Look at Me One
49. Everyone Knows (Part 1)

Sandra looked at the sky that turned twilight without her noticing. The woman was still holding a cell phone, hoping, someone who a few days ago had proposed to her, sent her the news.

Since two days ago, the man had not taught her at all to make her worried and longing. It's true, regrets always come at the end. Just like him who currently feels sorry for wasting Bagas.

Now Sandra only realized that she actually felt the same feeling towards Bagas. It's just that his ego is too high.

I don't know what makes Sandra not confident in a relationship, which is clear, the woman is really scared. Fear of abandonment. Like when he was with Sean.

His decision to leave Sean at that time was because he knew that Sean's heart had turned. Although the big mistake was that he deliberately forced Sean to marry his best friend at that time, still, Sandra really never thought that Sean's love was so great to her, anyway, eventually it disappeared just because he met again with the woman from his past.

Sandra doesn't want it all to happen again. Sean loved her so much. However, the man finally turned away from her secretly.

Sandra let out a long breath. The woman looked back at her phone. No messages came from him. In fact, the message sent by Sandra was not read by any one. All the messages are still marked with a tick one, that means, the message sent by Sandra no one is up to let alone read by him.

*It turns out it hurt so much after you left. I'm really sorry for ignoring you yesterday.

I love you too you Bagas. It's just, I don't know where to start. I who have experienced failure in love make me not confident when walking by your side.

My status with you is different. You're a man who's never been married, but me? I was a widow. I'm not sure both of your parents would like me and approve of us*.

Sandra wiped away the tears flowing down her cheeks. I don't know since when the tears just flowed down his cheeks.

I let him go, but I also felt heartache.

***

It's been a week since Bagas decided to stay away from Sandra. The man who originally wanted to take a vacation to calm down seemed somewhat disappointed by his decision.

Bagas is indeed on vacation, but, Bimo does not know his shame to give him a lot of work, so that the man ended up trapped and did not enjoy his vacation at all because Bimo did not give him the opportunity to rest even if only for a moment.

Bagas is often clear every time he meets Sandra. No matter he was busy or in an important condition, if his heart was wanting to meet his girl, Bagas would go to see him. It doesn't matter though Bimo nags him and scolds him.

Remembering Sandra, making her longing for the girl soar. Bagas really misses that woman very much. The man did not deny that he had truly fallen in love with Sandra.

What are you doing there, honey? Do you miss me like I miss you?

Bagas rubbed Sandra's pretty face on her phone screen. The shadow as he hugged the woman again flashed across his head.

*I can't believe that you don't have the same feelings as me. I'm sure, if you love me too, it's just, you're too scared to admit it.

I love you Sandra. Loves you so much. I wanted to stay away from you because I was tired of seeing your attitude, but I myself who was tormented held back longing*.

Bagas' daydreams were scrapped as his phone rang. My mom's name called.

"Hey, you bad boy! Go home right now. Otherwise, I won't consider you my son anymore!"

"Mama!" Bagas was upset by his mother's words.

"Go home now, Bagas!You don't forget, tomorrow morning we have to come to Shena's house to propose to the girl!"

"Mama–"

"There is no rejection! You need to go home right now!"

CONNECT ....

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