My (Ex) Boyfriend's
Twenty-six

The views of many people in a relationship must be based on trust, open to each other no matter what happens. Not looking back at each other or acting deaf ears, yes but indeed the nature is like that. As Selsa does today, his heart is made ordinary and pretends everything is normal - even though in the silence of the night is always beset with deep fear - addressing Fabian every day without more demands. From now on Selsa will enjoy the plot that the man gave for his life, playing and putting together puzzles with Nadia of course.

"Don't you miss Daddy and Mommy?"

Half astonished of course by Fabian's question, Selsa frowned for a while, obviously this was not Fabian who always prevented him when meeting Daddy and Mommy. What is this a subtle form of exorcism so that Selsa gives space between Fabian so that Fabian can be free - the article since the incident with Nadia, Selsa more protective attitude - do anything without anxiety about the pretext that Selsa issued.

The little girl tightened her arms with her head leaning against Fabian's field, her arms tightened and did not want to be released. Oath by whatever this is already too comfortable, even Fabian it seems to have driven away the name Sakti from his mind, Fabian was also able to break the promise or oath that he had made that he would not want to return with the man. God, what should he be?

"You're gonna leave me again?" Ask lirih Selsa.

"No dear. Three days ahead I have a meeting out of town, so you better be with Mommy and Daddy first. Or want to be with Mina?"

Selsa shook her head quickly. For whatever reason, his feelings are now restless, afraid that Fabian will lie to him and secretly meet with Nadia. Oh God, what kind of mind is Selsa?

"Aren't you lying?"

The big hand gently rubbed Selsa's head, damaged her hair slowly and another hand played cheeks and eyelashes were too shaky, the man knew great concern was engulfing his heart. But this was his job, meeting with other company partners who invited him to work together. No lie, Fabian did not want to leave Selsa. "No, my dear, believe me, I am also too heavy to leave you. But how else, this has become my profession."

"Or I'll just come with you, promise not to trouble you Fab." The instantaneous bargain was not approved by Fabian.

"No, No, No! I don't want you to be exhausted, baby, after all, it's only three days." Whispers slowly.

Releasing the link of her hand, Selsa slightly moved away from Fabian. Tilting his body on the bed, facing Fabian, Selsa stared at the bead for a long time. Ah this is Selsa who can't see a lie or that guy who's too good at complaining about it?

"I don't know what this feeling is, but Fab every time you tell me to leave it's so hard. I'm not lying and trying to be honest with myself, I've really fallen for you, and hopefully you're not so easy to destroy everything."

Fabian narrowed the distance with a hand that landed quietly on the side of Selsa's head, again giving a soothing gentle swipe, he whispered. "This is just a suggestion of my relationship with Nadia. My dear listen to me, I have said this many times; I have chosen you."

"It's hard to remember"

"Then tonight we tell me everything. Why did you once leave me without a word, desperately avoiding me and harboring a hatred that felt like it could not be eliminated. Say baby, I'm ready to hear it!"

*Here, your bitch is nothing compared to me.

You did not manage to fuck her, in fact you ended up in bed with me. How am I, better than your innocent lover*?

Goddamnit! Motherfucker! Selsa is choked when mass reflections come back to haunt her. Bastard miss the bastard, if possible Selsa want to forever lose memory and forget everything including Fabian. Selsa is tired if he continues to live in a mass puddle that is endless, along with bitter memories that increasingly make Selsa's conscience wrapped around many mines; crowded.

"You who used to be like that ruined me."

His heart had been pumped abnormally, his hands were moved restlessly in Selsa's head. Not to forget Fabian wet his lips when he was about to say, what does that woman mean?

"-you mean?" Fabian asked doubtfully.

"I won't say more Fabian, let yourself remember."

"Dear not to make myself more curious, let's say everything." Forced Fabian who obviously did not follow Selsa.

Selsa did not heed, removed Fabian's hand and turned to sit leaning on the headboard followed by Fabian. "You hungry? Let me cook it." He diverted the conversation.

Fabian shook his head quickly, pulling Selsa back to be by his side. He freely looked at the narural face without any order; it was perfect. "Don't switch Selsa's talk,"

"I'm so hungry, let's cook. Don't you always like me when you're struggling with kitchen utensils?"

"Say Sa."

"What are you cooking? Coincidentally in the refrigerator there are some broccoli and other vegetables, or would I just make fried rice?"

"I beg you!"

"Oh or the menu"

"SELSA SAY!"

"Ssh, I'm sorry, honey. I didn't mean to yell at you."

There was actually a strange rumble in Selsa's heart when Fabian snapped it earlier. Stifling stings just surfaced until the surface could not control his own facial water, Selsa this is not the first time he snapped at you. "Fab don't yell at me again, I'm afraid." He was caught in that warm embrace.

"Dear, once again forgive me."

Selsa smiled softly as Fabian peeked at the top of his head several times, with a hand that rubbed his back gently, he let go of his embrace one-sidedly. "Let's cook! What do I want to cook?"

"Anything, let me accompany you. I love it when I see my woman cooking."

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Wardhana's son has darted far into the city of people to complete his duties, while his tiny doll-like woman has been returned for a while at his parents' home. Not seeing Fabian's talent, Selsa reasoned unwell and decided to rest in his private room; give distance. But after a while the tiny woman was tidy with white jeans was also combined with a black leather shirt; a shirt owned by Fabian who at that time had borrowed, he said, today Kaniva has an appointment to visit Mina's house. Just let go of longing or gossiping like he often did before, and it didn't take long for the woman to land safely in the Vano residence: quite luxurious.

"Tumbens are allowed to leave the apartment, usually locked up like their pets."

"She's on duty out of town, getting me back to Mommy and Daddy's house, three days gone." Answer Selsa briefly.

"What do you want to do here?"

"Hell Mina, is my presence interrupting your time with Vano? All right, I'm going now."

"Ey no-no, sit back."

Irritatedly Selsa landed his forced daksa long disofa. Like her own home, Selsa lay recklessly impolite there; what a matter Selsa. "How's your stomach, it's in it?" Ask.

"But shrimp, my stomach has been filled with it for a long time."

"I mean have you and Vano been producing baby food?" Decak Selsa is upset.

"It just so happens that he and I put it off."

Selsa laughed witfully, "pending it or are you afraid that someday Vano will leave you?"

"Had Selsa stopped thinking badly of my husband!"

"Haha relax Mina, I was just kidding. Where is Vano, by the way? I didn't see it all."

"There was a sudden meeting today and he's been gone since seven."

Already, that's all. Silence then struck both. Mina observed Selsa lying down, several times the woman dyed her phone. Ah yes Mina forgot something, asked about Sakti.

"Sakti, where is he now?"

Selsa pensively made. Put the phone on the desk and stare at Mina for a moment. "Now, he hasn't told me in a long time."

"How do you feel about him?"

"Yes stay the same Mina. Fabian's just a little superior."

"Decide everything Selsa, with Fabian or Sakti! Don't let karma meet you for being greedy toying with two hearts of men who love you sincerely." Advice Mina.

"Soon Mina. Just wait for the time."

But shortly after the two returned to silence, Selsa's phone on the table rang loudly. Display the name that was just talked about because the old did not give news.

Sakti.