Love Affair
PART 41'S

I haven't set foot in this place in a long time. It's probably been about a year. Since Bayu was with me.

He always appears in my mind. I went to this place to forget everything. Being at home was excruciating because every corner reminded me of him. Only here did I momentarily forget about it, because only this nightclub that I had never been to with him.

"Raya," a deafening shrill voice called out to me. His hand waved asking me to approach him immediately. I waved my hand and walked towards him.

Gia's. The name of the woman I know has been almost a week. I'm usually hard to get along with new people, somehow we can get this close in no time. Yeah, Gia worked at that nightclub as a night woman. Our introduction began when Gia helped me drive away a man who made me uncomfortable forcing me to be with.

After that, we met often. Curiosity each other, making us ask each other questions and tell each other problems. When he heard my story, he laughed at me with great satisfaction. He said that I was no different from him.

I give my body for money and you give your body for love. It was Gia's words that were still remembered to this day. I was quite offended by her words but after hearing her life journey, I understood that.

"Raya, you come here every night. Just look for customers." Gia laughed at me.

"I'm not that poor until I sell myself for money."

Gia patted my arm, "Damn, you're insinuating me huh."

After how long they talked. Gia left Raya alone. Gia went to serve her guests. Gia promised to meet Raya after an hour.

That night there was a figure who was the vision of the Kingdom. The man was sitting casually on the red sofa with several women and his friends. His hands were spread out on the back of the sofa. It is clearly visible on his right arm that there is a tattoo, not a picture of a dragon or snake like in the movies. Just a piece of writing and Raya didn't want to know what was written there. The man was wearing a white casual t-shirt. It has been seen very clearly watching him since.

Trying to be ordinary. Though Raya had started to get annoyed with the man's gaze. Raya grabs her cell phone lying on the table, typing a short pedan to Gia that she could not stay longer in that place. He immediately left the entertainment.

Raya immediately drove her car at medium speed. Feeling safe because it was out of the man's supervision. He began to remember by saying Bayu, that there are people who are harassing him by threatening members of the Bayu family.

"But why should I. Didn't the man know that I had been dumped by Bayu. Using me to threaten Bayu would be futile."

It increases the speed of the car. There is a sense of disappointment and anger in every second of "Ah, shit. I became upset myself considering Bayu left me just like that. Even now you do not want to see me a song," said Raya lirih.

Raya's regret turned to fear and panic when several motorcyclists were seen behind her car. In a matter of seconds they have circled the left and where the car is still going.

Raya still drives her car. Danger if until he stopped on a road that is indeed quiet especially at midnight like this.

"What else is this! Who they are, I don't have time for this. Go ye!" Raya kept shouting to drive away the delinquent. Not stopping to disturb the Kingdom, they were even more happy to see the resistance from the Kingdom.

Dirty words and disgusting temptations were also thrown from the mouth of the delinquent. Raya deliberately pressed the horn button of her car to provoke the attention of people around. It's free because no one cares. Raya was forced to stop her car very suddenly because in front of her was a man she saw at the nightclub sitting on her motorcycle.

The man walked towards Raya and knocked on her car glass. He refused to open the car glass. The man smiled looking at the frightened looking Kingdom.

"Exit willingly or by force. You see they don't like waiting."

"Go quickly!" said a man who had just come and immediately attacked the delinquents who had surrounded Raya.

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My hands were still trembling as I got out of the car and headed towards the cafe. Gratitude I keep saying 'cause I survived those thugs.

"Whoever helped me earlier. May she always be happy."

I half ran up the stairs. On the last rung of the stairs, my lower abdomen felt tense and painful.

"Aah!" I held onto my stomach and slightly pressed it to alleviate the pain that had suddenly appeared.

"Raya, you're fine!"

A hug landed on my body. I tried to let go of that hug and push Bayu's body.

"All right! I almost died of delinquents on the streets and you're sitting very leisurely here."

"Yes, I know that, baby. So I sent someone to help you. From now on you don't have to be afraid I'll ask them to take extra care of you."

Bayu's words made me forget one thing. That we won't be together again. I can't be like this continuously.

"Don't be Bayu's grey. It is not clear that our relationship is over. From now on don't care about me. More people will be hurt because of this relationship. Go, our relationship is over."

I pushed out Bayu's body. I entered the room and closed the door tightly.

"What I just said. Shit, I was disappointed that it wasn't Bayu who helped me earlier. I should have kicked him out in the first place."

I buried my head on a pillow. Curse myself who is still fascinated by his attention and figure. Happy, hateful and I don't know it's all mixed up in a confusing situation.

I could have ignored Tessa but I couldn't ignore Big Brother. If I continue to choose this path. He could have done something I never imagined.

He's more terrible than Bayu. Not afraid I'll be wretched. But, I was afraid that my brother would darken his eyes and do the very thing I feared Bayu.

I don't want to have Bayu but I also still want to get the trust and affection of brother like before.

I'm so disgusting and greedy. Sehina that's my life.