My (Ex) Boyfriend's
Thirty-seven

Perhaps it would be painful if Kaniva's person was aware, in fact in the middle of him who was still under the influence of alcohol, Fabian dragged mercilessly from the elevator to the apartment. What is clear is that the man's emotions are peaking and Selsa is just mocking obscurely, sometimes Fabian hears only a few swearings from the Person of Kaniva.

Fabian opened the door, still dragging Selsa, walked into the bathroom and threw Selsa there until she grimaced in pain from her back hitting the wall. Fabian crouched down in front of Selsa, staring intently at Selsa who was still drunk and only closed his eyes at occasional whining, stared at him with a sharp cold. His hand held up Selsa's chin to allow the woman to look at him. And Fabian felt a soft, sweet look from Selsa.

"You think I'll respect it when you're like this?" Fabian's fizzle.

Selsa did not answer him, only staring at meu Fabian occasionally speaking softly but not clearly. And in every breath Fabian so smelled alcohol. Fabian let go of his horror, switched to grabbing the shower and then turning on deftly. Before that suit that had been used to cover Selsa was lost somewhere. Selsa doused until the woman screamed because of the cold water that flushed. This is crazy, Fabian punishes Selsa under the Shower when the wall clock shows the number twelve. And it must be very cold, not to mention not so good weather. The red clothes worn were flattened with water.

Selsa's consciousness recovered slightly, only slightly, wiping his face several times as the water was still pouring down. The vegetables heard Fabian's words that made his heart deformed. Selsa rubbed his arm repeatedly to disguise the cold, because Fabian never turned off the Shower.

B-stop, cold.

No one will hear his screams in his heart. His mouth was eager to scream, but felt his strength drained for some reason. His eyes occasionally observed Fabian looking at him sharply and coldly. Until Wardhana's son moved away to turn off the waterways, it finished squatting back in front of Selsa.

"satisfied? Satisfied to make me like this?" Fabian's fizzled with emotion.

Selsa just looked down, occasionally slipping the child's hair that blocked his vision behind the ear. This is not true, why did Fabian turn out like this? The mind in the heart. There is no harm in crying, after all Fabian will not know if he is crying because along with the wet water that covers his face.

"What do you think about until you explore a place that you yourself do not know what? There's Selsa's danger, you could be picked on by a striped-nose guy and not be sent home." Small impact.

"Where do you know a place like that? I suspect that you've done something strange." Accuse Fabian of making Selsa look up at him.

"Yes, go ahead with all your accusations. Now all you know is that I'm wrong. Selsa is wrong, Selsa is wrong and Selsa is always wrong. Fabian's right, Nadia's right and everything's right." His breath choked, his lips said softly.

"You are wrong. This foolish and careless you always trouble me-"

"If I trouble you why did you bring me here? Why are you asking me to stay by your side until now?" Sela Selsa fast. Then the woman shifted her eyes.

Fabian just shut up. A second exhaled his sigh slowly, his eyes rolled to look at other objects to prevent tears from falling because he looked at Selsa pity. Moving on from the spot, Fabian left Selsa in tears.

Kaniva's person curled up as the cold drew to the bone, hugging himself tightly while lamenting his tragic love story. From then until now it was the same, there was no development.

Even you're leaving now Fabian. You left me with this kind of situation, you deserve Fab to leave behind.

His breath was slightly stifled due to the intense stuffing, his eyes reddened, his nose was the same. Several times his hand was used to smother his own mouth so that his crying was not tight until it sounded outside.

As for Fabian, now the man was leaning against the bathroom door. Inhaling then exhaling several times to neutralize the tightness, his eyes were caught glancing at the door which became a barrier to see Selsa inside. Damn, it can't go on like this.

Dabbing the hasty sweat Fabian, who was already messy with a tie that was everywhere and a shirt whose arms had been bent up to the elbows, walked towards the big cupboard. Opening it fast and grabbing the large white blanket over there, his wide stride returned to where Selsa sobbed.

Initially the woman whose heart was broken was shocked, Fabian was in front of her and wrapped her body in a thick blanket. How could you leave Fabian if he was still like this? Selsa just kept quiet, letting Fabian help her up and bring her back to the room.

Fabian and Selsa sat on the bed, still silent but at a glance Fabian spoke again, "I told you not to visit any club if not with me, is it that difficult to obey my will?" He said it was rather slow and allowed the order of the uncovered blankets.

"You're Sa's girl, otherwise who would take care of you? Your Daddy-Mommy is busy with work, they ignore you, so please follow all my rules."

After a few days of no reprimands, claps and brief kisses, Fabian did it again tonight. Hugging Selsa who was still wrapped in a thick blanket, kissed the woman's temple many times until Selsa closed her eyes again and returned to her crying.

"Not that I don't love you, for now the way of loving me is quite different. I have a duty to do, someone needs me. So please stay here, as much as possible I'll keep going back to the apartment." Whispers watered.

"I also need you Fab, is that still unclear?" Reply Selsa no less shrewd.

Fabian stretched out his arms and looked at Selsa pleading, "Sa I beg of you to never provoke me again. Enough tonight I'm angry because of you" he said weakly.

"Sugary." Selsa sizzle with a puddle of tears ready to go down. The issue may have subsided, but tears still faithfully flowed there.

Fabian rubbed his face roughly, "Which part is selfish? I also watch you every day, even if you don't know, I do everything secretly. Come on Sa don't want to win by yourself, Nadia needs me more." Pekik Fabian was upset.

"NADIA-NADIA!" Shouted Selsa right in front of Fabian's face, "Always that woman, your real world is Nadia Fab, not me. I told you to choose yesterday, who would you choose? And you shut up, do you really want Fab?" Imbuh Selsa. His eyes glazed over Fabian.

"I just want you to always believe and be there for me Sa, that's all."

"You are selfish, you want to win by yourself. You're the one"

The union of the two lips happened suddenly. Fabian did not care if Selsa would be angry or how, which is clearly a sense of longing to arouse when addressing Selsa like this. Seeing her sad face and teary eyes Selsa made the guilt even greater, but back again that Nadia was equally important.

The pagutan is like without taste inside. Selsa just kept quiet, letting Fabian enjoy it alone. The woman's tears kept flowing, soaking her cheeks and Fabian together. His eyes still scanned every inch of Fabian's perfect face, do you want Fab?

"Stop talking the no-no. Obviously I love you," he said staring deeply at Selsa.

"You love Nadia." Selsa replied.

Fabian doesn't care what Selsa says. The man let go of his embrace and spaced a little, "Replace your clothes now, after this to the kitchen, I'll make you porridge."

After Fabian's departure, Selsa removed the blanket violently. The sound of a small squealing until his cry came back, his small hand used to slam the useless blanket was rough. Trust that his heart is scattered again without any master willing to fix it.