My (Ex) Boyfriend's
The Forty Six

The man with many bruises on his face, stared fixedly at the woman lying in the safe. The touch in his heart was painful, his heart was careless, his hands were slowly grasping the small hand attached to the infusion.

His eyes caught something that made him frown, a faint wound that was in the wrist area, his hands were moved to examine and rub slowly. Her heart was pounding for the umpteenth time, could Nadia have done this all long ago?

As soon as those originally closed eyes opened slowly, a small smile was displayed. The hand that was originally rubbed was diverted with a tight grip, very tightly, as if asking for strength and strengthening each other.

"Nadia, how's it, gone?"

The sparkle in Nadia's eyes was clear, "Re you here? This why is your face bruised like this? Then why are your eyes red like?" His words rained on Renald many questions.

Renald smiled slightly, kissing Nadia's hand many times with a whisper of the word 'sorry'. It seems that the guilt is getting bigger, but the accountability that Fabian and Selsa want seems to have not been able to resolve Renald.

"I'm okay, how's our baby?" He asked softly with eyes staring at the still flat stomach.

"just fine. Re, marry me as soon as possible!" Pinta Nadia made Renald dumbfounded.

Handrails were released when Renald broke his coarse hair. Feeling sensitive when hearing the word married because what he expected was not like this.

"Nad you must know what my answer is. I can't for now, so-"

"So you're not going to marry me, is that Re?" It's always fast and flat.

"Not so Nadia, try to wait another year or two. I just got to marry you."

Nadia turned her head in disbelief, staring at Renald with sharpness. "You crazy? You let this kid be born without a father? You let this child bear the shame of the scorn of so many people? Marry me soon Re!" The pekiknya did not accept.

"I still can't. I'll keep doing my duty to pay for all her needs, but to get married I can't."

"I don't need your money, my money feels more than enough to finance his needs, all I want is your accountability Re, where's your promise that he says will marry me?"

Standing from where Renald leaned into Nadia by gently swiping the female's head, "I will definitely marry you Nadia, definitely, but for the next year or two. I don't want Dad to revoke all the company facilities that were given to me" he whispered, explaining.

Nadia's head musculature is kept away. Avoiding the touch of Renald caused him to grow in pain for the umpteenth time.

"That means you're a jerk for running from your responsibilities Renald. I'd rather just drop it than have to accept their swearing and scorn later." Rough his hiss. Renald still doesn't understand.

"I won't let you abort it, this baby isn't wrong." Reject Renald hard.

A sharp glare was fully flashed, "So what should I do when you don't want to take responsibility? You want to drive me crazy for hearing their swearing? Just so you know Re, the doctor diagnosed me as having a mental illness, you want me to go crazy, huh?" Shouted Nadia with tears that had calmed in the eye pelupuk.

"You mean you have a mental illness?"

"Distimia, I have a history of the disease."

Renald automatically moved away with a blank stare, "What kind of dad should I explain to you if you have a disease like this? My family would definitely not accept having a daughter-in-law with such a history of illness." The power is half in disbelief.

His parents would have objected to this. Before knowing the circumstances of Nadia like this only her parents refused hard, with reasons that he said were not suitable, not as professional or anything else. Renald was too afraid to argue with his parents, because his life was only used to devote to his father and his beloved mother.

"Instantly you say that I'm crazy and I can't be part of your family." Nadia's whispers are frustrating.

"I'm not saying that, you don't talk about Nadia. I didn't want Fabian to come back to beat me up because he thought I was hurting you." Renald stared at Nadia, wiping her tears slowly.

Nadia still does not accept it. What has been done must be accounted for as well.

"Re I have the right solution," Nadia paused for a bit.

Renald frowned in surprise, "what's Nad?" Ask curiously.

"Married me secretly, with that your family will not know and your facilities will not be revoked." The disconnect made Renald not understand, his head was dizzy.

"Cinting, it won't be possible."

"Well, you just get out of here! I'm gonna drop this shit without your consent."

"Don't fuck Nadia."

Nadia roared crying in pain, her already unstoppable emotions evaporated by shouting like crazy.

"SISTER!" Shouted Nadia with tears that flooded, "SUSTER!" Call again.

Renald shook his head to hold back Nadia who was struggling there trying to calm down, "Calm Nadia, hey don't move too much."

"Bak try to calm down first, Madam Nadia." Said one of the sisters who tried to calm Nadia down.

"Suster please get this guy away, Sister please take this guy away! I don't want to see him again." Shouted Nadia with both hands covering her face.

The sister with a somewhat contained body tried to explain to Renald, staring at Renald full of supplications.

"Please follow the patient's request, I'll make sure everything is okay. Precisely if left like this Madam Nadia will be more chaotic, please yes Mas!" Said Sister.

With a heavy heart Renald left Nadia's nursery, before it was in her place to slowly kiss Nadia's head and somehow whisper what words immediately made Nadia stunned.

...---...

"Sa-Sa wait a minute, why just leave?"

Fabian goes back to chasing Selsa who just left. After arriving at the hospital a few minutes ago, after Renald had also reached there, Selsa passed by without saying goodbye; just like that.

"What else is it?" Lightly asked.

"Why go straight away? Why don't you just rest there?" Fabian's gaze was astonished, while Selsa still showed his casual look.

"My job is done Fabian, as you requested, I'm just helping you persuade Renald to meet Nadia, that's all."

"But you haven't gotten any rewards from me Sa, tell me what you want!"

Squinting for a moment then growling in agreement, "Oh reward?" He said pausing, "Em-I just wanted-"Grab her cheerful.

"Why Sa?" Sela Fabian quickly made the woman snort.

Retractable breath then exhaled casually, his smile was drawn wide as if without burden.

"Stay away from my life, don't ever meet me at any cost, and also stop all your bodyguards from spying on me! From now on we're completely separated in the real sense because I don't want to have any more contact with you, okay?" His ink made Fabian cengo on the spot.

"Wait a minute, what do you mean?" Fabian asked stammered.

His heart stopped beating and his ears went back deaf. Is Selsa really asking him to stop? Is it true that Selsa asked him to stay away and end it all without any happiness? Damn, why is the crack in Fabian's heart?

"Yes I don't need to explain in detail anymore because I think you already understand, I hope you respect my decision Fabian." The intonation was not as relaxed as before, Selsa changed his serious face and looked straight at one object.

Fabian puts on his stupid face, "But we can be friends with Selsa, not necessarily lovers." He half stuttered.

"I don't want to be friends with anyone, please respect my decision! Continue your life without me, whether with Nadia or with any of her women, I will also continue my life without you." Selsa was undeniable.

The woman's heart seemed to have been closed tightly to a Fabian. The woman seemed to have been anti with a man named Fabian, because some of his speech was clear.

"With another man?"

Raising his eyebrows steadily then nodded without hesitation, "Of course, why not? My world is not all about you Fabian," he said, making Fabian's heart ache.

"But you still love me, don't you, Sa?"

Very confident of you Fab.

"Yes, but that was before. Now don't expect me to love you, don't think I stop at this point and can't move anywhere, in fact I can go on with everything without you present." It was easy without burden. The woman succeeded in making Fabian die of fleas and infestation.

The tight grip on his hand was clear, because Fabian was so begging, "I beg you not to be like this, why did you change Sa? Why are you like this, you just hugged me but-"

"Hugging you doesn't mean I love you! I just feel sorry for your messed-up circumstances when I found out Nadia was pregnant." Serga Selsa fast.

His own upset feeling heard Fabian continue to beg. His steps were also always stopped, even though it was a few minutes ago his intention to leave the hospital and go back to see Mina.

"J-so?"

Selsa let go of Fabian's hand, a little unpleasant to say honestly, the woman had grimaced and laughed.

"Yes everything I'm pure in helping you without any taste."

To put it simply, then disappear.