My (Ex) Boyfriend's
The Forty Seven

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For now, staring at life for the better is the periority, ignoring some unimportant things also come along. The focus is only one, the model, back in the modeling world and active there. No matter with a heart that was originally dead, now his determination to forget all things from the past and become himself more and more rounded.

This is the sixth month, after choosing to end everything, Selsa is again active as a model. Some jobs have been accepted and some have been done with a flowering heart, as if everything has reached the final line and there is nothing to cry about. The woman did not show any sadness at all let alone full of regret, which there was only a happy twinkle on her face nor did she escape the laughter every corner of her lips.

It's a really good release, neat and arranged so perfectly. Fabian's memory seemed to be erased with no leftover, it was true, that brash man should know what regret was.

While Wardhana's son also felt something greater. Pontang-panting takes care of many things, especially Nadia who is increasingly spoiled, not to mention her affair with Selsa. Inexhaustible, every day he put a bucket of red roses in front of Mina's house, just to want to get Selsa and want the woman back to him.

His six months were so chaotic, the coveted woman dumped him, left without giving any news, letting it all end in bitter laughter. His disappointment soared, but he knew his women were more disappointed, Anger also wanted to be ventured, he also knew his female anger far wanted to be ventured before he felt. Karma is true, it's just that Fabian was too cool not to believe it.

The knocking of the door sounded so loud, impressed banged, but after opening there was no one there. The woman with a protruding belly looked around her, until her eyes accidentally rammed down and found a bucket filled with red roses. Aish the man was not deterred either.

With a red rose bucket to his residence, meeting the person clearly concerned, his steps stopped when he saw the little woman standing, not far from him, at the table eating.

"There are more deliveries" he said, placing a flower bucket next to a woman who was busy enjoying a fruit salad.

Unchanged, Selsaniva Kania, always gave a response to the laughter but bitter and after that his face was ordinary. Trying not to care for whatever the guy who is on the list of jerks. Maybe if you visit Mina's house let alone to Selsa's room, you will find a pile of red rose buckets whose flowers have withered and also dry, you will find a pile of red roses, because for six months also he just threw flowers in every corner of the room without caring after.

"I've been lazy, six months given this and I just threw it in every corner of the room, you're the one who threw it away! My room's full of flowers because of that bastard." He replied indifferently, refusing raw, back to enjoying such a delicious fruit salad.

"Basan sucks, I don't use the services of a maid, and you tell me to clean up all the mess in your room. Don't you feel sorry for your niece-to-be, huh?" Omel Mina's.

Mina did not obey what Selsa said, leaving the Rose flower beside Selsa, the woman was still enjoying the salad because she was not so interested in the flowers there.

"Who told you to clean up, Mina? I just told you to throw this flower away! If tomorrow and the next are still there, just dump it! Don't report to me, I'm sick of seeing it." Said upset.

Mina sneered at Selsa's speech, even the woman bravely mocked Selsa who she said could not forget Fabian, until Selsa's cry sounded Mina just stopped mocking her best friend.

"Last night I'll check the contents, with Vano, you're coming?" His laughter slowly dissipated, changing with questions that made Selsa think a little.

"It's so lazy to see you guys so friendly, but how else would I be afraid of being left alone, just come along."

Well this is what Selsa actually felt for six months more, he was like a mosquito repellent when traveling with Vano and Mina. Witnessing the togetherness of two creatures that often make him upset, Selsa occasionally clucked and protested to Vano and Mina not to make fun while being with him.

"Hahaha what a pity, would I like to find a man as handsome as Fabian? But the jerk's not like Fabian, take it easy." Tawar Mina seduces.

His expression was flat, "Em-no thanks, but it was unnecessary. Now I want to focus on my career because after a long time I don't move like this." He said half annoyed.

"Ah well, may that jerk get out of your mind soon." Indeed, Mina must be shouted at using a toak so that her ears are deaf, it is very happy to mock Selsa and make the woman upset, like this example.

"Whatchu mean? I don't think about him at all, hear let alone remember reluctantly." Selsa clucked, denying Mina's reckless line.

The amused laughter was clearly visible to Selsa, damn, Mina laughed at him.

"To now enjoy your life first Sa. Just this time I really saw you laughing without a burden, doing everything with passion, although I can't deny the disappointment and loss is still there." Mina deliberately pointed at Selsa's heart and diverted it.

Mina knew enough, because being with Selsa was not a day or two, it had been years and the woman clearly knew what Selsa was like. But it does not lie, Selsa six months is much more fun because all like run from the heart, not like Selsa a few months ago, his life seems monotonous and a lot of burden. Even Mina deserves to give praise to her best friend because once who often thought of the words and comments of others, now just more ignore and do not care the slightest about what others talk about. Selsa takes an ear and Mina likes the woman's way.

"Well how else, my life is the same as it used to be. Back broken, back let down, but if I keep falling, it's also useless. Inevitably I have to get up and start everything from scratch, this is also thanks to your and Vano's support." Tweet slowly. His hand took the cover of the fruit salad, closed it and put it a little far away.

"Keep like this Sa, don't ever fall again. If it was Fabian that God chose to be with you later, no matter how complicated the path, it would all be reunited."

"I also thought that way, but it was impossible, if I may always pray no longer be reunited with him. I don't want to live a life that continues to be overshadowed by the past, because whenever I feel like I can never make peace with it."

"Whatever your decision me and Vano will support," Mina smiled sincerely, "Today there is no photo shoot?" Imbond asked.

"Maybe tonight, after you've been dropping off the contents, please take me to Malva Studio."

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This is the dominant change seen from Fabian. The woman could see, Fabian's body was thinner than usual, his hair was rather long, his eyes were soft when seen and dark circles were in his eyes, and also his jaw was firm and his cheeks were a little thin, made him grimace.

Very dominant and drastically impressed, the man appeared as if he was really messed up. The sleep is not comfortable, especially with the office work that is increasingly neglected, not to mention the stock of the office is declining, it is one of the causes of the chaos that is felt. His head was quite dizzy, there was nothing to help him, nothing to be made a place to bulk and lean.

Nadia knew, even Nadia really wanted to be made Fabian for a place to lean, but back again considering the damn diagnosis. The doctor kept warning himself not to think too much, let alone say to Fabian, the man was in control and increasingly silence all things from him. With his condition lately weak and often nauseous, not to mention cravings some things that make Fabian hassles.

But one thing he forgot, Fabian like this also had something to do with Selsa. Nadia forgets that the reason for Fabian's downfall is Selsa, although Fabian does not want to be frank, Nadia always knows. He did not deny that his heart was in pain, touched and just as sad to see Fabian like this, like a dazed boy. But Nadia's fear is greater if later Fabian leaves her and only focused on Selsa, Nadia can not because of her dependence Fabian.

Nadia knows herself to be selfish, Nadia knows herself more than evil for trying to separate two people who love each other, is Nadia wrong for wanting Fabian? Was Nadia wrong to hope that the man would live with her until later? Nadia wants Fabian, and Nadia wants Renald.

His steps stopped slightly to close the door of the Doctor's room. The smiles of the two were clearly there, with Nadia rubbing her stomach slowly and Fabian holding Nadia's hand tightly. It was not a sincere and happy smile, it was a forced smile that Fabian displayed these six months, Nadia always knew. The woman was deliberately silent, not wanting to ruin the atmosphere as if made happy because the original was ordinary.

"He's healthy Fab, I'm glad to hear it." A happy smile rose with his faithful hand rubbing his stomach.

Regarding Renald, the man remained in charge, meeting Nadia every month even with a quiet meeting. Just put a box of milk powder to consume Nadia every month, kiss Nadia's forehead and then leave. They are both lazy to fight about marriage, both are bored and let it run properly. Once again, Nadia was no problem because there was Fabian beside her.

"I'm also happy," Fabian walked slowly away from the hospital while holding Nadia, "Renald has met you?" Imbond asked.

"Every month or not every two weeks she meets me" replied Nadia with a slightly poignant intonation.

"Good then."

His steps down every aisle of the hospital, the two occasionally engage in small talk that makes Nadia laugh or even Fabian laugh, but are forced. It's changing, it's changing, Nadia wanted Fabian a few months ago before she found out she was pregnant and before Selsa left Fabian's life.

Until his second step stopped when he met three very well-known people. The place stands like a hole, and Fabian and Nadia are ready to train there. Who is pregnant, whispered both.

"Oh hi Fabian, how are you?" Sapa Vano started the conversation. The man held a friendly hand Mina, while on the side of Mina's kana there was Selsa who was the same as holding a friendly Mina.

"H-hai," she said clumsyly.

Nadia rolled her eyes lazily, why should I meet here anyway?

"Em- check the content, Nad? How's fetus? Healthy as your mom, right?" Sindir Vano makes Nadia snort dislikes.

Shit, did Vano just mock him? And indirectly the man said he was crazy

"What do you mean Van? Surely I'm healthy" he replied haughtily. "Who would like to check who's content here?" Nadia asked curiously.

Nadia and Fabian are equally not sure who will be examined, because the clothes worn by Selsa and Mina are equally large so it is not too obvious if Mina is pregnant.

"What's your business with you?" Tanya Mina with a hunchback.

"I'm just asking,"

The Wardhana child matitak grinned at least, the net was never diverted from the natural face of Selsa's from earlier. Although Selsa ignored her gaze, Fabian did not care and still looked at the woman, "Who is pregnant?" Ask lirih.

"Should I answer? I don't think so. Mina, Vano, let's get out of here!" The answer is indifferent. Until now, Selsa's eyes still do not want to berirobok with Fabian.

Curiosity soared, Fabian and Nadia just stared at the departure of Mina Selsa and Vani with question marks. For a moment Nadia did not want to be confused, with a huff she continued the steps followed by Fabian and began to leave the hospital area with ears ringing.

While Selsa, every step that followed Mina, his heart was riled again if he met Fabian. When the sad nyra looked at him, as hard as possible did not stare back and fell back there. Selsa was always on guard, on guard and also on guard, Fabian was hard to guess. Maybe for now just sending a flower bucket with a small note that Selsa rarely reads, but do not know later, the man could have changed by meeting him, he said, force him and turn into a madman with a thousand ways to get it.

But wait a minute, who remembered earlier had a glimpse of Fabian's appearance, Selsa grimaced. The man was far away with Fabian who was always neat. Didn't Nadia there try to remind the man to eat? Not reminding me to get enough rest? Not reminding Fabian to cut hair? Or just a short nap to relieve fatigue? Ah Fabian is that terrible now.

"Don't think about it, let's just say we never met them! I don't want your focus to be broken just because of Fabian and Nadia."

Selsa curled around in shock, Mina disperse her daydream, Vano also nodded there. The two people knew that they were thinking about Fabian, but how else, the man had successfully crossed his mind now. Fucking right?