Love Without Crown
A Secret

Zul and I are getting closer, so there are plans to get married soon. Of course it makes our parents happy, even very enthusiastic to prepare it.

“Go kamuuu....!!!” Shouted mami while slamming the glass towards the door.

Immediately I approached and hugged her who was sitting hugging her knees, tears streaming down, there was an angry expression and an injured expression on her face. The more I hugged him to calm down, tried to comfort him, and I led him to the chair. His body looks weak, I don't know how long my mother experienced this, which is certain when I arrived the situation in the house was already messed up because many items were broken.

“Mami, not beautiful? Bad mom? Mommy doesn't deserve to be happy? Mami doesn't deserve to have a zul? Mommy has to die?”

I sat squatting in front of him while holding tightly to the cold and sweaty fingers, trying to show positive energy, at this time I don't know what makes his soul shaken, yesterday was still cheerful as usual.

“Mami, I want mami to stay alive, I'm happy to have mami, don't ask about that again huh. I love my mom, so I want to always be close to mami.”

The newly arrived Zul hides a surprised expression and as if everything was normal, wears a sweet smile while greeting, and hugs tightly to his mami, his kiss landing on his mami cheeks. Zul tried to calm her down by telling her the memory of their happiness, I stood up, it seemed like this incident had happened a lot, a lot of questions I kept in my head, but it was not right to be asked now.

***

“Mami is asleep, dian?”

“Already, zul”

“Let's talk outside home”

“Yes, zul”

Zul showed his true expression, there was no longer an expression of constancy like that. His eyes began to glaze over, silent as if composing a series of sentences that would be examined, a moment later began the story. During this time zul kept a secret about his family, zul who used to hate the family starting from a marriage with his second husband, it was not ready to have a new father, he said, since it is a will from his biological father, the marriage takes place. His stepfather was a confidant of the family, who had always been loyal to the zul family because zul's father had been close friends since Elementary.

Since becoming a husband, he has turned into a greedy, over possessive, abusive, fun-loving hobby with young women. This immediately made my mother angry, as hard as she tried to stop, but she lost her threat to kill Zul, how she was not afraid because she knew her husband was not reluctant to do the action. Mami experienced physical and verbal violence, but outside the home especially in front of business partners her attitude changed to be kind, that is what assumes that mami is lucky to marry him, he said, mami was of course intended to act perfectly that her marriage was happy, if it was not over until the house would be beaten all out.

Several years of marriage like in hell, the bitter reality must be accepted, the first husband of the mother did not purely die because of an accident but there is engineering of the CTF, the mastermind of all that is someone who became her second husband. Suddenly this makes mami hit, she tells everything pad zul and asks zul to go as far as possible. The mother's lawyer took care of everything in the field of law, based on the evidence, her second husband became a defendant, unfortunately the day before the trial of the reading of the lawsuit in court, she was found dead in a detention house.

Psychic mami is disturbed, making zul leave his brilliant career because it must replace taking care of business and keeping mami who is unstable. As an only child, who was initially angry with mom because she thought she did not love him anymore but preferred her husband, feeling sorry, painstakingly taking care of my mother until she gradually recovered. In the process of recovery is often raging, mami hallucinates if there is a second husband who comes will beat him. I don't know how many broken items were thrown in all directions, either how much zul and pain from scratches or bites or blows when trying to calm him down. Everything is not in vain, when the mother is declared healed then moved residence so that she can forget the bad events.

“Dian, you can leave me, sorry I didn't know this self wanted you again”.

“Zul, I also have a secret, when we first did in the hotel, I already did not..”.

“I already know” Cut zul.

“Bagaimaa..”

“I'm following you quietly, even I met your ex, your ex is so brash, I reward him with two-punch” energy

“I love you not because of your physique, dian. My past is also dark, I am also the usurper of the crowns, but when with you somehow I want to be a better person. I know you set me up, but I'm reluctant to dodge because I love you. Frankly why I don't like LDR, because I depend on you.”

“I know your past too but I don't care”

“Sorry, that time I broke up you.” My neighbor again.

“Udah road, otherwise, maybe we will not change for the better. But where do you know?”

“Your conversation while drunk, after I searched turned out to be true”

***

I was wondering why my mother relapsed like that, based on information from my mother, three days before the incident, my mother went to see a woman named Rose, of course I told zul. After the incident mami lived in my house because zul was busy with his business affairs, me and mama did not mind what experienced mami. Even though the mama is excited and sometimes more, but has high empathy, that's why some times cheated his friend, not the mama if kapok. Mama takes care of her loving mother, we do not ask her about the reasons that make her crumpled, focusing more on her healing.

“Dian” Sapa mom.

“Yes, mii” My response while smiling warmly.

“Rose wants to kill Zul, you, and mama”

“We don't know rose kok mi”

“Rose was the man who instigated Mr. Joe, the second husband of the mother to the wicked family mami. She is angry that her father zul did not choose her, rose used to love her father zul” very much

“Hah?”

“Rose former patient in hospital where his father zul works” Mami said.

“When married to mr. joe, who made mami depressed not only joe sir but the rose as well, he often came to the house threatening, hitting, and damaging the furniture of the house.” Continue mami while holding back fear.

“So a few days ago it wasn't mami who broke the contents of the house, but rose?” I asked full of search.

“Iya” Answer mami brief.

I was surprised by the story of the mother just now, a test that is not simple and must be found a solution. Mama who knows the incident his possessive soul appears, everywhere is obliged to tell it, not seen for a moment immediately sought, whereas again BAB, kyusu’an was disturbed because of the screams of mama, not seen immediately sought after, and I hired a bodyguard to protect the family, including to protect the zul. Zul initially looks uncomfortable, but slowly can accept the presence of the body guard. Mama also devised a strategy to deal with rose when it bothers her again.

“It seems we have to look crazy to boast of a madman” Mama said as she passed to feed the fish.