Look at me, Jasson!
Look at me, Jasson! Chapter 115

Jasson, who was beginning to realize that everyone wanted to feel guilty, but he could do nothing more "I've wasted them. And now I have to endure everything" Jasson said.

Jasson decided to get out of the house, walking to see the work of the building's porters. Approaching someone who seems like a foreman

"Excuse me sir, are there any job openings for you?"

The man looked at Jasson from top to bottom "There, but are you used to the work of building porters?"

Jasson nodded confidently "Sir, I will try to work well here, thank you for giving me the opportunity,"

Jasson also worked as a construction worker with other workers. It was hard for him, but Jasson had to work to earn money.

"Hey, if the real work dong! Men but mushy energy once like a sissy!"

Ketus one of the workers, making Jasson's emotional peak explode. He also threw away the bricks in his hand "It's normal to dong mas when talking! We're both workers here!"

Jasson pulled the ape in a man's shirt who had just insulted her "See this new kid feeling the strongest!"

The two also had a fight, until the foreman came "What is this? You new kid's been making trouble, you better get out of here!"

Now that Jasson was fired by the foreman, immediately Jasson left the place without being paid a single wage. His heart was heating up, his emotions were peaking.

"I've wanted to work, yet they belittle even insulting me!" Grumpy Jasson, he walked home, he held his head that felt dizzy

Now Jasson doesn't know where else to go, even working as a building porters he's fired "Mama please help your son, Jasson can't get through all this alone!" He murmured weakly.

Stomach rumbling, Jasson can only fry an omelet for him to eat..

White rice with an omelet side dish is very difficult for him to swallow, but than he starves it is better to eat it.

Jasson took his cell phone to send a message to someone

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Flowers who were relaxing in the room also took his phone, seen a WhatsApp message from Jasson

Honey, I know I'm guilty. But I've tried everywhere, right now I need your help. I don't have a job so I don't have money, I also need food, if I may if I can borrow some of your money for my daily meals? I promise, after I get a permanent job I will replace it ~Jasson

Initially, Bunga did not care about WhatsApp messages from her husband, but Jasson continued to terrorize her by sending repeated messages

Will I let the father of our son die of hunger? It's only temporary and I promise to replace it soon ~ Jasson

Bunga confused what to answer, he no longer wants to deal with Jasson. But Jasson repeatedly contacted him, making Flowers choose to give up and send the hundred million to Jasson.

Bunga immediately typed a message for her husband and asked Jasson not to bother him anymore

Jasson, I've transferred money to you worth a hundred million rupiahs. I'm asking you not to bother me anymore! I'm fed up with everything, and I hope you can understand and know yourself enough! For this time, I'm helping you, after this it's up to you to do anything. I don't care, I don't care what you want the money but I hope you can use it well so you can start a business, and finance your life in the future without bothering others again ~Bunga

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She hoped that her husband would live a good life. Flowers know, that hundred million isn't a little "You should be able to live on your own feet Jasson! You should be able to!"

Flowers put the phone down, but the phone went back on, maybe Jasson replied to the message. Flowers no longer wanted to read it, he wanted to ignore everything about Jasson in order for the man to realize all his mistakes.

"Flower, why daydream? Your phone keeps ringing!"

Ara went into the Flower room, she heard Flowers' cell phone constantly saying "Who the hell is calling?"

"Jasson!" He answered honestly, Ara asked her best friend for what purpose Jasson called her again "Why did she contact you? You shameless man!"

"It's Ara! Don't talk about it anymore, I don't want to talk about it anymore!"

"Here let me lift up, let the mokondo man know himself!"

Bunga told Ara not to be provoked by emotion anymore "It's Ara! Why are you always getting emotional with him? Leave it! He also needed the money, then called me,"

"What's? He asked you for money?" Bunga shook his head, and explained that Jasson had not asked, but that he had borrowed money from Bunga

"She just borrowed, and will replace it later,"

"You gave it to him?" Flowers agreed, making Ara shake her head in disbelief. Why is his best friend still good like that to the man who has ruined his life

"Why? Why are you still helping him? He's hurt your heart a lot!"

"Because he's still my husband, and the father of my son. I can't let the father of my son have any trouble, maybe you think I'm stupid Ara! But no! I just can't see anyone else in distress, I really appreciate it. After all, Jasson is the father and son of Mama Laras. If mama Laras knew her son was in trouble, he would be sad and getting worse. And my son? Later he will be sad to see his papa live suffering while he lives with luxury, I do not want if one day it happens,"

Ara was silent, as it turned out that Bunga was thinking about a very long life ahead of him. Ara smiled and told her friend that she was very proud of Bunga.

Very rarely do people have a heart that is so broad and soft as Flowers, even though it has been betrayed instead of Hating Flowers it actually helps the man who has hurt him

"I'm so proud of you, Bunga! I'm lucky to have such a good friend like you. You can feel the pain of others, you don't remember all the evils of others to you. Your heart is so vast as the ocean,"

Bunga said that he wasn't that good and Ara didn't have to praise him so much like that "I'm not that good! I'm just an ordinary human being, sometimes I also have an angry and upset nature,"

"That's a human flower! Anger, annoyance, sadness is human! But you're great, can control your anger!"

Flowers why if he like it because it remembers the teachings of his deceased papi.

"I did so because papi always taught me to be able to control anger, and calm in any condition,"

The flower remembers all of his memories with the papi

Flashbacks

When Bunga was eight years old, he bought a very expensive doll toy. The doll can play, talk, cry, eat, to answer our own conversation. All friends of Bunga very fond of toys bought by his papi Bunga from abroad.

One day, one of his schoolmates Bunga comes to his house to play together. Her friend accidentally broke Flower's beloved toy, Flower looks very angry and emotional. He even pushed his friend with a look of anger.

"Om, I'm sorry. I accidentally broke a Flower toy,"

"Shut up! You have to replace all my toys! Can't you buy this toy so you envy and ruin all my toys?" The little flower cried out in anger, the papi calmed the Flower

"Darling, you can't talk like that to your friend son! Your friend didn't do it on purpose,"

"No papi! He must have intentionally damaged it because he didn't have a toy that was as good as me! Flowers hate him so much!"

Bunga again pushed his friend, made his friend come home and apologized

"Darling, it's okay! You go home now, let me give you an explanation to Bunga,"

"No papi! He has to take responsibility for everything he does!" The little flower was still crying, she was very sad and upset because her toy was broken by her friend.

When his friend came home, his Papyan Bunga carried the tiny body of the Flower, letting the Flower cry until satisfied. After the flower calmed down, the papi sat Flowers on the sofa.

Little flower saddened "Udah satisfied to cry? Is papi allowed to talk?" The little flower nodded, and the papa gave an explanation.

"Darling, why do you have to be so angry? Papi wants to ask Bunga, indeed if the Flower is angry like that what do Flowers get?"

The flower shook its head quickly "Does the Flower toy come back as good as it was?"

"N-no papi!"

Her smiling Papi Bunga looked at her son, she also stroked the Flower's hair "Keep it guaranteed that the Flower's friend will no longer be afraid to play with the Flower when he sees such an angry Flower?"

"No papi!"

"Well, baby, when you're angry. Nothing you got, son! Your toys are still broken, and you're going to lose a friend, everything is going to be the same, right? But if the Flower is calm and forgives friends Flowers all there is a solution. Papi can buy it later, but Bunga does not lose his friend Bunga. And now, when Flowers get angry. Flowers don't get toys nor friends anymore, Flower friends will run, they are afraid to befriend someone who is very angry. They're scared son,"

"But the irked Flower papi, the beloved toy of the Flower in broken! Flowers love that doll!"

"Darling, your friend did it by accident. If he is intentional, you should be able to forgive him, because the goods that have been seized can not be taken again. And anger will make us lose ourselves! We lose control, even we can do very reckless things son!"

Flowers fell silent, her papi calmed her down "Learn to forgive the mistakes of others dear! Do not repay evil with evil. And when you feel hurt, yours is captured, you should be able to try to calm down. To be able to find a solution to all the problems of your life later,"

Flowers also nodded

End flashback.

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Ara shook the shoulder of the Flower "Flower, why are you daydreaming?"

Flowers just shook his head "T-no! I don't why-why just miss papi alone,"

"If you miss your father, pray for him. So that he can be calm in God's paradise. Believe that God will give you the best place to go,"

The flower nodded, if only the papa were still alive. Flowers will tell all their sadness to the papi.

"Flower, baby!"

Ara and Bunga were startled, hearing a familiar voice in both ears. "Jasson?"

Flower muttered slowly, he did not understand why Jasson came back to his house. Is he going to make a scene again? Ara and Flowers went straight out of her house, to see Jasson "You don't come out Flowers! Let me just find him! I'll teach him a lesson!"

Flowers forbid, she said if she could handle her own husband. Ara and Flowers want to come down but Salvira forbids "You Flowers or Ara no one can come out! Mami's gonna call the cops soon, Jasson's crossed the line!" Now Salvira's patience is unstoppable again "Mami is already! Flowers do not want if mama Laras see it, mama Laras can drop again!"

Salvira apologized to his son because this time he would not listen to his son's words "Honey, all this time mami listen to your words. But this time, my mom couldn't! Not once or twice has he disturbed our calm but he has made a scene here many times! Mommy won't stay quiet anymore,"

"But mi,"

"Enough Flowers! All this time my mother has given up a lot for you, and now you have to listen to my mother's orders! Mami won't listen to anything from your mouth anymore, you better follow your mami's words this time!"

Flowers fell silent, she could no longer help her husband, although it had been repeatedly commemorated but Jasson never wanted to listen to him

"Ara, bring the flowers into the room! If the Flower comes down, then you have to take responsibility!" Salvira gives a warning to Bunga and Ara. The two of them did not dare to dwell anymore.

"Flower, I hope you can help me. Please feel sorry for me if you consider me your best friend, if you get out of my room you will be angered by your mother!"

Flowers also could not bear if Ara who must get punishment for all the actions done by him. Flowers could only see Jasson from the bedroom window.

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"Bunga darling! I love you! And I know you love me too!" Now Jasson who had lost his mind also shouted using a toak, making one complex out because it was disturbed

"Hey, this is Miss Salvira's daughter-in-law. Is he no longer in his right mind shouting like that?" Mumbled one of the residents of the complex!

"Hey, don't make a fuss here. You also need calm, you otherwise you can't be quiet better go or we call the police!"

Salvira opens the door to his house, and asks what was Jasson's purpose for coming "Why are you making such a fuss here again Jasson? You better go, or mami call the police now;"

But Jasson did not listen to the reprimand from his mother-in-law, he just wanted to meet with Bunga his wife "Mami, Jasson wanted to meet with Bunga. Jasson knows that Bunga still loves Jasson, and Jasson loves Bunga too! Jasson regretted everything Jasson did. But Jasson wants to get the chance, Jasson is very loving and loving Mami flowers. Even Jasson will stand here until death! Until Bunga comes out and wants to meet Jasson! Does mami know? Interest sent money to Jasson when Jasson said Jasson was having money troubles. And that's the sign that the Flower still loves Jasson! He sent Jasson a hundred million! The money is not a little mami! It seems that Flowers love Jasson!"

Salvira was shocked by his son-in-law's confession, and even his son said nothing about sending Jasson money.

Salvira never asked and questioned where his son's money ran out, but Salvira did not expect that his son was still secretly helping the man who had clearly betrayed and played tricks on his son's marriage.

"Basically sane, go there!"

Salvira pleaded with the residents of the complex to return home, he would solve their own family problems. Salvira also apologized for her son-in-law making a scene in their residential area.

Neighbors left Salvira's house alone "You've put shame on Mami and Bunga here Jasson! You are so outrageous!"