Look at me, Jasson!
Look at me, Jasson! Chapter 119

"Mommy, Jesslyn wants to play with Justin and Daddy, let's go out!"

"Darling, you don't like that, do you? Mommy told me mommy wants to be with Jesslyn. Does Jesslyn not want to be alone with mommy?"

Geck! Geck! Geck!

The sound of the door to the room Flower on tap, Jesslyn wanted to open the door but Bunga forbade her son "Honey you are here! Let mommy open the door, okay?"

"Yes mommy!" The flower rose from the bed, walking towards the door of the room. He opened the door to his room, and Ara stood in front of the door, "Come in!" Flowers ask her best friend to come in. Ara went inside, looking Jesslyn who was very happy to see Ara

"Mommy!" Jasslyn runs, hugging Ara who is reciprocated by Ara "Mami, Jesslyn wants to play with Justin's sister but mommy does not give permission. Mommy said she wanted to be with Jesslyn in the room,"

Ara stroked and tidied Jesslyn's messy hair "Jesslyn wants to play?"

"Yes mom!" Jesslyn nodded with her innocent face, Ara also allowed Jesslyn to play "Yes already, now Jesslyn is down. Play with Daddy and Justin's sister. But don't run, baby? Jesslyn's gonna fall,"

"Thank you so much mom! Jesslyn dear mami!" Jesslyn hugged Ara tightly and affectionately. Jesslyn came out of the room feeling elated

Flowers approaching her best friend "You what the hell? Why tell Jesslyn to play? Do you want Jesslyn to argue with me?" Flowers look upset but Ara tries to calm her down "Flower why do you look so upset? Jesslyn's still a kid and she needs to play,"

Bunga said if he didn't want to because of Jesslyn, his mom kept forcing him to marry "I didn't forbid Jesslyn to play, but you know? Every time Jesslyn plays with Gerry and Justin, she always forces me to remarry. Is marriage that easy? Ara, I know you're lucky in your second marriage. But not everything is as lucky as you! What if I get married later, I'll suffer more?"

Ara was silent for a moment, but she knew that was not the reason Bunga refused to remarry "Flower I know you, and the reason you don't want to remarry because you still love Jasson isn't!"

Flowers fell silent, how could Ara know everything? But he did not answer anything "It is Ara! Why are you such a pretentious mother who knows about my heart?"

"I know, because I'm your best friend! I understand all Flowers even if you don't say anything!"

Flowers can only be silent, not saying anything more "It's Ara you should not say too much what is on your mind! Because it's all not true! I don't want to get married because I don't want to get married. I just want to spend some time alone with Jesslyn!"

"You sure that's all?"

'"Yes, I'm so sure!"

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"Daddy!" Jesslyn yells to Gerry, who loves Gerry so much that she thinks it's her Daddy.

Gerry walked up to Jesslyn "Daddy's son, why did he go to Hem's room?" Gerry asked in a soft and loving voice and affectionate "Yes Daddy, it was mommy who invited Jesslyn to the room. But Jesslyn wants to play, fortunately there's Ara's mom, Ara's mom who helps Jesslyn get out of the room!"

Salvira approached her grandson, feeling sorry for him

"Unfortunately Oma, you're banned from playing with your mom?" Jesslyn nodded, with the glare of her adorable "Madam, we better not discuss anything more in front of Jesslyn. And regarding the mistress of Flowers, perhaps she would like to have some time to think!"

Salvira thought of Gerry's words, what the man said had a point.

"I don't want to say anything in front of Gerry, but you know that I love my granddaughter Jesslyn! I don't want Jesslyn to feel lonely like that!"

Gerry understood, but he didn't want to talk about anything more "Daddy, let's play!" Now Gerry plays with Jesslyn and Justin before he leaves for the office.

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In the room, Bunga chose to get ready to go to the office instead of answering all the nonsense of his best friend "Flower, today we do not need to go to the office? We'd better go with mommy to bring the kids,"

"If you want to go, you're going to! I work a lot in Ara's office! I can't leave my job!"

Ara knew that Bunga was just a reason, he avoided meeting or talking to his mother Salvira.

"But can you do later office work, more important children or office?"

Bunga looked at Ara with annoyance "You don't be like mami! I don't like it, or I'll take my son out of this house! Bosen knows, you always impose your will! I'm a big boy, and I have kids. I know what's good and what's not for me and my son, you don't have to set things up anymore!"

Flowers like losing his patience, all this time he chose Silence and relented but Ara and her mother continued to corner him as if he did not care about how the future of his son jesslyn

"Ara I know, now you already have a whole family unlike me! But that doesn't mean you can compare the lives of the two of us, I'm glad that you and Gerry are living happily. We are always together, but that does not mean you can judge about my life dong!"

Ara hugged her best friend and apologized, she knew at this time Flowers were sensitive and all she needed to do was apologize "I'm sorry Flowers, don't be angry anymore huh? You are lost beautiful!" Ara teased her best friend, making Flowers smile thinly "Udah let go of me! I'm not a kid anymore!"

"We are young and we know we are not yet thirty. Enjoy the dong of youth, we're mamud,"

"Mamoud? What's that.?"

"Huh the village base! Young mother of flowers! I tell you even though I have a child but still like a teenage girl!" Ara stood in front of the mirror looking at her who was so beautiful, even more beautiful when she was a girl.

"You're not pretty but pretty!" Ledek Bunga is back, but Ara proudly says that she is very beautiful

"You see the flowers, I'm so pretty! You even lost to me. But it's okay we're both very cute young mama!"

Bunga shook his head "If your husband knew, he would not have expected what dream of getting a wife as strange as you!"

Ara chuckles amusedly, but she knows that Gerry loves her so much as he loves Gerry.

Despite being married to Gerry for almost four years, Gerry did not tell Monica's bad mother happy to him. Because he doesn't want to demonize his own family.

"I'm sure there's something Gerry's hiding. But I don't know what,"

Ara was furious, Bunga approached his best friend "You are his wife and I know the feeling of a wife is never wrong! Find out what's the reason your husband always refuses to go there might be something he can't tell you,"

"But why? I'm his wife, why did he hide it from me?"

"Because it was his family, and he did not want his family to be looked upon so badly by his own wife!"

"Yes, you are absolutely right! But I was very confused as to what he was actually hiding. Dizziness Auntie's head!"

Ara tidied her messy hair, even though she already had children but Ara still very much maintain her appearance. She didn't want her husband to turn to another woman "I wouldn't if my husband turned and went after another woman! My first marriage has taught me many valuable lessons and I won't repeat it again,"

"Yes take good care of your husband, don't take the actor again haha!"

Flowers laughed loudly, as he recalled how his household had been destroyed by the third person. Ara laughed as well, their past was bitter and it will never be forgotten at all

"Flower, Ara out! Why are you still in the room!" There was a knock from outside the room, Bunga asked his best friend to open the door "Mommy is calling, open it!"

Ara walked outside to open the door "Where are you going?"

"You go to the office,"

"Flower too?" Salvira asked, Bunga nodded "Yes mami, Flowers are going to the office because there is an important job that Flowers have to do,"

"Why? Couldn't Gerry complete or represent him? Usually do?"

Flowers shake her head "No mami! Only the Flower can solve it!" Flowers say goodbye to her mother, actually Bunga just want to avoid her mother

"Ara, why do flowers seem to shy away from mommy? Is he angry with mommy?" Ara was silent, she didn't know what to say

"Mommy, actually Flowers are not angry. He just wants to calm his mind, because he said we are too imposing the will, we should not be too hard with Flowers and if the Flower is not ready to go home again, we better wait for him to be ready. Ara doesn't want to because of this problem, the flower is away from us,"

Salvira sighed harshly, but she only wanted the best for her son "Mami just wants the best for you. Mami also wants Bunga to be happy with her new husband. Someone's keeping him with Jesslyn,"

Ara looked at her best friend's mother whom she already considered to be her own mother

"Sorry mami, but Bunga said earlier if not all as lucky as Ara, yes maybe mami saw Ara's second marriage went well and very happy. But what if Bunga gets a guy like Jasson again? Even if he's worse than Jasson? Doesn't pity Flower and Jesslyn later?"

Salvira fell silent, confirming Ara's "Yes dear, you are right. Why don't you think that far? Mami just think about your wishes without thinking about the future, baby thank you because you have realized mami huh?"

"No mami! This was not because of Ara, but it was Flower who thought much more logically. He just doesn't want it to happen again. Mami, maybe Bunga can accept himself suffering from a marriage but he can't if Jesslyn his son suffers if he gets an improper relationship father,"

"But baby, we can find the best one for Flowers and a good one for Jesslyn,"

"Mommy, sometimes a biological father can hurt his own child. Especially just dad? We can't guarantee whether a man is good or not! We don't even know if the man is really sincere or just wants the treasure of Flowers?"

Salvira agrees with Ara, promising not to force her son to remarry. There was the sound of a Flower car that moved away from the home page "Mami know, actually Flowers to the office not to do office work. But he wants to get away from mom, right?"

"No mami! Don't misunderstand the flowers! Flowers just do not want if later mom gets more upset if she is at home. He did not want if in this house there was a commotion again, so it was better that he went out of the house to avoid the commotion that occurred. But Bunga is not angry with you, mami don't misunderstand ya?"

Although Ara has given an explanation, Salvira really knows how the nature of his son. Ara and Salvira decide to go downstairs with Justin and Jesslyn

Jesslyn ran towards Omanya "Oma, why mommy to the office? Though mommy promised Jesslyn would play with Jesslyn and not going to the office, but why did mommy lie?"

Jesslyn was very sad, Salvira and Ara looked at each other. Both of them also try to entertain Jesslyn who is very spoiled and adorable it's "Darling, actually mommy also does not want to go to the office. But there is a very important job, mommy must come baby, if mommy does not come. Then mommy will be considered not in siplin,"

Jesslyn did not want to listen to the explanation from her grandmother, for her mommy was more concerned with office work than her "More valuable work, than Jesslyn!"

"No dear! Not like that, mommy works for Jesslyn too. So Jesslyn could go to school and buy toys, really nice clothes. If mommy doesn't work, mommy won't make any money, and how can I buy Jesslyn's needs?" Ara also gave understanding to her best friend's son

"But mommy, mommy's not going to Daddy's office. And Daddy bought them all for Justin,"

Hearing Justin's reply, Jesslyn becomes even sadder "Why doesn't Daddy work for Jesslyn? Just for Justin? Is Daddy not Jesslyn's Daddy?"

Jesslyn's question made Salvira sad, she was sad to see her grandson who seemed to need a father figure.

If Jesslyn has a father, surely Bunga doesn't have to intervene for office matters anymore

"Why Oma, why Daddy?"

"Darling, why would Jesslyn say that? Jesslyn is Daddy's son! Daddy's favorite son! Jesslyn can't say that, baby? Daddy would be sad to hear Jesslyn talk like that,"

Gerry put on a sad face, making Jesslyn feel guilty "Daddy don't be sad, Jesslyn is very dear to Daddy!"

"Daddy loves you very much too!"

The two hugged tightly, Justin who did not want to lose also hugged his Daddy "Daddy Justin also wanted to be hugged,"