Look at me, Jasson!
Look at me, Jasson! Chapter 120

Gerry hugs Jesslyn and Justin simultaneously, Ara who does not want Jesslyn to feel sad again also intends to invite Jesslyn to take a walk but she undoes her intentions. If he did that, Jesslyn would get even more angry with Bunga.

"Justin baby, mommy also has to go to work. For your future,"

Gerry and Salvira are shocked by Ara's "Darling?" speech?" Lirih Gerry with a plan "Mami want to work too? So all those moms work for their kids, huh mami?" Jesslyn asked who had released her embrace from Gerry. Ara nodded "Yes dear, it is not because we do not love you guys.but because we are a mother who wants to give the best for her children, Daddy Gerry works. But mom also wants to work so she can earn more money,"

"Yes mommy, so mommy's not wrong with working for Jesslyn?"

"Of course not dear! Mommy will work for you!"

Ara invites her husband to the office before leaving Ara calls the nannies Jesslyn and Justin to look after them

"My husband and I are going to the office. Flowers also go to the office so you take good care of the kids huh? Don't make mistakes because I won't forgive any mistakes that will involve children!"

The two nannies nodded, and promised to take good care of Jesslyn and Justin.

"Baby, don't worry! Mommy's at home and will be monitoring them,"

Ara approached with Salvira "Mami should rest a lot, Ara did not want to mami too tired to keep the children, especially Justin who is so active,"

Salvira hugs Ara and whispers something in Ara's ear "Honey, I know you're going to the office so Jesslyn doesn't get angry anymore right with Bunga? Thanks baby, you made Jesslyn understand,"

Ara simply nodded, not saying anything that would make Jesslyn hear her. The two let go of each other's embrace, and Ara invited her husband to go to the office.

They also went to use the car that Gerry bought from his hard work during this time working in the office of Flowers. Although he became a confidant by the Flower family, but Gerry did not take advantage of the opportunity for it all. He bought things with his real salary

Ara and Gerry get in the car, the woman uses the belt for "Honey security, why are you going to the office? Didn't you just say you wanted to take the children's path with me?"

Gerry asked Ara so gently, but Ara said that she took Jesslyn and Justin out for a walk. Jesslyn will be even more angry with her mother.

"Darling, if I keep bringing them. What would Jesslyn think of Flowers? He will consider Bunga is a selfish mother and only attach importance to her work. I don't want to, Bunga was blamed by his son again, I don't want to baby. Flowers have experienced a lot of sadness all this time, and not again!"

"Dear, I understand. Mistress Flower was a very good person, and she had already suffered quite a lot during this time,"

Ara nodded, Gerry drove his car to the office. They hope, if Flowers actually go to the office.

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"Good morning CEO Flower,"

"Good morning madam!"

"For CEOs!"

The employees welcome the presence of Flowers which is reciprocated by a friendly smile "Good morning,"

Flowers are still friendly to their employees even though they have a lot of problems at home "Have you guys eaten?"

"It's the CEO of flowers,"

Flowers are happy, because the employees have breakfast before starting a very heavy job later.

"Good! Before you start work you should eat? I don't want you guys to get sick because you're too eager to work but forget to eat!"

"Yes the CEO of Flowers!"

Flowers immediately entered the room, seen Poto wedding with Jasson on the table. He looked at her "We've been separated for five years, but why is it so hard to forget you Jasson? I could forget all our memories, good or bad, Jasson! But why did you leave without saying anything Jasson? Just once you see me Jasson, I'm still here waiting for you Jasson!"

Flowers shed tears with reluctance, he missed the father of his son "I miss you so much, miss mama. Why don't you ever call me or Jesslyn once? Don't you miss Jesslyn? Jesslyn is now grown up, and she always asks where her papa is. Why isn't her father there and isn't with her?"

Flowers were so sad, she looked at her wedding album, her tears just kept dripping. Bunga hoped, for Jasson to contact him once but it all felt futile. Jasson and his mother were swallowed by the earth, somewhere they went. Even when Bunga wanted to find out, his mother forbade not allowing Bunga to find out again their existence.

Flowers were helpless, he could only listen to his mother's words. Because only her mom cares about her.

"Jasson, if you'd seen our son growing up, he'd be so pretty and so smart,"

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On the other hand, Jasson and his mother were already better people

Laras prepares food for his son who will take care of his business. The capital that Flowers provide, is used for Jasson and barrel to build a food business. And the business went well.

"Mama, it looks like Jasson is going out of town to take care of the cooperation to a very important client. Even many YouTubers mukbang who want to visit our restaurant, they said. Nusantara food that we sell is very interested by them, Jasson intends to open a branch in the area of Java island ma,"

Laras supports his son "Darling, mama is very proud of you. You're so independent now,"

Jasson smiled, saying he would pick up Bunga and his son later. But later, when he became better and Jasson would not use his property in-laws again

'"Jasson wants to pick up Bunga and Jasson ma's son right away. But now, Jasson felt it was not appropriate to pick them up! Jasson wants to give the best for them, Jasson wants to provide luxurious facilities with the results of Jasson's own hard work ma,"

"Darling, mama witnesses how you're trying to change our lives. And mama's sure, if Bunga and his mama would be proud of you, we'd fix everything,"

"Jasson misses Bunga ma so much, even Jasson misses Jasson's son. He must have become someone very funny and adorable, now,"

Jasson and Laras do not know, whether the flower boy or girl. Since they decided to change all their numbers, Bunga also never posted her son on social media. So Jasson does not know how the life of Flowers and their children.

"Ma, are Flowers still faithfully waiting for Jasson?"

Laras believes in the love of his son-in-law "Honey, mama believes that Flowers will wait for you. It's a mother's belief,"

"However will the Flower survive and wait for Jasson to become a better person?"

Laras nodded, he trusted his daughter-in-law very much "Mama trusts dear! Very nice lady flowers and she will not turn with another man,"

Already five knew they had not met, instead Jasson and Laras forgot the Flower child. But they want to prove that they have changed and will be better

Laras decided to move out of town, because he did not want his son to do reckless things again

"Ma is Jasson allowed to call the b-bunga once? Just asking our son for news" Laras shook his head

"Not now, baby! Later, we will meet them directly. When things are improving,"

But Jasson does not understand when that time will come, he is very impatient to meet the child and woman he loves.

Jasson said with sadness, Laras understands his son's sadness but he wants Jasson to understand everything

"Dear try to understand! You better focus now on your business! If you are successful, the flowers and the mama will be proud of you. And they'll realize if you really change. But when you come to them now, you are nothing. They just think of you as a prank!"

"Ma, yet we already have three branches in several different areas?"

"Darling, that's not enough. If you need to open branches in all areas, so that Flowers and mothers know how you struggle so far.if only three branches, they will laugh!"

"Is a turnover of five hundred a month also less ma?"

"Honey, for a little guy like us it's huge but for them it's nothing, you understand, don't you?"".

Jasson nodded in understanding, he would try even harder to become more advanced. Laras also asked his son for capital to open a boutique

"Darling, my mom wants to open a boutique too. That's good enough to add to our assets. And the boutique is not food, and it is not stale! So, for the loss is very thin different like the food we make archipelago."

Jasson nodded, and he would do anything to make his mother feel happy "How much does she need?"

"One billion,"

"What's? That's a lot of mama. Why?"

"Honey, mama must provide famous clothes, also fashionable and the capital is very large. Not like food, which requires a little capital why are you so calculated? This is also for your future as well!""

Jasson hugged his mama "Yes mama, Jasson will give his capital later in the day. Jasson will give up everything to mama! Jasson knows that mom can manage everything."

Laras smiled at his son "Yes baby, don't worry! My mom will not disappoint you again! You'll enjoy the results later, trust your mom!"

Jasson nodded, not thinking about money but thinking about his son with Flowers.

"But the most Jasson wants, met with Bunga and son Jasson ma. And Jasson hoped that it would all come true soon! Jasson was hoping for that!"

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"Flower!" Ara entered the room of her best friend, Bunga saw Ara with a breath of "Why the hell!" Segara Bunga wiped away her tears.

"I want to tell you something!"

"What?"

"What if we take the kids on vacation out of town. And you know what? There is a very famous Nusantara restaurant, he said he had just opened. But very crowded, let's go there I'm very curious about the taste is very good!"

"No Ara! I don't want to go on vacation anywhere! I hope you understand, I'm not going anywhere I just want to be home with my mom and Jesslyn!"

"Come on Flowers! It's only temporary, and it's so delicious! You will not regret, not only the culinary is delicious but also the tourism. The kids will love it,"

"Ara, it's in the office so talk about work! Don't talk about anything else!"

Since Jasson and Laras left, the flowers have become more cold to the people around them

"Flower come on! It's not for you, it's for Jesslyn! You don't feel sorry to see her at home, while when you were a little girl your mom used to take you out of the country!"

Flowers fell silent, was he so selfish towards his son? While Bunga never took his children on vacation even if only out of town.

"I feel guilty for my son, I should think of my son Jesslyn's happiness!"

Ara told Bunga to think about Jesslyn's happiness "We're going on vacation for the kids not for us Flowers!"

Flowers also gave that responsibility to Ara "I trust everything to you! Do what you think Ara's okay, and book us a flight ticket,"

"Yey! We're going on a family vacation. It's gonna be so much fun,"

But Gerry said he couldn't go "Sorry, but I can't go!"

"Why?" Ara asked her husband "Because I can't leave the responsibility here! If we all leave, who will control the office later?"

What Gerry said won was true "But Gerry, you also have to vacation with us. Office problems, there will be staff taking care of it, and we will also monitor yes from afar!"

"Yes I know the mistress, but what if the meeting with the client and the client makes it difficult for the employee? They won't be able to handle it because they're scared,"

"Yes you're right too Gerry! Yet Jesslyn and Justin will be looking for you, where is their Daddy. You know how Jesslyn and Justin are so close to you, even Jesslyn won't leave if you don't come along,"

"I will give understanding to Miss Jesslyn, madam!"

Flowers look angry "How many times have I said, don't call Jesslyn Miss! Don't you consider him your son too?"

"I know madam, but this isn't home and Miss Jesslyn won't hear it,"

"That's it! You don't argue, I don't like you to argue and this is an order! I can't see my son sad because of your mispronounced words! You know, if Jesslyn loves you so much. She will be sad if you call her Miss. After all, you are already a part of our family!"

"Well, flower, why are you arguing with my husband? He is a very stubborn man! Free you keep arguing with my husband, it won't have any effect!"

"I don't want to argue with Ara, but you know how Jesslyn got so close to Gerry. He'll wonder why Gerry didn't come. Not only Jesslyn but Justin is your son. Why do we go on vacation if the family is incomplete?"

"You should have heard what Bunga said, I don't understand you. You've always shied away from family, Monica's first family. Though they love us very much, yet you have always been cold and evasive and now with the family of Flowers. Don't you want a family? Don't want to have a family?"

Ara asked in annoyance to her husband, Gerry did not answer he was just silent. If Ara knew how Monica's family behaved, she wouldn't depend on them anymore either.

"Look! Even I'm his own wife who's talking he won't answer!" Flowers calmed his best friend "Already! Don't fight because of me, I'm sorry. And if Gerry doesn't want to come along, it doesn't matter. The important thing is, don't fight, don't! Because I don't want you guys to have different opinions. It would make me feel guilty. I love you as my two best friends, not only my best friend but my family."

Ara was silent, she was still upset with her husband. Gerry just stooped to look at his wife, that's how he looks so stiff. Gerry and Ara walked out of the room, into their own room.

"You're upset about me?" Gerry asked his wife, but Ara was silent. He does not want to talk about it anymore because for him all is useless and futile.

"I'm sorry baby, I know you're upset. Because me! But if you understand what I'm saying, I'm sure you'll understand everything,"

Ara looked at her husband, saying that she did not understand what Gerry was thinking or feeling.

"No! Even though I am your wife, I find it hard to understand you, I cannot understand you, Gery! Can't! Why is it so hard, to understand about my husband. And how can I understand if my husband can just shut up, shut up without saying anything!"