a million.' Chandra, while staring at the money from his piggy bank which is now in hand.

An online taxi order arrived, immediately Chandra entered the taxi.

The online taxi driver immediately ran his car, when Chandra told him the address he was asking for.

'Why is my life so ruined? Could this be karma for me? Karma for hurting an ex-wife?' Chandra asked himself, and spread his head over the seat of the online taxi.

Suddenly a sense of kangen enveloped Chandra's heart, when he remembered his son, Chika.

'How's my son doing, baby? I'm sorry, I haven't seen you in all this time. Sorry, selfish dad doesn't think about you. Now what are you again? I miss you very much, son, Chandra said as she looked at her daughter's face from her mobile phone.

Suddenly her tears dripped down her cheeks. There is a sense of regret, and want to get back together like before.

'Why am I crying like this? Too whiny, and this weak me. I am a man not a woman, stop crying.' murmured Chandra, who continued to pour her tears down her cheeks.

Chandra immediately rubbed his wet cheek, then took a breath and threw it away slowly.

'Rice has become porridge, I regret it for free. Because it's too late.' Chandra, then keeps her phone back in her pants pocket.

Suddenly, the taxi car that was riding Chandra, stopped suddenly right in an empty house.

"Lho, why stop sir?" chandra asked, astonished that her car suddenly stopped.

"Don't know me either. I think something happened to the car" said Mr. Toni, staring at Chandra from the windshield.

"Keep, how's dong sir?" ask Chandra.

"I will check the car first, when the car cable suddenly disconnected," said Mr. Toni.

"There is this driver. All right then." said Chandra

Chandra was shocked, as he stared at the empty house. How not, it turns out the house was the house he once lived with his ex-wife, Tika.

There is a sense of kangen, and regret when staring at the house. The house, too, became a witness when he promised the woman he once loved. In the past Chandra promised Tika will always be faithful and there is always a time of sorrow and liking.

Now Chandra's mind is back to the old days with Tika, while living together.

"Dear, I promise. I will always be faithful, and there will always be times of sorrow and joy, and always be by my side dear" Chandra said, staring at the beautiful face of his wife.

Tika smiled as her husband said that. Tika is very lucky to have a husband who always understands her situation.

"Yes, I will always be by your side. Thank you, always there in times of grief, and love." said Tika smiled at her husband.

"Yes dear. Because you're the only person I love so much" Chandra said, grabbing his wife's chin.

Their black eyes were staring at each other. Chandra brought her face closer to Tika's. Their noses touch each other. Chandra immediately attached his bib*ir to his wife's tiny aunt*r. Just about to start, suddenly a baby cries.

"Mas, the beautiful baby is crying. I had to breastfeed her immediately," said Tika, quickly getting up from the sofa and walking straight to her little daughter.*

Chandra smiled, and her little daughter was more important than her.

Chandra begins to shed her tears as she recalls her past with her ex-wife and her son.

'I'm a man who can't keep my promise. I promised him I betrayed him too. It's so outrageous of me.'

'If only I hadn't betrayed him, maybe I'd be happy with him, and my son. I'm really sorry, to have hurt someone so sincere, and to accept me for who I am.' Chandra sobbed in tears, her burly hands covering her eyes.

"Mas, it's true what I said, if the front cable is cut off," said Mr. Toni, when he got into the car. Then I looked at Chandra.

Chandra was just silent, without answering the words of Mr. Toni.

Mr. Toni just shakes his head when Chandra does not answer his words. Mr. Toni thinks Chandra's asleep.

Chandra immediately released her hand that covered her eyes.

"Eh, my mind, I'm sleeping" said Mr. Toni, then surprised to see Chandra, his eyes red.

Mr. Toni understands what makes Chandra's eyes red. Mr. Toni immediately drove his car back to where Chandra had been.

Along the way, Chandra only muses regretting all his outrageous attitude toward his ex-wife once.