My Life Diary
17. Where are you Bang?

It was getting dark I was very anxious to think my husband had not come home from last afternoon, even if I had asked permission to go home at night but my heart was still not careless.

Instead of me restless it's good I try to contact his phone first, geez hp bang man can not be contacted, I try once again still the same hp his out of range, I'm out of reach, unlike the usual hp bang man is inactive.

" Yes it is better that I pray first, I will try to contact him again" I murmured in my heart.

After I finished praying, I tried to calm my heart by reading the Quran and praying that nothing would happen to my husband.

There was a rumbling sound of lightning outside like tonight it was going to rain, I tried to get up and out of the room peeking out of the house through the window curtain, through the gap, seen outside has begun to rain sound very heavy.

" O Allah..Why has my husband not yet returned, where have you gone to live this pregnant wife alone?" I said in my heart.

Suddenly.the light goes out.

the whole dark room I fumbled through the walls looking for hp and turned on the flashlight, no candle stock at home.

The night was getting gripping I sat alone on the design accompanied by a flashlight that lit from my phone, with a feeling of fear I tried to close my eyes hoping that when I opened my eyes later that night had changed in the morning.

It was hard to close my eyes but I had to be able to get to sleep.

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Sayup-sayup I heard the sound of Adzan reverberating, slowly I opened my eyes turned out the electricity was on again, I woke up and saw the clock was showing the time of dawn.

"It turns out that bang man really did not come home all night where you bang, do not say you go for another woman, I again contain your flesh and blood". the sound of my heart feeling very far away wandered.

This morning I was planning to wait for Odin to go to work who knew there was information about my husband, while waiting for Odin's motorcart to pass in front of the house, I swept the plentiful grounds with dry leaves, and, every motor train passing by always I glance until finally Odin passed.

Tampa I told him to stop he stopped by himself.

" Sister, bang man is home"? ask Odin.

" No! do you know where the bang man went? about her last night did not go home hp her can not be contacted not usually bang man like this".

" Because the afternoon runs out in the garden bang man buru - rush home he said there is business, bearti bang man does not go home brother? this must be an old disease has recurred again". said the Odin keceplosan.

" Old disease? what do you mean Odin? do you know something please tell me what secrets bang man has been hiding all this time.

" OOO . Odin i. meant that brother, his cellphone is often turned off, yes if the bang man goes there is important business hp his often turned off he does not want anyone to bother him".

" People bothering ? but this is his wife you're not lying to khan Odin's brother".

" No, if Odin knew anything, Odin would have told brother".

But my little heart did not believe Odin's answer, my heart declared that my husband was playing behind my back, but there was no proof yet.

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The next day I intend to fast sunah on Thursday, this I do because all the ingredients of the kitchen is up, if today my husband does not come home I have to break the fast using water only, if only, I have to be strong, I have to be patient, everything will be fine.

Today I spend time in bed alone, my body is limp maybe this is because I fast on an empty stomach.

By late afternoon there was the sound of a motor train that was no stranger to entering the yard of the house, like his bang man had gone home, instead of me getting up to welcome the return of the husband but prefer to pretend to sleep.

" Assalamualaikum.dek...dek!". bang man's voice saluted while knocking on the door.

" Greetings waalaikum "I answered in my heart.

" Dek.dek..buka door". shouted bang man from outside.

Tok.dok.krett.

" it turns out Muly's deck ngak door lock" muttered bang man.

Bang man entered the house while carrying his groceries.

The sound of the room door opening, bang man standing in front of the door, seeing me asleep bang man closed the door back and went to the kitchen.

Really you are not romantic bang, I hope you go in and ask how I am that you have stayed two days.

The fragrant smell of fried fish in the kitchen makes me hungry, like his bang man again cook, but I have to wait another hour iftar.

" Dek.dek..dek wake up, Brother is cooking, let's eat".

invite bang man tampa feel guilty in the slightest.

I turned my back and saw my husband smile at me, right I said an innocent smile.

" Where have you been these two days not coming home?, Muly was afraid of bang, did you forget at home there is a wife who is pregnant 🤰 who is waiting for her husband to come home tampa give news and difficult to contact"? I asked while my tears were unstoppable again and fell down my cheeks.

My husband was silent at my nagging while sobbing.

" Usah.udah ya, now Brother has come home so no longer need to cry, now we eat brother already cooked ", said bang man while pulling my hand.

" Bang .I fasted Sunnah today".

" Adek again pregnant, whether you can fast, but this is soon already magrib anyway, yes you will eat together adek iftar, now you take a bath first".

No answer came out of my husband's mouth, and there he made me not cry when he left, is this normal for my husband?.

" Where are these fish from bang"?

" Dek Ina is harvesting fish".

" Oo bearti kak Ina again harvest? the fish is fresh - fresh".

After eating my husband and I immediately prayed the Maghrib congregation, very rarely we pray together.

" Bang sorryin Muly who was angry - angry at my brother". I said fishing bang man hope he can also do the same.

" yes, papa,...I'm sorry, brother"!

"Well.....! just doang? really, this husband is not sensitive to the situation" I said in my heart

" Night you come out "?

" dark ngak.abang tired of going to bed fast tonight".

" Yes, yes, yes"!

I'm so happy to see my husband not coming out tonight, which means my husband is completely with me tonight.