Look at Me One
36. Because Secretary Han
Sandra ruffled her hair with both hands. His heart felt bad. I don't know what he should do now.
After Bagas expresses his feelings and ends up rejecting Sandra, the man does not bother her anymore. No phone calls, no messages as usual. No more people bothering him.
Why does it feel so different now? Usually Sandra was very upset when the man called her, but, now, why was she even upset when not a single message came from the man's number?
Never call, send a text message as you normally would not.
"Is he angry that I rejected him?" sandra lirih.
Her memory returned when the two of them were at the beach a few days ago.
"When I parted ways with my husband, I was never close to any man" Sandra said, leaving the man who was hugging her a little surprised.
"Why? Is it because you still love your ex-husband so much?"
Sandra shakes. "There is no definite reason. I just don't want to be in a relationship with anyone yet."
"Include me?"
"Hmm," answered Sandra as a mutter.
"Is there a clear reason other than not being ready to connect with others?" Bagas tightened his embrace. Hearing Sandra's reply made her heart throb. Bagas did not want to be rejected, but, he would not force Sandra to accept it either.
Bagas did not want Sandra to accept it by force. The man does love Sandra, but that doesn't mean he will force her to accept his love.
Bagas forced Sandra to take his call or meet him. However, in order to force Sandra to accept her love, Bagas obviously cannot.
Bagas did not want Sandra to be forced and eventually the woman was not happy with him. Bagas loved Sandra, he would do anything to make her happy.
"I don't want to be with you, Bagas." Sandra's words made the man's heart throb again.
"I don't want to be in a relationship because I have to. Nor can I be in a relationship with someone I don't love. Sorry!" This time Sandra turned around then stared fixedly at the man.
"In addition, my feelings for you are not the same as your feelings for me. I have no love like your love for me. Can't a relationship only happen if both parties love each other?" sandra is at length.
The woman wanted to, Bagas understood that at this time he did not have any feelings for the man. It's just that, lately Sandra has been feeling comfortable when the man is nearby.
As it is now. The woman really felt comfortable leaning on the man's body.
"So, the point is you're rejecting me again?" Bagas' voice sounded disappointed.
"I told you, I don't want to be in a relationship with anyone. I–"
"All right! I-i understand. But, don't ask me to forget you because I can't." Bagas looked at the woman of his dreams with a soft heart.
Seeing Bagas' gaze, Sandra was slightly flattered. However, of course the woman would not show it to Bagas.
"As for you, obviously, right now I really want to be alone. I don't want to be bothered by anyone, including you," Sandra said heartlessly.
Bagas scanned Sandra's pretty face. Keep it in his heart and mind. Inwardly, he promised, he would keep trying to get the woman. Sooner or later, Bagas will make Sandra his.
For years she loved this woman. Bagas would not let his sincere feelings of love continue to be ignored by the beautiful woman in front of him.
"Well, I promise, after this I won't bother you anymore. I'm sorry if this whole time has made you uncomfortable."
"Let's go home! We've been here too long." Bagas took off his embrace on Sandra. The man then grabbed Sandra's hand and walked along with the woman.
Sandra let out a long breath. It had been a week since that heart, Bagas had never contacted him again. It seemed, the man had actually kept his promise not to bother him anymore.
"I should be happy, right? But why do I feel lost?"
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