Look at me, Jasson!

Look at me, Jasson!
Look at me, Jasson! Chapter 144


"Calm yourself, baby! Don't get too emotional like this, remember you're pregnant right now!"


Ara sighed harshly "You told me to calm down? See, Flowers tremble in fear like this, why don't they let Flowers and the others live happily? After all these years he's gone now he's bothering us,"


"Who's mommy?"


The conversation stalled, as Jesslyn came and asked "Mommy, who has disturbed the peace of mommy? What were you and Grandma?"


Ara was shocked to hear Jesslyn's words, it was a sign that Jesslyn had met Jasson and Laras.


"Darling, who did you meet?" Ara squatted to balance the height of the little girl "Ara had not accidentally hit the grandmother with her child, she also said if Jesslyn was her grandson, mommy who is she?"


Flowers fell silent, unable to answer her son's question. Does Jesslyn have to know all this now?


The flower nodded "Yes dear, she is your grandmother," replied the Flower in an unwilling voice. Salvira, Ara and Gerry are shocked by the reply of Flowers


"Flower, what are you saying?"


"Darling, are you aware of what you're saying?" With a heavy heart Bunga nodded, he was aware of his words after all sooner or later Jesslyn would find out who Jasson and her mother were.


"Honey, you said this must be because you're tired. You better rest in the room, and Jesslyn baby. Don't listen to your mommy? You'd better take a walk, oma,"


Salvira wants to take Jesslyn away, but Bunga prevents her from "Not mami! It's time Jesslyn knew everything,"


"Flower, don't be crazy!"


Ara was also confused by her best friend, but Bunga was already convinced by her decision "Jesslyn the bigger the day, after all the better she knows from the mouth of the Flower than from the mouth of others,"


There was a crumbling and aching sound issued by the Flower, yet it had to be strong. Jesslyn has not understood everything "Mommy, Jesslyn is confused. Mommy said it was Jesslyn's grandmother. But Jesslyn had never seen him before, and whose grandmother?"


Jesslyn's question has made everyone confused, Flowers cry, hugging her child "I'm sorry mommy dear, if mommy's answer will make you hurt,"


"Stop the Flower, don't be crazy! Are you aware of what you're doing now?"


Flowers let go of her arms from the child, stood up and looked at Ara, and her mother alternately "Yes, I'm sober and sober now! Do you guys know? They want to take Jesslyn's custody, they're gonna take this matter to court, and take my son Jesslyn from me,"


"Mommy, what's wrong? Is that custody? Why mommy, and who wants to take Jesslyn from mommy?" Jesslyn cried, asking for an explanation from her mother, she was still very small to understand such a complicated problem.


Jesslyn approaches Gerry, whom she considers her father "Daddy, to explain what's going on? Why would mommy eat that? What is custody. And why did mommy say they wanted to take Jesslyn? Who wants to take Jesslyn?"


The atmosphere was getting out of control, on one side there was a Flower that scared her child was taken and on one side there was Jesslyn who needed all those answers.


"Flower calm yourself baby! Don't be like this, Jesslyn's still very small to understand everything,"


Flowers shake their heads quickly "No mami! If not now, when else? When else would Jesslyn have to know everything? Is it waiting for those who explain everything and take Jesslyn away from me?"


"Nobody will be able to take Jesslyn from you! Don't you be like this, honey?"


Flowers look like crazy, he approached Jesslyn "Honey, Daddy it's not your papa! Daddy's just Justin's dad. And her husband Ara's mom, Daddy's actually your uncle!"


Jesslyn is shocked, she doesn't accept the fact that "Son, Daddy is just Justin's dad. And your biological father was actually your uncle, and that grandmother was your grandmother. His mother is from your father!"


"Papa Jesslyn? But why did papa and grandma go mom?"


The chest of the flower felt tight, even he had difficulty breathing. Salvira did not understand and could not control the atmosphere anymore. Flowers squeezed firmly his hands to hold tightness in his chest.


"Papa and mommy have been separated for a long time, ever since you were in mommy's stomach,"


"Why did mommy and dad split up? And why didn't mommy tell papa Jesslyn, you evil mommy! Evil mommy! Jesslyn hates mommy!"


Jesslyn who could not accept the fact left Flowers and the others, Gerry chased after Jesslyn.


"Darling, what are you doing? This act of yours can make jesslyn mentally destroyed. You told your mother yourself that you were thinking about your child's mental state, and now you yourself are unlocking all these secrets. My mom is so confused by you!"


The flower did not reply, it only sobbed its head against the wall, with its body slowly falling down without any strength.


He could only cry with the empty eyes of "Mommy, this was not the time to blame Flowers. Preferably, mami chase Jesslyn let Ara who accompanies Bunga," said Ara who joined in crying, this second pregnancy makes Ara much more sensitive..


Salvira resentfully pursued her grandson, and she did not want Jesslyn to do anything. The news must have broken Jesslyn's heart instead of playing, he did not know what things could be done by such a small child


As for Ara, she hugged Bunga affectionately "Flower, calm yourself!"


"M----m-they, I-they want to take my ana-daughter,"


"Flower, for Jesslyn's sake you must be strong! Don't be weak like this Flower! It will make them very happy, you must be strong Flowers! For Jesslyn!"


Ara hugged her best friend tightly, giving her the power of "You hear? Jasslyn hates me without knowing everything. She thinks I'm a very bad mother, because she's kept her away from her biological father,"


Flowers are sobbing, Ara feels the pain and suffering of her best friend "You must be strong Flower, you are strong woman. I know, you can get through all this, it's a test to your happiness someday Flower. Please be stronger, for Jesslyn's sake. If you're weak, we'll really lose Jesslyn. Please Flower, use your common sense again, use your common sense to get our Jesslyn, you must be strong to fight humans not know yourself like jasson and his mother's Flower, I beg you! Get up, and use your common sense,"


Ara's words were like a slap to her, if she wanted her beloved Princess, then Bunga had to use her common sense. She must not be weak, because her weakness will make Jesslyn will go away from her for good, Bunga will not be willing to lose her child. Let alone losing to humans like Jasson and Laras who only thought of themselves.


Flowers wipe her tears, she behaves like fine but it makes Ara and Gerry feel worried about the state of Flower "For Jesslyn, I will be strong and fight them all. B-but, Jesslyn indeed must know all these truths! Let him know what his mother has been feeling. If I keep quiet, Jesslyn will always blame me for keeping her away from her father and grandmother,"


"Sorry miss if I'm presumptuous, but will it not disturb jesslyn mentally later?"


The flower shook its head "No! It won't make jesslyn mentally disintegrate. If I keep quiet, then Jasson and her mom will tell lies after lies to make Jesslyn hate me,"


Ara and Gerry support Bunga's decision, and the woman immediately pursues her son to explain everything to Jesslyn.


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"Oma, why mommy nasty hicks,"


Jesslyn cried in Salvira's arms, Salvira tried to calm her grandson "No dear! Mommy's not evil! Mommy loves Jesslyn very much,"


"Jesslyn dear,"


Jesslyn took her arms off her grandmother, and she saw her mommy walking up to her "Jesslyn doesn't want to talk to mommy!"


The flower takes a breath in a tight tone, then slowly throws it away "Jesslyn wants to know everything right? How does Jesslyn know that Jesslyn won't listen to mommy's explanation?"


Jesslyn who is still reluctant also said if she wants to know all the truth "Quick say mommy! Jesslyn wants to hear everything,"


"Flower, don't kid!"


Salvira tries to stop her son, not that he does not want his son to defend himself but he does not want his grandson mentally disturbed "Son, Jesslyn is still a child to know everything. Don't break your child's mentality, baby, just for your ego's sake,"


"Oma, Jesslyn didn't do anything. Jesslyn wants to know, why mommy and papa aren't together, why is there Daddy?"


Salvira fell silent, unable to explain everything. So does the Flower, but instead of Jesslyn having to understand everything?


Ara approached Jesslyn, who was going to tell Jesslyn everything. But before that, he asked Salvira and Bunga for permission. Flowers agree


"Darling, if mommy said that. Must be Jesslyn said later if mommy only defended herself mommy, right?"


Jesslyn nodded "Mommy will tell you dear, first mommy and papa you are friends from small. They're friends, like you and Justin, the difference is. If you and Justin are brother and sister, while mommy and papa you are legitimate. Friends, like mommy and mommy,"


"Then?"


"Then they got married, but mommy didn't know that papa already had a lover. And your papa is secretly married to another woman. More precisely, papa you are craving mommy. Therefore, mommy and papa you split up son while mommy was pregnant with you,"


"Is papa evil?"


Ara shook her head "No dear! Neither mommy nor papa are evil, they are just not meant to be together. Not that mommy doesn't want to tell you everything, but mommy doesn't want Jesslyn to hate her as much as daddy Jesslyn dear. Therefore, mommy chose to keep her own pain a secret baby, you understand what mami means?"


Jesslyn nodded, Ara again told her everything in detail about the events in each past event. It makes the flower remember every pain and pain in the past.


"Jesslyn dear, mommy says this is not to make Jesslyn sad, but mami wants Jesslyn to understand everything dear. This is not the fault of mommy, because mommy loves Jesslyn, loves Jesslyn very much. Mommy doesn't want you to feel what mommy's going through, and now papa you've come to take you away from all of us,"


Jesslyn looked up, saying that nothing would keep her away from her mommy. Jesslyn walked over and approached the Flower. He immediately embraced his mother "Jesslyn loved mommy very much, sorry Jesslyn mommy and Jesslyn would not let anyone separate us,"


Flowers cry to hear the words of his son, he is very happy to have a good child and so understanding as Jesslyn.


"Mommy loves you very much too, dear,"


"Sorry Jesslyn mommy, and Jesslyn won't let us go,"


The two hugged tightly. Salvira, Ara and Gerry smiled at the sight before them.


"Darling, don't stay in mommy. Mommy loves you so much baby, mommy can't do it without you,"


Flowers kiss their child's entire face with love and affection as a mother.