My (Ex) Boyfriend's
Thirty-four

Selsa took a breath and then breathed in a huff. His head shook trying not to believe anything he was thinking right now. Fabian is still his, he whispered inwardly.

Selsa does not want to lose Fabian a second time, anything must be done so that the man stays by his side.

A night without Fabian feels lonely. Last night Selsa was reluctant to ridicule or tempt Fabian sort of call the woman fat. The side of the bed that used to be occupied was left empty and just stared at with sadness while beating the nelangsa and did not feel asleep, until dawn came Selsa also found no sign of Fabian back.

All right, Selsa's riled up right now. His heart agitatedly muttered the uncertain coleteh, his mind also wandered everywhere thinking what was going on and where Fabian was. He must not continue like this, his relationship with Fabian will get worse if one does not want to budge.

Ting!

Selsa grabbed her phone on the nightstand, opened the lockscreen and displayed a notification from an unknown number.

08xx-xxxx-xxxx

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Plan a celebration because soon you will lose, Selsa. Your lover will leave you and you will return to useless trash.

No matter if the phone is broken, Selsa puts it into the nightstand without looking around. Until the sound of a haruh object is heard, Selsa does not want to care. That's cellphone.

"I have to how? My love for Fabian is bigger and I can't just take it off" he muttered.

"I'll make a decision now! Fab please hold on and please don't love Nadia just yet. And you're sorry, this is the best."

Selsa pulled out her white blanket quickly. Roll her hair up and up, then walk grab a towel and run to the bathroom. Finished cleaning Selsa will solve everything, and however life must choose. Selsa could not continue with the two men who incidentally as lovers.

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"No need to beat around the bush! You're the one who sent terror to Selsa?"

"Don't be so mean to talk! I used to hate your friend, but now I've changed and I'm friends with him."

Mina stared intently at Yumi who stood in front of her. The woman shuts off access so that Yumi can't get into her own apartment.

"It's not that easy lying to me Yumi! I know you had other intentions approaching Selsa," Selsa sighed fiercely.

Yumi laughed in a funny sneer, "Geez Vano please lock your emotional wife up! I don't know about the terror he's mentioned so many times."

"Don't lie to Yumi, I know you're a cunning woman who's good at theatrics." Vano styled Yumi sharply, warning through the eyes that the woman stopped playing.

Yumi rounded her lazy eyes, "Hell! I don't care if you believe me or not, which I obviously don't do, it's a waste of energy." His hand was shaking in annoyance.

Mina took a step, looked at Yumi from top to bottom and froze the woman again with her cynical gaze, "Until I know you're behind this, I'll make sure your body will rot behind bars." Ketus hissing.

"Certainly you think I'm afraid? Listen, dear Elmina, Revano's wife, in my dictionary there is no fear at all. If you throw me a stone, I'll throw you a knife."

Mina turned her attention to Vano, "Vano did you hear him say? I'm increasingly convinced that terror was Yumi. Let's just take it to the police station." Mina drags Yumi but the woman balked and released the rough hand link of Mina.

"Enak just haphazardly take me, don't touch me. My skin is sensitive when it comes into contact with the hands of a poor person like you." Proud speech.

An annoyed grunt rang out from Mina's lips, seeing Yumi's nyolot look made Mina's emotions uncontrollable.

"Mina we can't just take him for granted, there must be strong evidence." Vano.

"The box that contained the carcass of a cat, the message that Selsa sent me, was it lacking?"

"Obviously less Mina, we wouldn't be able to have just two proofs."

Yumi shifted Vano and Mina from the apartment door, "Good ears I feel hot hearing the drama of the commoners here, you guys have left! Discuss this at home and stop bothering me because I don't know anything." His sweat then entered the apartment haughtily.

Mina again yelled at the selfless Yumi. His chest rose and fell as he needed to breathe in more air supply.

"Damn you Yumi, I'll make sure you rot in jail!"

Vano embraces his right shoulder dear, "It's a pity don't get emotional!"

"You're not defending me or anything, you can only say that don't get emotional. You didn't see just now that his look really wanted to make me scratch his face that's not that much."

"Wrong again. Never mind that if you're angry like this, everything that's wrong is right."

"Whatever."

Mina left Vano who was still upset on the spot. How not, his emotions had peaked want to finish off Yumi but Vano did not want to do anything, just defending was not.

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Selsa entered Sakti's car which was parked neatly lined with shopping centers. Calling the man to meet, something important will be said.

"What's up, baby? It's not usual to ask me to meet so early."

"Em-there's something I want to talk about." Said doubtful.

"Speak what?"

"S-sakti.. m-sorry-"

Sakti chuckled with her hands resting on the steering wheel of the car, "Honey come on talk right, what's up?"

"Pardon me,"

"No other word but sorry? What's up Selsa?" Ask curiously.

"I want our relationship to end." Answer Selsa quickly.

The five-word, twenty-eight-letter sentence slid quickly and destroyed everything that had ever been built. The meek, authoritative man was stunned for a moment, perhaps in shock, staring at Selsa in disbelief.

"Why?" Tanya Sakti.

"M-sorry Sakti a-"

Spotlight Sakti's eyes unfathomable. Still in disbelief and disappointed, "What did this mean to you last night? Is this the answer to everything you said last night?"

Selsa stared at Sakti's sad face, the water of her own face also changed. "Strue forgive me! But please listen to my explanation first, after that you're free to hate me."

Selsa's tears fell without being asked, her hand trying to reach Sakti but being rejected. "Surely I-I'm sorry! I'm not a good woman Sakti, I don't deserve to be by your side because you're too perfect. Ak-"

"This kind of empty tooth I've been listening to Selsa a lot, just tell me you found someone new."

This is not Sakti's new guy. It's an old man, but it brings back new feelings.

Selsa looked down sobbing, the effect was as painful as this even though he did not love Sakti. He believes that one day there must be a proper reply for having wasted Sakti like this, but for whatever sake Selsa really loves Fabian.

"Two years you've been with me, thank you. I do not know myself for wasting you, but by God I have no intention at all to hurt you," it feels like Selsa is speechless because the Shortness is extraordinary.

Seeing Sakti's disappointed face as well as some sweat flowing there made Selsa's mind tormented, what's as deep as Sakti loved her?

"I never regret sharing my story with you Sa, nor have I ever regretted being the one who was always there for me. If it's your decision I'll take it,"

Selsa covered her face with both hands, the more intensely sobbing heard Sakti's speech. "S-sakti,"

Despite being stricken with disappointment and disbelief, Sakti still does not want the woman he loves to be sad. He obtained the distance and then embraced the tiny body that was sobbing violently.

"Don't cry, I'm okay. My heart will only break, it will heal."

"Why are you this good? Why should you let go of me without any emotion at all? Why don't you get angry or yell at me? Wear-and-take"

"Once again, I won't have the heart to do that to you."

The atmosphere became more and more bitter and Selsa did not stop crying. His hands tightly hugged Sakti's neck, his heart slightly riled off Sakti. His wet face was hidden in the man's masculine neck and shed thousands of tears.

"Cry me Sakti, just snap at me."

Sakti shook her head in his arms. Her lips were tightly locked and reluctant to vanish the damn words. Swearing and the like he held and will not evaporate on Selsa.

"For everything you've ever given, I'll keep it well in my memory. I'm sorry, I hurt you today."

"If you knew how to hurt me why did you do Sa?"

"I-i-i"

Sakti let go of her embrace, wiping Selsa's tears slowly. The woman's eyes were reddened and puffy, "Just keep the ring I gave you, just think of it as a sign of our friendship."

Selsa nodded, grasped Sakti's hand and kissed him with a sob. His back trembled at his great sobbing, "happy and sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry Sakti."

So who is that? Selsa is the most fragile human known, considering that the first time we met just made Sakti crowded. His eyes tried to look at other objects to ward off tears, but failed, a drop of Sakti's tears came down and the man quickly wiped them away.

"S-Have not been like this. I'm getting heavy letting go of you." Lirih Sakti's.

Selsa let go of her grasp slowly, eroding the distance between herself and Sakti until the two's eyebrows met. Still sobbing, he ventured to kiss right on the lips Sakti. Only the first kiss but the longer it becomes a small pagutan, giving a very sweet farewell.

But it is different from the Sakti reaction. The man simply kept silent, letting Selsa pick him up for longer without retaliating; he also ignored the outpouring of Selsa tears flooding his cheeks. The object was only one, looking at Selsa who kissed her with her eyes closed.

Well, I'll be happy without you, honey.

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The man with the thick eye bags was wearing his work coat hurriedly, "Please keep your lover until he recovers." His pocket is not friendly.

"Can't, I still have a lot of work and-"

"More important work than people who love you?"

"Follow"

"If until I don't find you here, the entire office or branch of your company will be burned without a remnant." His threat made a man named Renald did not dare to argue.

"Fuck you, it's gone! Contacting me for something like this, I guess what's up." Renald was upset.

Last night Renald contacted Renald and asked the man to return to Indonesia because of Nadia's weak condition, with all threats being aired, Renald was devastated and agreed to a flight to Indonesia at that time.

Fabian left Nadia's apartment without many words. Control his car super fast to his apartment, last night did not meet Selsa really make him silent longing. After his dispute, Fabian decided to go to Nadia's apartment and stay until morning.

Returning home hoping that Selsa would be there and welcome his arrival must be destroyed. The apartment is empty and Fabian does not find Selsa in every room. Where is the woman, her heart.

Entering the room, Fabian threw his body wet. Enjoy how comfortable your back is leaning there with your hands looking at your head slowly. Nadia's condition dropped again and her relationship with Selsa was at odds.

His attenuation was shifted when the door opened and displayed a messy Selsa with both eyes there. Fabian was worried but considering that he was not well dispelled by his intention to ask, the man remained lying down while watching Selsa's every move.

While Selsa when entering his room was quite surprised to find Fabian there. Not wanting to be asked strange things Selsa just bowed her head through the bed, took some bathrobe that would be worn finished soaking. He needs to refresh his mind.

When a step wanted to disappear into the bathroom, the voice that was like opium was interrupting to stop. Firm and still Selsa heard there was a flat there.

"Done seeing your girlfriend?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Happy with him?"

Selsa did not answer, but his hand held a strong bathrobe in his hand. Why would this Fabian be with her, God? He left Sakti for Fabian but the man did not want to understand a little.

"I shouldn't ask because I'm happy. Why go back to my apartment? Not just stay with her?" Syndir Fabian with a mocking laugh.

Selsa dropped her rough Bathrobe, turning towards Fabian with a nagging look. His emotions again ignited hearing Fabian's words.

"What did you say? Did you just remind me to move out of here so you're free to bring your bitch here?" Shouts Selsa emotion.

Fabian got up from the bed and stood before Selsa with a hawk look, "You talk Selsa!" Reply Fabian also shouted no less loudly until Selsa tiptoed.

"Jaga talk? You're the one who's gonna have to keep your mouth on Fabian. Who first brought me here? Who begged me for love, asked me to come back and promised not to waste me?"

"I was willing to end my relationship with Sakti and focus on you, but this is exactly what you're responding to." Imbuh Selsa.

Honestly Fabian was surprised. Yesterday he asked Selsa to leave Sakti, but now the business is different. "I'm not telling you to end your relationship with him, for now it's up to you. If you want to come back with Sakti it's up to." Flat talk.

"Wasted me Fabian? Is this Nadia's errand so you can stay away from me?" Guess Selsa with a gamang.

"Stop carrying Nadia on our topic."

Selsa stared at the ceiling of the room to disguise the tears the money would fall, "Indeed you have always been like this. Blaming me just for defending Nadia. Nadia-Nadia and Nadia, how much do I mean to you in your life actually Fab?" Then he ran to the bathroom, not forgetting to grab Bathrobe who fell.