Love Affair
PART 21

The long journey to the Javier family villa is tiring.

My backside body feels hot and stiff. It was very interesting to lower the backrest of the car seat I was sitting in at the moment to lie down.

However, the awkward feeling of fighting some time ago made us uncomfortable for each other to travel alone.

Sometimes I just ask how much longer it will take to get to the village. Javier only replied that it would be here soon but I don't know when.

"Are you sure we're on the right track?" I was suspicious when it was almost two hours we had not arrived.

"Yes, I think this is the way it should be."

"wait. Shouldn't you say 'i'm sure it's the way' why you should answer 'i guess' 'don't tell me you're blind."

"How could I have forgotten. I visit here often."

Even if Javier says it, I'm not sure. Even now his face looks panicked.

"The sun is about to sink but we're not there yet."

"Look, if you're like this we can really get lost."

What I was afraid of happened. We got lost about 5 kilos meters from the supposed distance. Lucky we met with the people around and asked the direction of the destination.

Almost ten o'clock in the evening we arrived at Javier's villa.

After I asked the waiter who worked, it turned out that Javier had not come for a very long time, I think - about three to four years ago.

Significant changes became Javier's reason for covering up for his mistake. We were immediately welcomed by the workers there.

I decided to take a shower and rest in my room. It felt very comfortable, my body seemed to want to float when it came into contact with a soft and soft mattress.

However, that does not mean I am happy to stay here for a long time. All I did was because of aunt's request and already agreed to it.

"After my work is done, I'll go straight home. No need to wait any longer" I murmured

The knock on the door woke my sleep. I don't know how many beats I heard.

I hurried from the bed to the door and opened it.

There was a middle-aged woman standing at the door, welcoming me with a smile.

"Miss, let's have dinner first. I have prepared, sir is also already below."

"I.iya, I'll be down soon."

I closed the door and combed my hair so as not to mess typical of people just waking up.

As I headed to the dining room. Javier's not there. I saw he was busy with his laptop in the back garden.

"Auntie, have you eaten?" I asked the middle-aged woman who called me a moment ago.

"Over now, Non. Because - because the master forgot the road, Non Raya so the clock is just this new dinner."

"Call the Kingdom."

"Don't cook my prospective employer just call me by name."

"I'm just like Javier, just a friend. We came here because..."

"Initially it was from a friend later also be a wife."

The beakbaya woman smiled at me. Though I was telling the truth but he thought we had a special relationship. I just need to ignore this unimportant matter.

After spending dinner more precisely dinner. For the time being I ignored the fear of weight gain due to eating heavily at night, my stomach was completely empty because it was too long on the way.

I'mwearing. Standing right behind Javier, a glimpse of what Javier is working on.

"Tonight you go to sleep, tomorrow morning we start for the task because some of my friends are also coming tomorrow."

"That's the concept for the show?" My eyes were on Javier's laptop screen.

"Hmm." Javier still refused to take his eyes off.

"How big the event will be. Why should we arrange it."

"For a self-centered person would think that way."

Self-seeking. He said I thought of myself in the sense that I was a selfish person.

"For business people this is an opportunity to get to know each other and grow their business. You only see the surface."

"Yes, I was thinking shallowly. You're satisfied!"

"Hmm." He just replied with a murmur. Surely he was very satisfied with insulting me tonight.

"I think you're the one who's expecting more. I can guarantee that when they get together, there'll be a swaggering smitten, they'll boast of each other's wealth and just how many percent of them have a purpose for each other's good relationship."

"You've been an antagonist too often, Raya. This vast world of such things must be among the guests who come. Let's just say it's an event for them to show each other their success."

"Antagonist? You think I'm not feeling."

I don't accept what Javier said. The longer he talked without thinking about my feelings.

"Then? You think being in a relationship with Om Bayu isn't selfish?"

I fell silent and then got out of my seat and left Javier.

"Rich...." Javier called.

Javier put his laptop on the table and got up from his seat. He called my name a few times, I ignored him and went back to my room.

What Javier said was true but I was upset that we weren't discussing the issue. He's the one who linked everything about my bad. He acted like he had the right to judge me at all times.

Javier followed all the way to the doorway. He held the door of the room when I was about to close it.

"I'm so sorry, I said disrespectful to you, Raya."

"I'm so tired today. I want to get some rest."

Javier took his hand off the door. "Well, have a good rest and once again I'm sorry I said something bad to you."

I nodded and closed the door to my room and headed straight for the bed.

"Javier could have been so upset about what I did. What about Auntie if she knows everything. He could have killed me right then and there."

I lay on my side staring out the window. The moonlight entered my room through the gaps of the curtains. I illuminated the room I had intentionally left without light.

Everything feels so hard. Yes, I added to that difficulty by establishing a relationship with Bayu. Maybe right now I'm just depending on him. Only he stays by my side when I'm down.

Sometimes I ask, is it true that the feeling I have or is all this just a temporary feeling that will disappear with time.

It would be too much if I wanted to stay with him. If Bayu stays with Tessa, I have to let go of that and forget about it all without any rest. Yeah, it's a must.

The pain is deep. Just imagine how I wouldn't be able to.

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