Look at me, Jasson!
Look at me, Jasson! Chapter 114

"Thank you very much madam, may you be granted abundant sustenance from the almighty,"

Flowers and Salvira smiled, they also prayed that everything was given ease in living life. Not just from the material, but also mentally and emotionally. Because matter does not guarantee happiness as Flowers feel.

Since childhood, he was happy with wealth, getting luxurious and adequate facilities but he was not lucky in the household. Her husband betrayed her even though he gave everything to Jasson..

Jasson has also made a lot of good use of his kindness, a lot of money that Jasson took from his interest savings, but the woman did not want to bother him because for him money is not everything, it is not everything, money exhausted can be found but trust that has been destroyed? Can't recover as usual.

The car drove back to the house "Honey, mami was very happy because it had bought the needs for your baby, but it was not satisfied mami, mami wanted to buy everything in the store,"

Flowers smile "Mami, remember we can't squander money like that. After all, Flowers are all enough! There are so many mami! After all, it will be briefly used by the baby flowers later. He's gonna get bigger,""

"Darling, how the hell are you? Mami just wants to give the best for the first grandchild, all of which you will give. If you can't wear it again, we'll buy new clothes for your child,"

Flowers are just silent, she knows how her mother is waiting for her child to be born, Flowers are like that but she thinks her mother is too excessive

The two reached home, the driver helped Bunga and Salvira brought all the groceries in "Just take them to Baby's room, sir!"

Salvira asked his driver to bring the items in his grandson's room later. Although not yet born, Salvira has prepared a special baby room, with excellent facilities and comfortable.

"Darling, you must be tired, right? You'd better take a break, let mommy put all this together in the closet!"

"No need to mami, let the flowers make it slowly. Mommy who has to rest a lot, mami must be tired,"

"No! Mami is even very excited, and mami will remodel this room with the next room, will mami unite. Because mom will put a lot of toys for your child later, so she has a special playroom!"

"Mommy, that's too much. The age of the flower content has also just entered four months. And when it is born, the flower child also can not directly play mami. It takes two or three more years, and it's still a long time,"

"Darling, it wasn't a long time. Not felt, the proof it feels like just yesterday mama pregnant and gave birth to you.but now, mami will become a grandmother and it's very not felt,"

Flowers were silent, no longer denying her mother's words. Because Bunga just wants to make her mom happy, and in that way her mom happy then Bunga will give in

"Whatever your mother, the flower will follow all your desires,"

Flowers smile at their mother "Honey, they will always and want to give the best for you, for Ara and also for your child. You guys who have this moment, mommy loves you very much! Mami loves you all she wants, you're family and your mama's life!"

Bunga hugged her mother and said that she also loved and loved her mother "Bunga was very loving and loving to mami. Flowers do not want to mami exhausted from doing this all, Flowers love mami very much. Because since papi's gone, Mami's the only one who's always been guarding and protecting the flower,"

"Darling, you forgot someone who always looked after and protected you other than mami."

"Flower knows, Ara, isn't that what you mean?"

Salvira nodded, Bunga also admitted that he was very grateful to have a friend like Ara who was always willing to keep her "Mommy right! Ara is the only person who loves and cares for and protects Flowers other than family,"

"Dear, my mother always prayed for her happiness, too,"

Bunga is very enthusiastic, if talking about his best friend "Mami trust deh Bunga, Ara will soon find a new life. He and Gerry will live a domestic life,"

The smile on Salvira's face faded, remembering how devastated Ara was yesterday when telling everything but Salvira also could not tell all that to her son. Ara forbade him because he did not want Bunga to think about Ara's problem.

"Mommy, why are you silent? Do you not believe in flowers? Flowers see sincerity and love in Gerry's eyes for Ara. Very different from Jasson,"

"Darling, don't talk about anything! After all, we cannot manage the happiness of others, right? Mami will always pray for Ara's happiness even if not with Gerry!" The flower pouted, making Salvira feel anxious with her son "Why the hell baby, why are you pouting like that?"

"Mommy anyway, Bunga has said that Gerry is a good match for Ara,"

Salvira said if Bunga should not think of it "Honey, you better not think of it. If that's good news, we'll take it. Gerry and Ara are all grown up. They know what's best for them, and if Gerry is serious about Ara she'll definitely take Ara to the wedding. We can't expect too much from others, especially Gerry has no explanation!"

Flowers nodded, but he said he wished for Ara's good.

"Darling, that's it! You just take a break,"

Salvira immediately worked on something to divert the conversation. Salvira no longer wants her son to talk about Ara, instead she does not love Ara but Salvira is sad to remember how sad Ara told her about Gerry.

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Ara came home with a flowery feeling, she was escorted by Gerry but Ara behaved as usual "Have arrived, you are careful. And I'm always waiting for answers until you can answer them,"

Ara smiled at Gerry, he got straight out of the car. Salvira frowned in wonder.

Yesterday Ara told me how Gerry was playing with her feelings but now that her adopted son is being escorted by Gerry, Gerry gave his regards to Salvira.

The middle-aged lung woman replied to him kindly, Ara walked into the house. It is clearly visible from his face if he is experiencing falling in love "Honey, why are you?"

"Mommy, Flowers!" Ara shouted while hugging the two of them "Gerry looked up to me earlier,"

Flowers are also happy, very enthusiastic to listen to the story of his best friend "Waw, then how? Do you agree?"

Ara shook her head "Why aren't you answering? Do you love her too?"

Salvira looked at Ara, as if asking for an explanation. Ara explained everything to the woman, "Mommy, It turns out that Ara has misunderstood Gerry."

"What's this about? I think I missed something?" Flowers seemed to not understand, and she did not understand the conversation between her mother and her best friend

"Gerry and Monica do have a special relationship mami, because in fact they are cousins. Their father was a twin brother, and the people in the office did not know the status of the two. Gerry and Monica also did not want to tell because they did not want people to think Monica was accepted to work at the company mami and Bunga because of Gerry. Because Monica went in with her own crisp clarity, let alone all knowing if Gerry was also given the trust by Bunga to help Ara handle the company,"

"Oh so is the story? Thank goodness! Mommy's relieved if that's the truth,"

"Mommy, Ara. This is what's really going on? Who's Monica?"

Ara finally told everything to Bunga, now Bunga understood but the woman scolded "So right now, have been playing secrets! No longer want to tell the same story I, even vent to mami. Is your best friend now me or mommy?"

"Why so many reasons, I'm also worried that something happened to Ara but no one told me,"

Ara immediately hugged her best friend "Don't be sad, right now I'm not sad. I'm happy because Gerry proposed to me but, uh,"

"But? Why?" Salvira asks Ara, saying she is still traumatized by the marriage "Mommy, Ara is not ready because Ara is afraid of failing again,"

"Honey, you should be able to rise up not to remember your dark past, because it will make it difficult for you to move on with life. You should know, not all men are the same,"

Ara's eyes glazed over, she knew that not all men were the same but Ara was still very afraid of "Darling, when yesterday you misunderstood Gerry? You are very sad, the sign is that you cannot see him happy with other women. And now, when he wants to propose to you, why do you feel sad? You should be able to live your next life baby, you don't keep getting stuck in grief,"

"True Ara, what mami said was indeed true! You cannot equate your dark past with your future. It'll make you even more scared, and you can't live your next life,"

Ara considers Flowers speech with Salvira. And he hopes that he can be happy with Gerry in a marriage.

"You better call him, tell him your answer if you accept him as your wife!"

"Ara will tell Gerry the answer, and Ara will call her,"

"Good darling! I am so happy to hear this good news,"

Salvira hugs Ara and Flowers simultaneously. Salvira also invited her two children to eat with "You know baby? Last mami and Bunga shopping needs for baby Flowers later,"

"What's? Why are you shopping without me? I'd also like to vote for my niece,"

Ara pouted because she was not included in shopping, Bunga and Salvira apologized and promised to invite Ara another time "Don't be angry! We'll go shopping together again three later."

They headed to the kitchen to eat together.

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Jasson, who lives alone now, remembers all her memories with Flowers. Usually, Flowers always takes care of all Jasson needs, even he cooks every day for Jasson without complaining in the slightest

Flashbacks

On the first night of their wedding, both of them were very tired but Bunga still tried to serve Jasson. He cooked food for Jasson

The flower goes into the room "Jasson's food for you," as the Flower gives the bowl with the food, Jasson brushes the bowl off

"Never give me anything of yourself,"

Flowers shocked by Jasson's rough treatment for the first time "J-jasson, what's up? I know, you must be tired, right? Yes, you must be tired because all day many guests are coming. Doesn't matter! I call him Jasson, but now we eat first, okay?"

"I told you not to come near me!" Jasson said that in a very loud tone, making the reflex flower jerk in shock. Her tears were flowing down her cheeks.

"Why are you so rude Jasson? You've never been like this?"

"Because I hate you! And whenever I'm gonna hate you! I don't like you!"

Jasson clasped Flower's shoulder violently, the woman was very shocked but did not say anything.

"J-jasson? Why did you suddenly change with me?"

"Because you're a very selfish woman! I thought if you were as good as your name but you were so rotten! You're counting on all your wealth to have me, do you think I'll love you? No madam! You're wrong big time! I'll never love you, even I'll make your life a mess!"

Jasson again gripped both cheeks of Flowers to make the woman grimace in pain "Sorry Jasson!"

On the night of the wedding, instead of Bunga getting his rights as a wife he was even treated very rudely by someone he considered as a friend and her husband who would protect him

Flashback end

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If you remember all that, make Jasson feel more guilty "How bad I am to be a husband. It's not just torturing you physically and mentally. I also brought another woman into our household life, I invited her to live together even if you asked me to, I still married her when you lost your memory."

Now, Jasson was really feeling guilty, unconsciously her tears dripping down her cheeks "Is there a second chance for you to fix everything? Or do I have no more chances?"

Jasson even, cooks himself. It feels very bland, sometimes even very salty. He also has no money to buy food outside, Jasson is already looking for a job but he has yet to get a work call.

Jasson opened his wallet, saw there was only a few pieces of money five thousand. It will definitely not be enough for his life the next month.

"I have to how? Rice does exist, oil and gas are also many. Enough for a month, but no chili or side dishes."

I want to feel Jasson crying, in his mother's arms. But now his mother does not want to accept it anymore, Jasson must learn to live independently.

He looked out the window, saw some building porters working "Should I ask for a job with them?" But Jasson shook his head, he felt prestige if he had to work as a building porters "No! I am a scholar, I have also been a CEO, and work in an office even if only a subordinate employee. When I got to go down to be a building porter? Nah! Nah! It's not worth it to me!" Mumbled.

But he again thought, if he prestige then he could not eat. "But my money is running low, I also have to pay water and electricity bills every month,"

Jasson now did not think much, he immediately moved from his seat

"I'll ask them!"

His heart and mind are at war, on the one hand Jasson needs money and work, but on the other hand he also has the prestige of being a building porters.

Now, Jasson feels the hardships of life after separating from Flowers. Moreover, since childhood his life has been luxurious because of his parents. And when his parents went bankrupt, Bunga and his mother helped the family economy Jasson.

"I've been hanging a lot with Flowers, with Ade. To my two wives and now, when I'm really hard. I'm alone and can't get through it."

Jasson is aware, even though at home Ade is not as luxurious as the house of Flowers. But Jasson never thought about what to eat, and he always gave any money he had to Ade. If it is less, the woman will use her savings. Jasson also never thought about paying electricity and water bills during his stay with Ade.