My (Ex) Boyfriend's
Fifty Two

His body seemed to be toppled thousands of times, crushed to melt with disappointment. The doctor's words had just made Fabian limp, a crazy-like distortion trying to find his sanity, a breath that faltered the umpteenth time trying to be neutralized. The fetus that Nadia had conceived had vanished, herself was late for a few seconds and caused this all. With the condition of Nadia who was really down, the woman was equally hit. More silence, ignoring the people around, staring at the hospital window blankly. Sometimes also sob in pain and laugh without burden, of course with an empty view.

"What is Nadia's condition? It's been three days that she won't eat."

Mina and Vano also take care of Nadia, taking turns to keep Nadia late and taking turns to feed Nadia. The two humans still have sympathy for Fabian and Nadia, let alone Selsa. Selsa even won deliberately came to Nadia as long as Fabian was not there. Deliberately avoid not to aggravate the situation.

"Fixed, his eyes were empty. And sometimes laughs to themselves." Answer Fabian. His gaze was glued to the Ndia pda who was locked in a special room.

Oh yes, Nadia has been taken to a hospital specifically for her mental health. Post-Doctor stated that the woman miscarried, screams and all sorts of adorned the silent room.

"Have you contacted Renald? She should know that Nadia miscarried, Nadia's parents?" Tanya Mina.

"Renald is on his way. And I won't call Nadia's parents, you don't know how cruel Nadia's parents are." Obviously Fabian grumbled, considering how the attitude of Nadia's parents were so heartless to his own son.

"However it must be told Fab, they are fully entitled to what happened to Nadia." Firm Mina.

"I'll think about it" he replied softly, "where is Selsa? After dropping off Nadia that time I didn't see her again." Ask Fabian.

Vano chuckled, "I told you, stop caring about Selsa. He's suffered enough all this time because of you, let him be happy with Samuel." Pinta Vano hard.

"S-samuel? That psychiatrist?" Ask surprised.

"Yes, can I check your psyche as well so as not to continue to disturb Selsa?" Imbuh Mina asked half-jokingly.

Fabian shook his head briefly, dismissing all the strange thoughts that attacked him, "I will still be with Selsa, Mina. I'll take Selsa again from Samuel." His determination made Mina and Vano spout a soft laugh.

"They're getting married in the near future, so your hopes are in vain. It's better to marry Nadia, right? Fucking guy meets super jerk." Mina told telak. Fabian tergugugu, dampened the emotions that a little more would explode.

"Hey Vano look at your wife's behavior." He said he didn't accept.

Vano raised his eyebrows, "What's wrong with my wife? Isn't that true what was said? Why are you looking for Selsa? Regretted? Ah that's already Fabian." His answer was as mocking.

"I can't believe all your talk, Selsa won't make the decision to marry a new person." The hardship still doesn't believe.

Mina shrugged her shoulders indifferently, "Then just ask Selsa, it would be pointless to lie as well." Pungkansya before leaving Vanoa.

I'm not gonna let you be with him Sa.

And Fabian widened his pace to meet Selsa. Anywhere, at any end of the world Fabian will find. Selsa was only allowed to for him, Fabian half-deadly held tight to his chest when he learned this Fact. Whether it was true or not, Fabian always hoped this was just a trap to keep himself away from Selsa.

...---...

It turns out that what Mina said, may be true, Fabian is now fixated on seeing Selsa so intimate with a man named Samuel. The handsome psychiatrist who handled Nadia.

After finding out where Selsa was, Fabian immediately gasp to get there. Driving at above average speed, the man ignored the death ready to pick him up.

His move followed Selsa who sat in one of the typical Japanese restaurants with Samuel. Getting closer and standing right next to the woman.

"I want to talk to Selsa." It was the first time Samuel had realized his existence.

Selsa who was enjoying Sushi was immediately surprised to know Fabian was in front of his eyes.

"No way, I'm with Samuel. Next time." Reject raw.

Fabian screeched in dislike, pulling Selsa's arm and forcing the woman to leave her place. Selsa rebelled, trying to let go of Fabian's hand but couldn't. But again his activities were stuttered by Samuel who tried to prevent his departure.

"Please don't be rude, she's a girl."

"Never interfere, just take care of your patient who is waiting in a mental hospital."

Fabian's actions can not be separated from the astonished view of some restaurant visitors. They all whispered because some knew the Selsa profession as a sensational model.

"This has nothing to do with my patients. I just don't want to and don't like to see if there's a guy who dares to be rude to a girl." Samuel's firmness made Fabian chuckle sharply.

"Oh so? I don't think I care, I just want Selsa to come with me. Not you, stranger." His words suppressed the word 'stranger'

A friendly laugh still appeared Samuel, the man was great for not evaporating his emotions at all, "A stranger? Oh, we didn't know each other before, but not Selsa."

"Sa come with me, don't listen to this sissy talk." Sindir Fabian pulled Selsa hard.

"No Fabian, I'm staying with Samuel." Ronta Selsa won't.

"SELSA LISTEN TO ME!" Fabian's shout made Selsa close her eyes in fear.

But after that he threw off the rough hand of Fabian who blocked him, opened his eyes with a sharp look. His teeth clashed strongly as it held back emotions.

"Stop as if you and I still have a relationship. It's all over! Look Fabian, whoever I am now it's none of your business. And well I forgot to tell you, Samuel is my future husband." Clearly half-screaming with water pale face, plus a smile of his own.

"It's a prank! You think I believe? I know what you look like Selsa, stop lying to yourself! You still love me, don't you? I'm sure because your love is strong Sa, your eyes are talking." Fabian raised both his hands in jest.

"It's your Delusion. I love Samuel, Fabian's just stupid shit I've defended." Selsa sharp hiss.

"Evidence?" Selsa's slanted smile appeared, pulling Samuel's arm to face him, "want proof right? Look at this." Have Selsa make Fabian turn his back.

Goddamnit! Fabian saw with his own eyes, Selsa kissed Samuel right on his lips. Flaming slowly and soulfully, this is how great Selsa is when it comes to making Fabian emotional. Selsa was successful, in fact now Fabian died of a fire there.

Until the kiss came off, from a few minutes, his hands floated giving a hard fist to Samuel's cheek. His opponent bounced, hit a few chairs and made it fall apart. Selsa is strangled, helping Samuel and stopping Fabian who always wants to finish Samuel off.

"Crazy you Fabian, stop hurting Samuel. I won't forgive you if you dare hurt Samuel again." Shouted Selaa did not accept.

The treatment was not out of sight of the restaurant's occupants tonight, before Selsa's screams called for the security guard and told him to secure the bastard's state of calm. Selsa helps Samuel stand up and leads him to the car. The tip of the man's lips was torn and perhaps his cheeks would turn blue due to Fabian.

"I'm sorry, let me handle it."

...---...

Towels that have been dyed water are squeezed then rubbed on the bruised and torn area. His ringing sounded, several times distancing his face but was prevented by a tiny hand.

"So she's your ex-boyfriend?" Ask on the sidelines to treat.

"As you can see. Good thing Mina told me, otherwise I don't know what she's talking to." Helanya.

"I'll help you face him."

"You mean?"

"I know you understand" he said with a big smile and grimaced in pain, forgetting the tear at the corner of his lips, "please don't put too much pressure on the wound, it hurts."

"I'm sorry Sam, I really never had any thoughts of getting you into my trouble. I'm sorry I kissed you, too" His hands cleaned up some of the tools used to clean Samuel's wounds, putting them away one by one until the table looked neater.

"It's okay Sa, I'm fine."

Selsa was touched, heartfelt, and went back to carefully treating Samuel's wounds. Every now and then the two's eyes met, smiling at each other clumsily and Samuel pretended to grimace to melt the atmosphere so as not to be too quiet.

"Still love her?" Ask Samuel suddenly. Samuel knew, the look in the woman's eyes still showed how deep the feeling for a Fabian, but maybe something that befell was too heavy and big the woman was fortifying herself so as not to be disappointed again.

Selsa did not want to look back at Samuel, "Don't know," he replied still pretending to clean up some tools even though the table was tidy.

"Honestly, it's okay. You will not be able to live quietly if what you fear continues to nest in your mind. Open up with me Sa, as much as I can help you." Force Samuel with a slow murmur.

Selsa stopped her activities, bowed in trying to dispel her sadness, "Yes, I still love her very much. Sam you know, I'm not a person who falls in love easily. I'm a person who is too scared before starting something, being around you like this also scares me sometimes."

"What are you afraid of, falling in love? Relax, I already have a wife. Two months I'm getting married." Clearly blatant.

Selsa turned her back and smiled unsolicited.

"Seriously? Gosh, I'm so relieved, try to introduce me to your girlfriend." The ink tried to relieve the sadness of Fabian.

"Sometimes I'll take her to Jakarta, meet you."

"All right, don't forget."

"Return to your relationship with Fabian. What are you afraid of?" Samuel asked, relax.

"Disappointed, he has disappointed me many times. Fly me as high as the sky and just throw it away."

"Have you tried to forgive?"

Forgive me? Selsa has done it many times.

"It feels like a thousand times that I feel in my heart to forgive everything that has happened, but still I don't lie if my heart refuses."

Samuel hugged Selaa's shoulder a few times, "If you want to forget your ex-lover not by evading, finish everything well after that I'll guarantee your life will be quiet." His advice with a slow murmur.

"It is not so simple as Samuel, if it is so simple to speak. Doing it is hard."

"Then from that try Sa. Thank goodness you can do it." Deny Samuel.

Selsa was increasingly worried about feeling all this, a really difficult condition and really challenged emotions. This was all difficult, and Selsa rasnaya was unable to cope.

"Sam still want to help me?" Ask her slowly.

"What?"

Then Selsa whispered something in Samuel's ear, made the man chuckle softly and nodded. His hand was used to break Selsa's black hair, the woman grumbled, and then hugged the woman from the side.

"Based on the little brother who was always shy." Her lips meledek.

Selsa chuckled in her arms, her heart a little relieved. Just slightly. Since Smauel will help him for the next few days, Selsa hopes this works.