Look at me, Jasson!
Look at me, Jasson! Chapter 110

Without realizing his tears were dripping, he immediately wiped away his tears "What is this? What am I crying for? She's nobody to me and I shouldn't cry for her,"

Flowers choose to go from where they are now, because if he stays there his heart will hurt even more to see the closeness of Gerry with Monica.

Bunga contacted the office staff, asking to prepare his new room. They followed all the orders of Ara. Because Ara's temporary company is handle and it has been announced directly by Bunga and Salvira as the owner of the company itself. So, all the employees followed all the directions that Ara gave

Geck! Geck!

"Lake in!"

"Sorry Mom, the room you ordered is available" one of the staff said. Ara also thanked him, before he had arranged all the items he would move.

Gerry walked into the room "Miss, what are you doing? Why are you packing all your things?" Ara did not answer, he immediately brought his belongings to the room he would occupy.

Gerry no longer asked Ara anything he wanted to help but Ara prevented him "No need! I can do it myself!"

Gerry did not understand, why suddenly Ara's attitude changed drastically to him. Does he have a problem? But Gerry did not ask, and there were other staff who helped Ara.

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Ara is now in her new room, she also thanked the staff who helped her, look children indeed but this is the best according to her.

He doesn't want to keep one room with Gerry, which makes it harder to forget the guy.

"From now on, I should be able to dispel my feelings for him, no more feelings for him. Remember he already has his own love, I know what it would be like if the lover we love was taken by another woman. And I wouldn't do that to Monica, even if I wasn't close to her. But I don't want to!"

Ara recalled the difficult times of her marriage with her ex-husband "Do I not deserve to be happy?" He murmured slowly.

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"Darling, you better rest in the room, okay? Mami will accompany you here," Flower nodded, she held her slightly aching stomach "What's the matter son? Does your stomach hurt?"

The flower bit her lower lip to endure the pain of "Bunga darling, what's up, son?"

"It's okay mi, maybe because the flower was out walking. As a result, it hurts a lot. Don't worry mom, do you?"

"Darling, how can you not worry? You look in pain, we better get to the hospital now!"

Salvira takes her son to the hospital, but Bunga refuses gently "Mommy don't! Bunga does not want to go to the hospital, Bunga just wants to be at home with mom, mom and Ara,"

"Honey, Ara went to the office. Mami had asked him to stay home but he refused because of the many jobs in the office,"

Bunga felt sorry for his best friend "Pity Ara, he had to do the task that Bunga was supposed to do mami."

"Honey, my mom has also told Ara not to do too much, but you know how that kid isn't? She's so stubborn, mommy doesn't want her to get tired from the stress of taking care of office work, either,"

Smiling flowers maybe Ara is excited to the office because there is Gerry there "Mommy, maybe the job feels light because there is someone special in the office,"

"Oh, you mean Gerry?" Flowers nodded quickly with a smile, Salvira also smiled "Yes dear, mommy also felt they were a perfect fit. But often Ara behaves fiercely with him, hopefully he's the right man for Ara huh?"

"Yes mami, Flowers always pray for the good and happiness of Ara,"

Both of them smiled in the shade, after seeing the flower had calmed down then Salvira asked her son what really happened was "Honey, my mother wanted to ask. What exactly happened that made you cry? But if you think it hurts and doesn't need to be answered, you don't have to answer it,"

Flowers daydreamed for a moment with a blank look, then looked at her mama "Tadi, Ade came to the house, she apologized with all the actions she had done. And he thought that if Bunga and Jasson had been together, he prayed for Bunga and Jasson to be happy, and he said that Bunga had won. And he lost,"

"Then?"

"After that he went, Bunga also did not know where he was. Maybe he went back to his house, and not long after. Jasson who came to the house, Bunga was afraid that if mama Laras and Ara saw him they would be hysterical as well there would definitely be a commotion,"

"Then? What's going on, baby?"

"The flower pulls Jasson away from around the house, Jasson initially insults Ade. Saying bad things about his second ex-wife, and as usual. He asked for a chance to flower,"

Salvira tidied up her son's messy hair, Bunga looked at her mama wryly "Jasson thought this Flower was like an item, when he needed to he would use it and when he was bored, he'll dump her and buy new things. Flowers aren't ready to go back with Jasson mami yet, Flowers can't! Everything still hurts for Flowers, and a lot of the ugliness and bad manners of Jasson the self-absorbed Flower without mommy, mama and papa knows,"

Salvira hugs her son "Darling, have you guys? Whatever your decision, you will support it. If you want to split up, Mom will take care of everything. Don't be sad anymore, baby! There's no point in you being sad and crying for people who don't appreciate you! Your tears are too expensive for someone like her,"

Flowers also tightened his embrace with the mami "Bunga currently does not know mami, whether or not the love is still there for Jasson. Everything is tasteless, saturated and Flowers can not feel anything anymore. Bunga just wanted Jasson not to make a problem that would make mama Laras sad, the departure of papa David has made mama Laras hurt. Don't add more weight to mama's barrel,"

Salvira let go of their embrace, knowing what her son was feeling. Although he was also injured, Bunga still thought about the suffering of others.

"The flower did not have the heart to see the mama Laras who seemed to have no spirit to live, his gaze was very empty. Like I don't have any life goals anymore, mami,"

It is true, now Laras more silent with an empty view. He had lost his reason to live, but God was still prolonging his life.

For Laras, her husband was the heart of her life. And when the heart of his life goes, then Laras will be like a person who lost his direction and purpose to stay alive.

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Salvira plans to take his body to a psychiatrist so that his iron can vanish all his sadness. Not in a pendam like this but Bunga disagreed, he could not bear to see his mother-in-law had to be taken to a psychiatrist

"Mi, people will consider Mama Laras not sane later, Bunga does not want mami!"

"T-tap-but ma, the flowers are not ready yet! Bunga also can not see Mama Laras will later be handled by a psychiatrist,"

"You must be ready if you want mama Laras back as before,"

Bunga thought of her mother saying "Darling, mami sad to see your mother-in-law like that continue to son, mami wants your mother-in-law like before. So that we can smile and be happy like we used to."

"Sir, I'm not crazy and I'm still sane,"

Flowers and Salvira are shocked to hear the sound of Baras "Mama,"

Bunga immediately rose closer to his mother-in-law "I still understand and understand what you are saying, what is really happening in this house. I know everything mbak, it's just that I don't want to do anything. I just wanted to calm myself down, I wanted to think longer so I knew this was all real. My husband's departure is real, I'm not crazy mbak! I just want and need some alone time. Maybe long enough, months to years but that will calm me down. Not to go to a psychologist!"

Laras had been standing in front of the Flower room since then, initially he intended to invite his son-in-law to have a light chat. In order to reduce his boredom and sadness, but when he reached his daughter-in-law's room he listened to all the conversations of Flowers with Salvira.

"Sir, don't get me wrong but that's not what I mean,"

"Yes mommy, I'm not going to a psychiatrist. Mama take it easy, will you?" Bunga smiled at his mother-in-law, Laras also said goodbye to his daughter-in-law and besi to return to the room "Bunga, mbak Salvira. I'll go to the room first, okay?"

Bunga and Salvira nodded, and after Laras left, Salvira felt guilty, "dear, your mother-in-law would have misunderstood my mother's intentions,"

Flowers shake her head "No mami! I am not angry with my mom or misunderstood. If you are angry, you will say it straight away. We know how Mama Laras is, right? So you don't worry, do you?"

Bunga tried to cheer up his mama "Yes already dear, you now rest huh? Mami does not want because of this problem you become sick, remember the fetus in your stomach, your pregnancy has entered four months son. Tomorrow we're gonna ultrasound, right?"

Flowers nod "Yes mami, all flowers leave to mami only. Flowers know what mommy does, that's what's best for this Mommy Flower and granddaughter," Flowers hold her still flat belly, as she's also thin. Her pregnancy was not very visible

"Yes son, now you're lying down?" Salvira helps her son to lie on the bed, Bunga obeys his mother's words. And closed his eyes

Salvira smiled, though her son was already big but Salvira still considered Bunga like her little daughter before

"Darling, my mom loves you, son," she said. He looked at his son who was sleeping soundly, while falling asleep Flowers looked very adorable on his face. So bright, and so shady.

"Why is a woman as good as you being hurt by Jasson, baby? Mommy never thought that you would experience the pain and pain of your beloved marriage," she said.

He did not want to make a sound, because he knew if he made a sound would make his son wake up. Salvira was lying next to her son, hugging the Flower gently

Like a mother who pours out all her affection for her child. Although Bunga is married, but for him Bunga remains his little fairy who he will always take care of until the end of his life.

If only her husband was still alive, perhaps the care over the Flower would be more strict. Her husband will definitely better correct the prospective husband of Flowers more thoroughly

Salvira recalled that when her son Bunga was in school, even friends had to be properly corrected by her husband.

Flashbacks

"Baby, Mami. Flowers come home," he said in a spoiled voice, Flowers bring either or his boy friend home. That's Jasson

"Jasson, why do you come home every day? Are your parents not angry?" Ask with a witty

"But, why talk like that to Jasson? This Jasson is a friend of the papi flower,"

"Ara is also your best friend, why just Jasson? Where's Ara?"

"Isss papi, earlier Bunga has invited Ara. But he didn't want to come, he said he wanted to do schoolwork."

"If that's the case, Jasson better get home now. Work on Jasson's schoolwork, and Bunga will also learn to do schoolwork!"

"But Papi, today Bunga and Jasson want to watch a movie,"

"No dear! It's not a holiday. Papi will never let you go if it's Ordinary day. If holidays don't matter to papi, now Jasson you go home!"

"Good papi,"

Jasson leaves soon, though Bunga and Jasson have been friends for a long time. But his papa Bunga did not free his son to go with Jasson, for him no one could keep his daughter as well as he did.

Flowers entered the room with a frown, but Bunga never denied the papi. Salvira wanted to accompany her son, but her husband forbade her

"Mommy, no! Let the flowers enter the room alone. She will do her schoolwork in the room, if mommy comes to the room. Flowers can persuade mami, then? Mami is devastated, continues to persuade papi and let him go to the cinema. No!"

"But, why the hell the same kid himself so hard like that. Sometimes it doesn't matter, after all Flowers go with Jasson. We've known Jasson and his family for a long time, what should you worry about?"

"No mami! Indeed, we have known Jasson and his family for a long time, but somehow papi very doubt if Jasson can take care of Flowers well. Papi can't let go of papi's children carelessly even if it's just to play! But if you are with Ara, do not just watch the cinema. To the beach was papi with relief releasing Flowers,"

End Flashback!

Salvira awakens from her daydream, she remembers her husband always not giving permission if Bunga and Jasson go together if only alone without Ara. And now Salvira understood all of her husband's words, and what her husband said was true.

Jasson can't keep their child Flower "Why don't mommy think of every papi greeting? If you listen to papi, maybe none of this will happen" he murmured quietly.

Her husband could much more feel which one was best for his son Flowers and which one was not. Though at that time Jasson and Bunga were still very teenagers, but her husband could already feel it all