Look at me, Jasson!
Look at me, Jasson! 109

Everything was indeed so painful for Bunga, let alone considering the beginning of his marriage with Jasson. He seemed to be unexpected, his friend from childhood treated him very rude.

Bunga repeatedly felt patient with Jasson's attitude, but the more day Jasson treated him casually never even thought of his feelings in the slightest

"Darling, again and again I will apologize to you. I wish there was just a little chance for me,"

"Maybe if you don't bother me constantly like this, I can think clearly and give you the same chance even if it's only one percent. But since you always make such a fuss, I lost respect with you Jasson! I'm getting upset and fed up, even if I feel that I've regretted marrying a selfish man like you!"

Jasson gasped in shock at the words of Flowers, For as long as he knew Flowers. He never heard his wife say anything hateful to anyone. Even to those who are evil with her, is everything so painful for the Flower?

"W-is everything really painful for you?"

Flowers just shook his head, why did Jasson not understand as well with everything. Like he didn't understand and realized his mistake. Flowers do not want to talk too long to her husband. He walked away from Jasson, but Jasson was still chasing him making Bunga lose his patience

She turned her back, looked at her husband "Again, or just one step you followed me Jasson. Then I won't call security to secure you, not just that! I don't want to know you anymore! Don't think I'm silent because I still think of you as Jasson was! You misunderstood me, so please stay away from me now! I don't want you interrupting my life anymore!"

Bunga said that in a serious tone, Jasson was sure that his wife was not messing around. Now Jasson's not after Bunga anymore but he hopes that if Bunga still gives him a chance to fix everything "I'm sure you'll give me a chance baby! I'm so sure of that! I love you so much, Bunga. So much love you!"

The flower did not answer, he immediately entered the house. Closing and locking the door for Jasson not to come again, the crying Flower shed her tears

"Why are you so stubborn Jasson? You treat me like an item. When you want, you'll wear it and when you're bored. You're gonna dump him, how long are you gonna keep playing with my feelings?" The flower sobbed, yet it made no sound, its chest felt extremely tight

Why didn't Jasson ever let the Flower live a quiet and happy life? It always disturbs the calmness of the Flower, not even concerned with the feelings of the Flower

*******

Salvira approached her son, knowing that if he was very sad, holding Bunga's shoulder certainly made the woman gasp in shock..

Flowers looked back, and saw her mama "M-mommy?"

Wanting to wipe away her tears was also too late "Honey, if you want to cry. Crying out! You don't have to pretend to be tough in front of your mom, cry son if it makes your heart calm,"

Bunga immediately hugged her mother tightly, crying sobbing in her mama's arms. Salvira did not ask what was going on and why his son was crying.

He just wants his son to blow everything away through crying if that's what will make his son feel better.

"Mommy knows how you feel son, and mommy also feels sick and sad. But it is better that you take away all your pain and sadness, than you should keep it because that will make you more tormented."

Salvira loves his son very much, if his life should be exchanged for the happiness of the child then he is willing to do it all for the sake of his son "Honey, mami does not know to do anything else, but mami loves you very much. You are his life and love mami, how can mami be calm to see you suffer like this? It's all my fault, if you don't force Jasson to marry you then none of this will happen! Jasson really ruined your life!"

Salvira was deep within herself, though Bunga said nothing but Salvira knew that her son's cries and grief had something to do with Jasson.

After feeling calm and satisfied crying, Bunga released his embrace from the mother

"Are you calmer and quieter, my dear?"

Flowers nod, her heart and feelings are much more relieved than "Mommy, thank you very much yes because mommy is always there for me, mami wants to lend mami shoulder to Bunga. Though Flowers have been married, but mami always stay when Flowers need a hug from mami,"

Salvira stroked his son's hair, and to death he would keep his son from the harshness of the world.

"Honey, mom loves you more than mom loves herself. Mami will do anything for your happiness, and she will protect you from the harshness of the world. It's just, mommy's failed baby. Mami failed to marry you with the right person, if you're more thorough maybe now you're happy,"

"Mommy please don't say that! This is not my fault! This is all the fault of Flowers, because Flowers have chosen the wrong husband. Mami just did the thing that would make the Flower happy, and the Flower knows it very well! Mami always does anything for the happiness of Flowers, mami don't blame yourself mami huh?"

Salvira nodded, she hugged her son tightly back "Mami loves you very much dear! Mommy loves you so much, you're everything to mami,"

Salvira recalled how she and her husband waited for the presence of Bunga with a struggle, even Salvira often miscarried, she was very difficult to get pregnant but pregnant and gave birth to Bunga is a very remarkable miracle. The good form of the creator to himself

"Mommy don't cry!" Flowers wipe her mother's tears, she doesn't want her mom to cry like that.

"It should be as a child I can make mami happy, but I can only make mami keep crying," he said..Flowers feel guilty, should he not be selfish and think only of his sadness.

He must also feel the sadness and suffering experienced by those around him. Like her mother Salvira, her mother-in-law and her best friend Ara.

Everyone has their own problems and sorrows but they can be strong, and not show it. While Flowers, so crybaby can only cry, cry and cry. It made the people around him feel very worried about him.

Bunga promised herself that she would be a stronger woman, she would not be weak no matter what. He no longer wants to make hurt and sadness for the people he loves, such as mom, mom and Ara.

******

Ara had arrived at the office, she decided to go to the office. Looking at Gerry who is busy with his phone, makes the woman look good

"Gee! Chattingan again who the hell is he? Why does it seem so fun. That's wearing a smile show all?" Inner Ara

"Well, you're very lucky to be close to Mr. Gerry! He was very handsome and an idol for the female employees in this office!" Said one of the employees who was talking to a beautiful woman, tall and white, his nose was also very fishing and had beautiful blue eyes.

"That's Monica, is Monica really close to Gerry?" Inwardly again, if Ara's mother rebelled, she approached the employee's desk.

"Monica!"

The woman immediately got up and stood up "Yes Bu Ara, what's wrong?" Ask the beautiful woman in front of him

"Is what I heard right? Are you close to Gerry?"

The woman looked very awkward, her hands were trembling. Down, it made Ara's curiosity grow "My answer is Monica!"

"Yes, that's all true!" Hearing the sound of footsteps approaching, Ara looked back and it turned out to be Gerry. Gerry himself has admitted that "True Miss Ara, I and Monica are indeed close and have a special relationship, do you mind?"

Gerry's question made Ara even more wrong, her heart was also sick. Is he jealous? Yet the Flower covered her blur "Nothing is a problem for me! This is an office and you have to be professional! You understand?"

After saying that Ara immediately left Gerry and some employees. He was sad but could do nothing

Ara walked into her room, sitting with a broken heart

You stupid Ara! Why do you wish more to Gerry? You should be aware that your widow's status is inappropriate for a bachelor man like him! ~grutu Ara while wiping her tears.

Ara immediately wiped away her tears and acted cold when she found out Gerry had entered the room. Ara did busy by doing the tasks that had been given to her.

Also checking finances, Gerry approached Ara "Miss, you died your phone at Monica's desk,"

Gerry is closer to her, but Ara asks the man to come out of the room "Thank you! You can come out now!"

"Why? Isn't this just a room?"

"That was then, now no! I forgot to tell you if our room would be separate, and I've also talked about that to Bunga. And he agreed, "Ara told a lie, what else can he say?

Ara does not want to get close to Gerry often, it will make it more difficult to forget Gerry. Flower problem, he will apologize to Bunga for using his name, and ask permission to his best friend, not he wants to behave like a boss. But getting away from Gerry was the best decision for him.

"Miss, but why so suddenly?" Gerry still asked with Ara's decision being very sudden for him.

"Nothing sudden Gerry! I've been conferring it to Bunga for a while now, it's just that I didn't get to tell you,""

"Yet the lady has not yet conferred to me, is my opinion not important?"

"It's not important! It's just that I forgot to tell you yesterday-yesterday, that's why you've extended this problem, if you don't want to leave this room I'll be looking for a new room for me, already, things like this don't need to be raised!"

"It's not so, miss! It's just that it's so sudden like not appreciating a small employee like me!"

Ara fell silent, she could not explain anything more to Gerry. Maybe he is not professional in his work, but if he continues one room with Gerry it will make it difficult to forget the man

"Miss, I need all these excuses!"

Gerry this time asked in a cold tone and filled with seriousness, returning to the original mode. Gerry was cold and very serious. Ara had not seen that figure in Gerry for a long time, because Gerry had always bothered him and made a fuss.

Ara did not reply, Gerry was upset and decided to leave the room.

******

Monica who saw Gerry out of the room with an annoyed face immediately rose up to chase after Gerry. Initially Ara also wanted to catch up, but when she saw Monica chasing after the man she undoed her intentions

"Monica is her boyfriend and has more right to calm her emotions! I can't bother them!" Mumbled Ara with a very sad feeling

"Gerry wait!" Monica called out to the man, leaving Gerry speechless stopping her footsteps.

Monica approached Gerry "I saw you coming out of Miss Ara's room with a pissed-off face, what's the matter?"

"He decided to separate our room" Gerry replied in a riled up tone.

Monica approaches and holds Gerry's shoulder "However? And very suddenly?"

"I don't know either! I didn't make any mistakes, but suddenly he did,"

"You are patient! Maybe Miss Ara wants to have her own room, too,"

Monica comforts her cousin, it turns out Ara has misunderstood the relationship with Gerry and Monica.

Monica is very close to Gerry, as the two are cousins. Their father is a twin brother.

"You have to be patient, you told me that she is the woman you love. I know, you must be upset that you're going to be away from him, but this is the office. And we have to be Gerry's professional! Not because of your love for him you are not professional at work, what if the room is different? Not that you have to be far apart, you are still one office too! Don't be upset anymore, it's not good to see by other employees!"

Gerry nodded, Monica hugged Gerry "So dong! Don't scatter like a child,"

Smiling Gerry returned his cousin's embrace. "You can most ease my anger and frustration!"

"Who was dong! My name is your most beautiful cousin!"

The two laughed, tightening each other's arms.

Ara monitored from afar, her heart was very sick to see the scene ahead.

"Gerry looks very happy and calm near Monica. They seem to be very close and Gerry says if they have a special relationship have they dated?"

Ara wondered and had her own thoughts without finding out the truth.

The people in the office don't know if Gerry and Monica are cousins, their papa is a twin sister because people in the office think that Monica and Gerry are lovers, especially Monica is very caring with Gerry!

*****

"You know what? Almost one office thinks it's a date!"

"Ha-ha-ha, are you serious Monica?"

Monica nodded, and she also invited her cousin to make coffee in the pantry "Iya, especially sister Vania. He thinks we're dating and making hebo an office. Everything goes to me, if I'm dating you? Even who likes you to hate me,""

Gerry who heard it did not believe, he also did not have the heart of his cousin who was hated by people and all office employees because he was "Why do you not tell me if we are cousins?"

Monica shook her head quickly "The fireman asked me not to take advantage of your post here Gerry! So, papi said that I don't seem to know you. Because if I say I'm your cousin, I'll be appreciated by the other employees. It'll make me stubborn and forget what I'm doing,"

Gerry caresses Monica's hair lovingly and affectionately "Bapi has always taught you and us all about independence and not being dependent on people. Look at the kid now! Being an independent woman, even if she knows that her cousin has an influential role here but you don't abuse her, I'm proud of you. Not just me, but all our family!"

*****

"Why are they making out in the office? Don't they know if this is a place to work, not date?"

Seen Ara increasingly uncontrollable to hold back his jealousy, it seems he was eager to hit Monica to stay away from his idol.

But when Ara wants to leave, she uncovers her intention "If Gerry also loves that woman why am I chasing them? What did you crash him for? It'll embarrass me myself, I'm embarrassing myself because you know that Gerry loves him too. Nah! I don't want to look stupid for it! I don't want to! I better be patient and see all this from afar!"

Yeah, Ara doesn't want to be like the fool who hit another woman for the sake of the man she likes, she's traumatized because her ex-husband was like that at first. What did he get? Even getting a very cruel torture, if remembering it makes his heart feel very broken. It was like a nightmare to him