Look at me, Jasson!
Look at me, Jasson! Chapter 126
"Didn't mom realize my mom's mistake to our niece Gerry? Mami was so outrageous to treat him. And instead of feeling guilty, my mom still blames them. What's on my mind is Monica and papi don't understand, Monica dear papi agrees with you better you come to the office and apologize in front of all the employees. Like you humiliated Ara yesterday, take responsibility for everything you've done. Papi knows you're a great kid! You can take responsibility for all your actions. Papi is proud of you!"
Monica smiled at her papa because her papa was always looking after and supporting her every time she did "You guys don't be stubborn! Listen to what mom says! Monica, don't make yourself shy baby, don't you love yourself? Mami is very asking for help with you, don't you like that, baby? And papi, what kind of dad is this papi? Why is papi like that? Papi's already pissed my mom off and disappointed!"
"Mommy don't blame papi, this is all happening because of mami!"
"Keep blaming mami for everything, keep going! Mami was so unexpected with you!"
The middle-aged lung woman slammed the door with emotion, Monica and her Papa could only stroke the chest with everything the mother did
"Papi see how hard mommy is, instead of mommy realizing all the mama's faults. My mom blames others."
Monica hugged her papi, is being a good person wrong?
"Darling, there's nothing wrong with being a good person. But that is the challenge of being a good person, we will always be given trials and there will be something that prevents us from doing good, you do not need to be afraid. Keep doing good, son, and fix all your mistakes with your sister-in-law. It's not too late, son, trust me papi!"
Monica also nodded
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In the room Bunga arranged all the items he would bring for the holiday with his family.
"If mama Laras and you were around, everything would be more fun."
Flowers still hope to be reunited with all her family. He wants his family to be whole
She wiped away her tears, was Flower too stupid to be a woman? Although Jasson has no news, she still hopes that her husband will return..
"At any time you call me Jasson, ask us about our son. I'm so happy, but why don't you and Mama Laras remember us here, Jasson?"
Czechoslovakia!
"Darling, do you need this suitcase?"
Salvira approached her son when she saw him crying "Honey, why are you crying? Have you thought about it again!"
Salvira looks upset with her son "Jawab mami Bunga!" He jerks his son for the first time Salvira yells at the child, not to yell at him but Salvira does not understand everything in his mind
"Jawab mami Flowers! Don't you just shut up, why do you keep quiet like this?"
"M-mommy, that's not what it means. B-but, the Flower just wants to,"
"Want what? Why are you doing this? Baby, why don't you love yourself like that? Why don't you love and torture yourself. Obviously Jasson doesn't love you and your mama-in-law either, if they remember you they will tell you. It's not really, is it?"
Silence flower, she was very afraid of all the words of her mother "Mommy, sorry Flowers. Flowers have made my mother disappointed but Flowers can not lie to themselves Flowers, if Flowers still think about it,"
"Why baby? Why do you think about it all the time like this? Huh why? Don't you love your mommy, same Jesslyn your son? You just think about them constantly. Mami is also tired, every day constantly fighting with you! Mami is tired, every day has to argue with you like this. Mom loves you, but you don't love yourself!"
"Mommy, sorry Flowers. Flowers don't mean that, but you also have to understand the state of flowers,"
Salvira asked his son what he did not understand, and he understood it all? Salvira has always understood and understood her child but in fact the Flower is becoming more and more. He doesn't think of himself.
Flowers cry, he sits limp himself also does not understand, but is not love can not be blamed?
Salvira approaches his son "Already! Don't cry like this! Mami doesn't want Jesslyn to see her mommy cry. What would she think if her mommy cried like this?"
Although Salvira was angry with her son, she could not see him crying.
"Darling, wipe away your tears!"
Salvira wiped away his son's tears, and he kissed his son's forehead very loving and affectionate
"This is the last time Mami asks you not to cry anymore and to think about the person who never cared about you, even let alone remember with you they do not remember their own descendants, Jesslyn. If Jason had a heart as a father he would have asked about his son's circumstances no matter how you ignored him over and over again, But in fact Jason did nothing to know just the news of his son then why do you think people never even think of you and jesselin at all?"
Salvira shook his head, as he could not bear to see his son who continued to be stuck with the world that Flowers made themselves.
What if Jasson remarried and had a new family? It will make the flower even more broken
"Mommy, Flowers believe in them. Especially with mama Laras, they're just fixing themselves mami. And when the time comes, they will come. To pick up Flowers and Jesslyn,"
"Then, do you think your mother will release you to humans like them? No shayang! Mami won't be that easy letting go of you and Jesslyn. We all know the nature of Jasson and his mother. Even her mother tried to hurt you. I don't trust people like them anymore!"
"Mommy must believe, if there is any good from the nature of others, not everyone is constantly evil mami. Everything can change over time,"
"Yes, baby, just like you, that has changed so much! You are easily angry now! You are easily annoyed and scold others. You also never appreciate what other people do for you, for example, you scolded a nanny just because of a very trivial problem! The child that Mami knew was not like that before even if she was hurt she would never be rude and make others feel scared because of her words,"
Flowers are silent with what her mother says, if this is about her then the flower will not be too concerned about her but this is already about the child alone wayangnya Jesslyn, the flower will not be too much trouble, Iya will not be able to see her son is very messy and not taken care of like that and flowers also explained to his mother if his attitude was not because he was evil but because he wanted to be firm to others, If the flowers are too soft on their nanny then they will never notice about Jesslyn and Justin and it will all affect their lives later.
"That's not all a reason baby, you can say that and tell them in a good way not necessarily with emotions and with a very loud voice. Have you ever seen Mami speak so loudly to a waiter who was in this house or in a mama's house before?"
Bunga shook his head because he never saw his mother being rude to the servants even his mother always treated the servants very well.
"Yes mami, Flowers are wrong and flowers promise never to make a mistake again, flowers will try to be a superior who greatly respects his subordinates,"
"Dear baby, just stay as you were because it will get better. There's no need to turn into a rude person or into someone else,"
Flowers, nodding his head. They resumed their activities by arranging the items to be brought
"Are you going to bring this, baby? According to Mami, you better bring some change for Jesslyn, because you know how active Jesslyn is with Justin and they'll be going back and forth to change clothes,"
"Yes mami, Flowers will bring a few more pairs of clothes for Jesslyn. Sometimes, Bunga is very tired of Jesslyn's behavior so active,"
"That's a very natural thing, baby, back when you were a child you were too active as Jesslyn but Mami and Papi never complained at all even you were happy to see your adorable behavior, in fact, often you make mothers come home and get angry with mom and dad because you always hurt their children but that's how little children behave and that's not to blame,"
"Certainly mami? Is the flower so bad?"
Salvira nodded, allowing even the mischief of Jesslyn and Justin nothing
"Dear dear, Jesslyn and Justin's delinquency is nothing yet. You are even more naughty than them!"
Flowers blushed in shame, how could he scold his naughty son if he used to be much naughty than Jesslyn.
The flower holds his head that does not itch, Salvira also tells of the childhood of Flowers.
"When you were in elementary school, you made your friend's head leak. And bleeding, both his parents came home and got angry. Especially complex mothers! Haha!"
"Truly mom? What is this sadistic flower?
"Yes baby! You were so creepy when you were a child even so bar-bar fortunately now you are transformed into a very kind angel, mami is also proud of you. Good thing your bar-bar nature doesn't continue until you're an adult, otherwise. Mami will feel very bothered haha"
Salvira spoke so enthusiastically, that her tears fell involuntarily. Flowers look at the happy face of her mother
"Keep happy like this mami, and Bunga is feeling what mami felt first. But flowers hope, if Jesslyn is not bar-bar like Flowers otherwise Flowers will definitely feel bothered once,"
"Dear baby, but mom's message. You do not be too hard with your child, he is still very small and his age is just to play. Their world was the world of play, so it was all natural. If you limit it too much since childhood, Jesslyn will be naughty when she knows the outside world."
"Why is that mommy?"
"Yes dear, because you always forbid Jesslyn to do this and that. He will feel restrained and not free, and when he comes out then he will be naughty later. You don't want Jesslyn to be a bad boy?"
"What kind of question is mom? No mother wants her child to be naughty. Mami don't be like that dong!"
"Yes that's why you don't put too much restraint on your child dear! Release him as long as it's normal. If that's not appropriate then you can be firm with your child,"
"Yes mami, Flowers will try not to be too hard on the Flower child. But Bunga also beg mami, do not spoil it too much, especially if the Flower tells the Flower child. Mami don't defend him in front of him because that would make him even more stubborn,"