Look at Me One
47. Moms

Bagas decided to leave Sandra's house when she said nothing when she gave him a choice. Bagas' disappointment with Sandra made the man leave just like that, even without saying goodbye.

Bagas did not want to give up. However, forcing the woman was not a good idea either. Can love not be forced?

His love for Sandra made Bagas not want to hurt her. Though disappointed by Sandra all this time as if giving her hope, but, Bagas was aware, forcing the woman to stay by his side was not a good thing.

Bagas wanted to, Sandra loved him sincerely. Not because he was forced because he had always forced his will on the woman.

Bagas exhaled a long breath. To suppress the emotions that now rule his heart. It feels, Bagas has worked hard to change himself to deserve to be with Sandra even though he realizes that mistakes in his past are clearly inexcusable by Sandra.

However, hasn't Sandra been okay with her all this time? The woman did not even awkwardly return her embrace every time Bagas hugged her.

What made the woman reject him? Although Sandra did not say anything while at her house earlier, but, Sandra Bagas silence considered as a rejection of the woman.

"It seems I need to take a vacation to cool my heart down" muttered Bagas.

Bagas grabbed a flat object that was in his shirt pocket. The man rang his assistant's number.

"Bimo, please prepare a vacation ticket for me."

"Honour ticket? Is the young master joking?" pissed Bimo on the other end of the phone. Because, it has been a few days Bagas ignored his work. The man was unfocused because he kept thinking about his woman. Plus, now the man is also facing family problems.

Bagas was betrothed to the daughter of his family's business partner. His best friend who loved Sandra so much was clearly upset with the actions of both parents.

In fact, at that time, Bimantara and Liana once agreed when her son said he would pursue Sandra. Bagas also said that his mother had met Sandra and seemed to like her. However, for the sake of the company, the two of them then reneged on their promise to his own son.

"Some weird thing. Modern times have used to play matches." Bimo grumbled in his heart.

Even for the sake of business, but did they not think in the slightest of feelings and happiness of his son? In fact, Bagas has worked hard all this time.

"Did I sound like a joke, Bim? Don't piss me off!"

Bimo clucked irritably at Bagas' words.

"Your work is a lot, Bagas. You can't just leave him. Do you know, I'm almost crazy doing all your work these two days!" Bimo was annoyed by Bagas' attitude.

"You're supposed to stay professional, Bagas. Don't confuse personal problems with work."

"Not to be fussy, Bimo. Just book a ticket for me. I'll do my job later when I get there." Bagas turned off his phone after mentioning the name of the place he would use as a vacation spot to calm down.

However, Bagas promised Bimo to do all his work in the office even though he was on vacation. The words of Bagas made his friend and personal assistant feel upset.

Whatever reason Bagas said, still, the man would keep him busy half to death.

For Bimo, Bagas is not just a boss and friend. The man even considered Bagas like his brother. Bimo will do anything for Bagas' happiness.

"Did that model really not like Bagas at all? In fact, when compared to Sandra's husband before, Bagas is also not much different. Equally handsome and successful at a young age, "inner Bimo.

If Bagas decided to take a vacation because he got a rejection from Sandra, it means that Bagas is not in good condition at this time.

Bimo knew how much the man loved Sandra so much that he was willing to do anything to get along with her. Bagas has even changed himself into someone else just to get the attention of the woman.

"May you be well, Bagas. I know, this matter must be very hard for you. However, I promise, I'll be by your side no matter what."

***

Sandra repeatedly called Bagas' number. But the man did not pick up his phone call. Sandra also sent several messages, but none of the messages were read by Bagas.

"Is he mad at me?"

"Is he upset because I don't want to return his feelings?"

Questions were raised in Sandra's mind. The woman realized, Bagas was angry because he did not give a response about the problem that was being faced by the man.

Sandra even blatantly ignored the man. Sandra herself did not know why she was so difficult to express all her feelings to Bagas.

Sandra has never been in love other than falling in love with Sean. So, do not blame Sandra who continues to doubt her own feelings when Bagas several times expressed his love feelings.

What Sandra feels about Bagas is very different than when she fell in love with Sean. That difference is what makes Sandra do her own feelings for Bagas.

Let's say Sandra is stupid when it comes to romance because the man who made her fall in love for the first time was the man she used to marry.

Sandra has never been in a romantic relationship in her entire life other than Sean. Her love experience makes Sandra unable to interpret her own feelings for Bagas.

Sandra called Bagas' number again, but it was still like that. His call was connected, but, Bagas seemed to have deliberately ignored it.

When Sandra came back to call Bagas, the man sent her a message.

"Don't call or text me anymore. From today on, I won't bother you and also see you again."

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