Marry me, Brother
God's Plan

"Sister, I was bleeding. What about my baby?"

Ega could not answer his wife's question, the man was silent, a forced smile rose on his withered face, he also kissed the back of his wife's hand gently. "Doctor Nanda said you have a lot of rest, so do not be forced to talk first" said Ega without answering his wife's questions.

"I'm fine, brother, what about our baby?" ask again in a louder voice.

Seeing the sad face and silence of the husband made Indhi suspicious, the woman grabbed his blanket and clothes, her weak hands pressed her lower abdomen repeatedly, but not one bit he found signs of pregnancy there, his lower abdomen no longer feels tense, even the stomach that had protruded now back flat. As a doctor of course he knew what was going on with him, he had lost his baby, he had a miscarriage.

"My baby" she said, her tears streaming down her pale face.

"Our baby brother's not going, is he?" it is easy because you cannot accept reality.

"Darling, I..." Unable to continue his sentence, the man immediately hugged his wife tightly. This time he was completely devastated, losing his future son and seeing his wife cry again was a nightmare for Ega. What's wrong, why did God give him such a hard ordeal? The two questions briefly cross Ega's mind, but the man tries to be wise, perhaps God gives him a test to make his legs stronger before he jumps higher to achieve his happiness in the future.

"I'm sorry brother, I can't take care of our child" Indhi said amid sobs.

Ega broke his embrace, then wiped his wife's tears gently. "I should apologize for not being able to take care of you," replied Ega regretfully, if this morning he woke up early and accompanied his wife away of course the disaster would not have happened.

"I'm wrong, I can't take care of our baby, I'm not a good mother. Sorry mamy son, sorry mamy," Indhi cried so much, his heart felt so broken, exactly the same when he was lived by Zean a few years ago. Again he could not save someone who was very meaningful in his life.

"It's not you guys who are wrong, it's all my fault. I'm really sorry," interrupted Dita with an innocent voice, it can not be denied he was also involved in the Indhi accident although not directly.

Indhi turned to the source of the voice, the woman widened her eyes when she found Dita standing next to her nursery bed. "Gapain you're here. I told you I wouldn't let go of my husband because I love him so much. Get out of here, GO!" expel Indhi while pointing at the door, he really can not control his emotions. Anger, disappointment and hate mix into one.

"I'm leaving, but I beg you not to blame yourself for the loss of your baby, because I am guilty, I made you lose your baby" Dita said earnestly, according to the Guardian, his heavy steps were forced to leave the Indhi treatment room.

While Ega was still lurking in his place. Is it true what he heard? Indhi loves him? Did Ega just mishear? Although very curious but he could not ask his wife, after all he had also decided to still love his wife even though his love clapped one hand.

"Strengthen yourself son, mother must go home," said Tika after a long silence, he could not linger to see the condition of Indhi is so destroyed.

"Everything will be fine" whispered Tika's mother as she patted her son's back.

After Tika left, Ega wiped the remains of tears left on his face, he then set his breath slowly and after feeling calm he went back into the care room of his wife.

"Mom's home yet?" ask her with a raucous voice from crying too much.

"Hem. Rest, I'm with you here" replied Ega with a smile, the man then tidied up the blanket that covered his wife's body and kissed her forehead gently and warmly.

"Guide me to sleep, brother," pinta Indhi and immediately agreed by Ega. The man lifted Indhi's body and slightly shifted it, he then went up to the hospital bed and lay down next to his wife. Not forgetting one of his hands he made a pillow for his wife, while the other hand hugged his wife's waist.

"Sister,"call Indhi, her head looking up to see her husband's face.

"Dear, baby" answered Ega while stroking his wife's back head.

"Aren't you mad at me?"

"Why am I angry?" Ega lowered his head so that their beads of eyes met each other.

"Because I failed to take care of our baby" Indhi's eyes re-glazed, there really is no deeper sadness than leaving someone meaningful in our lives.

"You did not fail, only God gave us time to prepare to be better parents for our children" answered Ega wisely. "God is preparing His best plan for us, so I beg you not to blame yourself and accept sincerely the passing of our baby, he must be happy at God's side."

Indhi no longer spoke, she hid her tired face in the chest of the husband. But not a man's name if it's that easy to say something, Indhi again cried in the arms of her husband, this time the cry sounded very bitter, describing how broken the heart of a mother in living by her baby.

"Mamy won't forgive them!"

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