Look at Me One
64. Meet Mr. Saga Daniah (Part 2)
Sean looked at Sandra who was now sitting opposite him in the waiting room of the hospital. Both of the girls eyes still left tears that came out by themselves.
It feels like this pain. What I used to feel when I was with Sean, is now repeated. I really didn't know I was going to feel this pain again.
Sandra let out a long breath. His chest felt tight along with the pain that radiated into his heart space. He deeply regretted his decision which had led Bagas away from him and to forget him.
*I rejected it because I didn't want to feel any more of the heartache I felt when I found out Sean loved Kanaya. But it turns out my estimates were wrong. I don't want heartache, but when I know you're forgetting me it hurts more.
I really can't afford to lose you, Bagas*.
Sandra's tears are flowing again. Sorrow and regret are mixed into one. Had he not been selfish, his love story would not have ended this way. Why not learn from your mistakes in the past?
His selfishness has caused him to lose Sean in the past. Now, because of his selfishness also he must be willing to lose Bagas.
Rela lost Bagas?
Nah! He would definitely never willingly lose that man who loved him so much. But what about Bagas? Does that guy really still love him?
"Cry! I won't laugh at you even if you cry in front of me." Sean tried to melt the atmosphere.
"Don't insult me."
"I'm not insulting you, Sandra. Crying won't make you weak." Sean looked at the woman who had once made him so infatuated that he was willing to do anything as long as she was happy.
"I've done the same thing I did to you. My selfishness, which made me lose you, now also makes me lose her" Sandra said with teary eyes.
"I'm such a fool, Sean. I always felt like I was okay. I always felt that what I was doing was right. But the truth is, what I always thought was right made me lose people who cared so much about me."
"If I hadn't turned him down so many times, I definitely wouldn't have lost him. Had I been frank about how I felt about her, I definitely wouldn't have felt this kind of pain." Sandra's tears are spilling. She was crying in front of her ex-husband.
"You love her?" Sean's voice sounded very soft in Sandra's ears.
"Very! If I had any doubts about telling him yesterday. Now, if she asked me one more time, I would definitely answer out loud, if I love her so much too. I love her Sean. Even more than the love I felt for you." Sandra glanced at Sean at a glance then covered her face and came back crying.
Sean wanted to hug Sandra. However, since there was a public place and countless people were looking at them, Sean ended up restraining himself.
The man had already called Kanaya to come to the hospital immediately. Sean couldn't bear to see Sandra look as pitiful as she is now.
"Do you want to give up because he doesn't remember you right now? You said you loved her so much, right? Are you going to let that wicked woman take the one you love as you let me be with Kanaya?" Sean looked at Sandra sharply.
"Kanaya and Shena's position is clearly different, Sean. Why would you equate that snake woman with your wife?" Sandra is upset that Sean compared the events of her past to those she is now experiencing.
"It is precisely because of that, that I ask you." Sean smiled at Sandra's annoyance.
"I left you because I knew you loved Kanaya." Sandra said slowly.
"I knew. I even know that back then you sacrificed your feelings for Kanaya because you felt guilty for her." Sean replied slowly. At first glance, the shadows of their past flashed.
"We're talking about me and Bagas. Why are you talking about our past?"
"Because I don't want you to do anything stupid that would make you lose someone you love just because of a woman like Shena. Bagas is clearly inappropriate for a bad woman like Shena."
"I'm asking you one more time, Sandra. Are you going to give up and then leave Bagas with that woman?"
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