Look at me, Jasson!
Look at me, Jasson! Chapter 63
Other people always think of her as a bad woman, for seizing someone else's husband
Though the fairy tale has been captured by other women for the sake of the fairy tale that the woman created herself. The queen went into her room, and she saw her brother crying
"What's up, brother? Has Jasson hurt your heart?"
"Yes, Queen! He hurt my heart so much! I think I gave up! I want to let go!"
The Queen can't let it all happen, if her brother separates from Jasson then there will be a chance for Eyden to approach Ade again
"Hey why is my brother being weak like this? You must defend your rights! What have you been waiting for all these years? Will it be useless?"
"I'm tired of the queen! I was tired of everything, even when I was his wife was free. His heart was for that woman!"
"Why can you give up on a woman who has taken the man you love?"
Ade was still silent "I don't care about it all,"
"What about the child you bear? You want people to talk bad about you? In fact, Jasson would consider you a bad woman. He'll be influenced by his first wife's sister!"
The queen continued to poison the mind of her brother who wanted to get away from her life Jasson "Then what should I do?"
"You must be strong, brother! Take back what belongs to you! Don't let that woman win! He'll be happy if you give up!"
"But I'm tired, I'm so tired!"
"Sister, since when have you used your heart more? Remember, you're not shooting anymore. If you're out of his life, what about yours? Also the kid you bear? You want to suffer? Right now, what you expect for your life is Jasson. If you leave, you'll be an ugly woman for not being able to care. Do you want to? If to give you and your child food I can afford, buy him milk I can too. But for your care, your child's school I can't afford. My needs are lacking, what if you split from Jasson?"
Ade fell silent, confirming his sister's remark "There is no need to follow your heart sis! Most importantly you can live a good life, to the salon every month, shopping! No, don't think about anything else!"
"But am I able to get through it all?"
"I'm sure you're capable brother! Giving up is useless!" Said the queen to her brother, she hoped that her brother would not make the wrong decision.
He loves his brother, but he loves Eyden. The Queen will not be able to see her brother with the man but as Ade continues to be with Jasson eating there will be no chance for Eyden to approach her brother.
"Your tears have been wiped away! Don't be weak like that! You'll look really ugly then!"
Ade wiped his tears, saying he would bring Jasson into his arms
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On the way, Jasson condemned his actions repeatedly. Why can he remember the Flower while he is with Ade.
"I love you Ade, and love you so much but why after we get married. I feel guilty with Bunga, I feel I have betrayed him when in fact he also knows about our relationship. Is it because the Flower is losing memory that I feel so guilty to her?"
Along the way, Jasson spoke alone. Now he was in a dilemma, he didn't know he had to do anything else.
"You're such a fool, Jasson, why do you hurt two women who love you so sincerely? Why did you betray Bunga and Ade? They are innocent in this!" She screamed in frustration, and the two became Jasson's legal wife even though Bunga did not know her husband's marriage to another woman.
Jasson came home with a sad feeling of "New home?" Flowers asked gently, Jasson looked at the Flower with teary eyes. He grasped Flower's hand gently, bringing his wife into the room
"Flower, I'm sorry!" He hugged his wife with a weak heart. Flowers were confused by what her husband was doing "What's Jasson? Do you have a problem?" Jasson did not reply, he just cried in the arms of Flowers.
Jasson feels like a loser in the world. It could be that he hurt and lied to Bunga when his wife was losing her identity.
He took the time to marry another woman. Being in the arms of a flower made her feel comfortable
"It's okay, I just want to hug you."
Bunga also returned her husband's embrace, although she did not know what happened but Bunga was sure if her husband currently needed her
I'm sorry, Bunga, will you still forgive me when you find out all these truths? inner Jasson!
During the wedding, Jasson always ignored the Flowers. Even lately he is being sweet because he wants something from Flowers not because he is sincere.
But when he was married to the woman of his heart, did not make Jasson feel calm. He felt restless and guilty for the flower
"Jasson, do you have a problem? Or did you make a mistake for me so you cried as much as you did?"
Jasson wanted to say everything but he couldn't. He did not have such a big heart to tell all the truth, and he certainly could not see the destruction of the Flower
"I just want you to quickly remember all the Flowers!"
At least Jasson wants Bunga to remember everything first, and then he'll talk. If Bunga is already healthy, and given everything Jasson just needs to tell about his marriage to Ade. But if he tells it now, he has to tell it all from the beginning. And Jasson really couldn't.
Now he thought no more of treasure, if even now the Flower remembered everything. He was ready to accept all the risks referred to in expulsion and taken all facilities from his mother Bunga
"I'm sorry Jasson if my current circumstances make you sad! I always try to remember everything but I can't, I can't even if I want to! I am indeed a weak human being, even to remember I cannot," said Bunga who tightened his embrace even deeper. Her voice is heavy.
Jasson told his wife not to blame herself "Don't blame yourself, Bunga! This is the way!"
The two let go of each other's embrace. Jasson led the flower to the bed.
For some reason, lately Jasson is more comfortable touching Flowers than the woman he loves. Even though they were married, Jasson never touched Ade. Before they were married, Jasson was most happy and happy to spend time together to play the body of the woman he loved.
Jasson and Bunga were swept away with the atmosphere. The two spend time together as husband and wife. Jasson doesn't even remember Ade being with Flowers.
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Ara poured her body quite tired with all day activities in the office staring at the ceiling of the room.
Bunga and his family Bunga are already pretty good with Ara. Even given such a luxurious residence for free, he did not need to think about the cost of living.
Perhaps without the help of the Bunga family, Ara would become a street woman. He will live on the streets, let alone the low end.
"I owe a lot to you and your mother Bunga. If you hadn't given me that trust yesterday, maybe I would have told people the truth. But what is my power, flowers? Before the accident that finally took away all your memories. I swore to you not to tell Mom what happened. What helplessness is this Flower?"
Unfeeling, Ara's tears trickled down as the woman stared at the ceiling of her room.
"Mami loved me very much as her own biological child but I remained silent when her biological child was played by Jason and Aunt Laras. I'm sorry Bunga, I'm sorry mami! I hope that your memories will return to the way Flowers were. Without me telling you you've remembered everything and can take the right steps!"
Ara worries about her best friend's situation, and remembers Flowers's phone call if Jasson is married again. Although Jasson dodged it, Ara knew that it was the truth.
Jasson is married to her lover
"How do you know the truth of this flower. Even when your memories come back, I'm sure you won't be able to accept everything" Ara muttered
How broken a woman's heart if she knows her husband is married again to someone else especially her position now Flower is sick.
"Jasson is so mean, why is there someone like him? Even to overcome and tell the truth to everyone in this house he was unable to. Yet he dared to commit such a huge mistake and betrayal!"