My (Ex) Boyfriend's
The Forty Thirty

Private Wardhana with his feet face to face with the Doctor, after a long time no longer accompany Nadia to visit this hospital, his palms sweat and the man rubbed his wrath.

"The stability of thinking has never been this drastic before, it's an amazing thing, maybe next you can continue to accompany Nadia and give her more support. Keep reminding to rest and sleep on time, also do not think too much about things." Said Doctor Riris.

Fabian nodded steadily, "Will I make sure, but Nadia can heal?" tanyanya.

The problem is that Fabian will not have the heart to force Nadia to follow psychotherapy because Nadia will increasingly feel that she is useless, let alone alive. Very inappropriate, Fabian knows what kind of character Nadia.

"I can not be sure, but I suggest that you still persuade Nadia to follow psychotherapy regularly. Know for yourself psychotherapy is not a short process, with the help of this therapy, Nadia will slowly return to what she used to be."

"What about psychotherapy, Nadia's dysthymia will completely disappear Doc?" ask Fabian again.

Dysthymia (Dysthymic Disorder) is a chronic condition characterized by depressive symptoms that occur most of the day, more days than not, for at least two years. People who suffer from dysthymia feel a lack of enjoyment of their lives that lasts longer and is less active.

Just like the others, Nadia began to feel this symptom when she was really in a down condition. No one understood him at all, only Fabian and at that time he was embarrassed to tell all his problems to the man, as a result the woman was increasingly thinking no-no. Confined in the room, even almost committed suicide because of his frustration. Living with a hard upbringing, Nadia was depressed for a while, ordered to do things that were not right and plus the world of entertainment or modeling that was no less hard to make her mind more chaotic.

Competing and difficult to distinguish between opponents and friends, is Nadia's daily food after being separated from the vile work she did first. Active in the world of modeling increasingly make mental problems Nadia. But after that he was asked to meet with people who are experts in psychology to consult all their luck, had been convicted and increasingly made Nadia fear plus shame.

"Hopefully, if Nadia easily changes her way of thinking, and routinely follows psychotherapy or something like that. It all depends on the sufferer Dysthymia, if you want to recover will certainly try in such a way, but if you still want it is usually very difficult to be invited to cooperate or even follow psychotherapy."

"Yes I will try to follow Nadia psychotherapy regularly, and I beg you please help the recovery of Nadia, Doctor! I feel sorry for Nadia who continues to live like that, consider herself useless and the like, also lately Nadia often hurt her own body." Fabian is worried.

"Well, I'll try my best to help Nadia."

"Thank you Doctor, then excuse me."

"Together, please."

Fabian left the room of Doctor Riris with mixed feelings. Happy with the stability of Nadia in thinking, sad with Nadia who lately has often hurt her own body. Two days ago after his encounter with Selsa in the super market, the night Fabian found Nadia who almost scratched her white arm. Fortunately, the wardhana man quickly pulled the knife away and calmed Nadia who was like she wanted to shout at him.

And this was the real reason Fabian desperately wanted to be with Nadia. It was not about loving Nadia or anything, Fabian purely wanted to help the woman who was considered his own sister recover from her depression. Returning to normal life like everyone else, Fabian missed Nadia a few years ago; their school days and graduation were so impressed.

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Selsa circulated her gaze to find out where the person who sent the message was. Speaking in one eye and finishing everything, Selsa was convinced that he would be in nothing, would not be hurt like that time and would not be taken anywhere. With a heavy heart Selsa agreed to his request and now the woman has arrived at a park close to Mina's house.

Before actually leaving Mina's house, Selsa was equally difficult to be given permission by Mina. Bumil one was very protective and worried about Selsa, if something happens later, enough events in the old building some time ago scared him. Selsa confidently speaks carefully to Mina, trying to explain the truth and Mina unreservedly agrees, as long as she returns home under eight p.m. Kaniva's personality protested, but Mina again warned him that he should not leave if eight o'clock does not come home.

Long waiting for the sender's arrival, Selsa sat himself in one of the park chairs there. Occasionally check the phone and send a message where the person is, why not to the extent or accuse the person if only to prank it. His heart was a little agitated, especially the night sky was getting thick because it was cloudy, besides the park also looked more quiet than usual.

Even so impatient that the woman called the number she said was new, because the number used to send the message later would be deleted, until the loud ringing sounded close to her. Very close, and Selsa realized that the ringing from behind his body. Automatically the tiny body stood up, walking a step with the phone still lingering in the ear, his eyes faintly glancing back. The more curious Selsa turned her body and her eyes narrowed to find a woman sitting not far from her place. Very recognizable body posture, his head covered with a white cloth, but visible ends of hair dangling there.

Slowly his steps moved towards the foreign woman, very slowly, as well as taking a swing to leave if something happened. Very slowly, until he was a few inches away, tight angina just hit and the cloth used by the woman was lost somewhere. Selsa was surprised not to play.

"Nadia what are you doing here? So you really did the terror?"

But wait, Selsa found something strange in Nadia. The woman's face was not as usual, paler and with both eyes flushed that seemed to be crying, and at the tip of the woman's lips there was bruising and slightly torn.

"So you did all this Nadia? Why are you so bad to me? It's enough I've always given up on you long ago, and you still want me to disappear from Fabian's life so you're freer to get Fabian?"

"W-what did you say Selsa?" he stammered, like it was hard to say because his throat hurt.

Selsa who was a few inches away was only able to quietly observe the crafty woman, really if there is no law Selsa will kill Nadia. Because the desire to kill Nadia had wanted to be done since the appearance of the woman during school, but seeing Nadia's condition like this made Selsa a little pity.

"Please be honest Nadia! I'll forgive you if you're honest, doing all the terror on me to make myself disappear and you easily get Fabian."

Nadia shook her head strongly, her right hand holding the side of her right abdomen which Selsa somehow did not know. In reticence the woman said, "For whatever I do not do. T-to-long me-"

"Say Nadia, say it! Are you satisfied to see all my destruction?" sela Selsa because she was fed up with all the theatrics Nadia did. This time Selsa will not be fooled and pass Nadia just like that, the woman must bear the consequences.

His steps approached and stopped in front of Nadia, along with his hands tightly gripped both shoulders of Nadia who forced him to stand firmly. Looking at Selsa, not constantly looking down, and Selsa hoped Nadia would pass the word about all her lies. Simultaneously, a water falling from the sky soaked the two women who were still loyal to meet sharply.

"Please take me to the hospital, t-please! I-I'll tell you everything after that." His face was with his hand still holding the right side of his stomach.

Selsa rubbed the rain that blocked her gaze, "I won't believe you just like Nadia!" he screamed when the rain was louder.

Nadia fell down when Selsa took both hands off her frail shoulders, grimacing in pain as the cut on the corner of her lips was hit by rainwater.

Selsa's eyes have reddened to hold back tears, although it is undeniable that his feathers have fallen along with the swift rain. "Don't think you won Nadia! Don't think you've got it all, Fabian isn't that important to my life. After this I will humiliate you, I will seize everything you achieve including the title of best model of the year. I'm gonna make you suffer, just like you made me suffer and almost go crazy for losing Fabian." His his hissing sharp with a match can not be separated from Nadia.

"I SWEAR I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WITH FABIAN SELSA! YOU MISUNDERSTAND ME!" as much as possible Nadia shouted in front of Selsa, although her body was already weak and wanted to be sprawled.

"MISUNDERSTAND WHAT ELSE? I SAW IT ALL, THE PHOTO, YOU DID IT ALL WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT HOW I FELT, YOU WERE ALWAYS HAPPY OVER MY SUFFERING."

Until the sobbing was heard, both of them were crying under the torrent of rain. Both cry for the dumbest man, Fabian, a man who can't even choose between the two. Although his lips have confirmed choosing Nadia but it is undeniable that his heart always calls Selsa for every day, monitoring the movements of the woman unconsciously must be torn by a passionate longing.

Until the two of them came to their senses and looked at a woman who was standing not far from there, "Wah-wah ex-lover and future lover Fabian is fighting, how does it feel?"

"Yumi,"Selsa choked on her own saliva, "What do you mean Yumi?" lirih asked.

Selsa saw the already soaked Yumi standing there, with a super cunning laugh and a trivial look, this was not the usual Yumi with Selsa.

"I hate to keep playing around with fools like you. I hate to keep pretending to be nice to you, and I hate to keep seeing that innocent face of yours that you're so sick of, Selsa," Yumi looked at Selsa fiercely.

"So you've been doing everything, Yumi?" guess Selsa's on target.

"Yes, I did it all. I kidnapped you, I sent terror on you and I hurt Nadia like this. I made Nadia a tool for you two to have a big fight and Fabian left you both." she replied loudly.

Selsa rubbed her face several times because of the rain water, "Crazy, you crazy Yumi! I thought you'd changed, I thought you were my real best friend, ak-"

"St! Just shut up Selsa, don't bother to let out your voice," She whispered cunningly, "Aryo-Mad brought these two useless humans." yumi shouted at the two her errands who came from behind Yumi.

Two men dressed in black came, exactly what Selsa saw while in the old building. So is it true that Yumi did all this? and Nadia? Selsa turned her eyes to Nadia who was getting limp down there, the woman was forced to stand up and torn to join the man named Mad.

While himself dragged by a man named Aryo, despite the resistance, his strength is still inferior to Yumi's manpower. Until Nadia and Selsa were taken further away from the place, when near the highway they were immediately surrounded by some of the same people wearing all black clothes.

As if they were stupid and did not care about the rain that would make them sick, the first camp wanted to take away Nadia and Selsa while the second camp wanted to save Selsa and Nadia.

"Take them off or you die" he said to pass the first word, without further ado.

"Who are you? Who would dare bother me?" reply Yumi who was standing not far from there.

Without saying much the two men kicked Mad's stomach until the man let go of his grip on Nadia. The woman's body just fell out, until followed by Selsa whose checks were similarly released.

Yumi and her two errands hit each other with many men coming from other cars. In his heart Yumi cursed desperately because he could no longer run far, twice surrounded and with more people this time.

While one of them was kind, approached Selsa and Nadia who were under a shady tree not far from there. Shade even though they did not deny the two getting cold and still exposed to splashing rain water.

"Non Selsa, Non Nadia, get out of here. Take this car and please non Selsa take non Nadia to the hospital." have a man who Selsa thinks is the same age as him, very young to be a lackey.

"N-no, I'm not leaving. You're the only one who took this woman away."

Seen by the man wagging his hair blocking the view as he looked at Selsa, "Me and my friends will take care of all this non Selsa. I don't want me and my friends to be scolded by Mr. Fabian if you know why, so I beg you to go and take this car." he asked.

Selsa had noticed Nadia for a while, researching the woman who was getting paler, the less bear to see Nadia like this.

"I'll take her to Fabian's house, I don't care where this woman will be taken." He lost the car keys and before that asked the man to help him reach Nadia in the car.

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Finished carrying Nadia's unconscious body and laying her in the room, Fabian quickly met Selsa for fear of the woman leaving. Fabian let Nadia, who was still drenched in the room, run to Selsa who seemed to step out of the apartment but was prevented.

Selsa's struggle to get to Fabian's apartment was very difficult, fortunately there was a cell phone that turned out to ring and one of Fabian's errands called him. Said Yumi's men were chasing her car. By going down the shortcut, Selsa grew more frightened and in her lips chanted a lot of prayers so as not to meet the demons Yumi.

Not finished, Nadia who turned out to faint was very troublesome Selsa. Want to be taken to Fabian's apartment but Selsa is not strong enough to memapah Nadia herself, as a result of lowering prestige, Selsa contacted Fabian and told the man to meet him in the parking lot. Not until there, with care Mr. Wardhana told Selsa to bring Nadia's tote bag and shoes that the woman was wearing, Damn it?

"Wait a minute," prevent him immediately get a kick Selsa.

"What's? Wanna scold me? Want to accuse me of being a no-no because Nadia is like that? It's past Fabian, I don't want to waste my time here listening to your babble again."

"Let's wait a minute, I want to ask."

"It's important to ask me? Just ask Nadia later if she's conscious."

Fabian did not stay still, blocked tiny arms owned by Selsa, pulled forcibly until Selsa's body hit Fabian's chest and faced each other. The two sat for a few seconds later, before Selsa decided to take her eyes off and attempted to release Fabian's hand.

"Wait here for a minute" he asked, leaving Selsa still confused, indeed the super crazy man in the world is just Fabian. There's nothing else.

Fabian again brought a white towel as well as Selsa's favorite, a glass of hot chocolate. Previously put the hot chocolate to the table, and he approached Selsa. Pulling the woman's slender waist closer, her hands raised, wrapped in a towel she dried Selsa's wet hair from the rain.

Selsa was fixated for a while, following Fabian's current research, which dried her hair with a towel. Rubbing her slowly as if afraid of her hair falling out, Selsa's breath was again restrained as the man's face got closer to her. Damn, Fabian can always break Selsa's heart.

"What are you doing, huh?" Selsa asked a little stiffly.

"Dry your hair, what else?"

Selsa immediately realized, separated by a distance of several inches so that he could breathe more air. Setting a messy hairdo, "don't bother, I'll leave now."

"Drink the hot chocolate I made!"

"No thanks to you."

I can't wait for Fabian to pull Selsa, again, and put her on his big couch. Grabbing the hot chocolate on the table and sitting next to Selsa, thrusting her homemade hot chocolate.

"Not bothering"

"Drink, now!" He said it was short and without objection.

Selsa simply complies, letting Fabian help her to drink the hot Chocolate that does tease her. Selsa's undying passion, hot Cojlat is his life and death.

Just two sips, the throat that had been dry now warmed. Until the man's fingers slowly down the edge of the lips to clean up the rest, and the most exciting is when the man close his lips there. Peeling it several times until it turns into a soft, intoxicating little crack. Only Fabian, of course only the man enjoyed it, Selsa did not reply at all. It was precisely in the next moment that the woman broke away, and smiled meaningfully.

"Missing for my Kiss, Fabian?"

And Fabian instantly forgot the question he wanted to ask, Damn it.