My Life Diary
22. I'm a stepmother

The door of the house was wide open as if someone was inside.

" Bang like her there are guests in our house ya". I asked very curious, because all this time no guest came to the house

" Yes"!. replied bang man very briefly and cynically.

" Who is bang? why didn't you tell Adek from earlier, that there were guests in the house".

Bang man ignored my speech again, bang man went straight into the house with all the groceries, from behind I walked meyulus bang man entered into, not until I stepped my foot in front of the door could I hear from inside the house the voice of the son calling out to father and scattering hugging bang man.

" Dad's coming home!.sister father's coming home".

" Dad,,,"? ask me in my heart.

I was so scared to see a scene I never expected, my legs were stiff like they could no longer afford my feet to step inside, I saw two children, one a five-year-old boy and one a twelve-year-old girl.

" Bang .. Whose child is this"? ask me in a voice that holds back to uneasiness and disappointment.

" This is the son of the deck brother.!, yuk Nayla, Angga greetings to your mother first son"!. Say bang man while releasing his embrace and turning to me.

Huh..mother! bearti it's really her son's bang man.

Like lightning striking in the afternoon, as soon as my heart felt like it was being torn - scorched shreds burning, asphyxiated I could not hold back my tears.

Very obediently the two brothers came up to me, took my hand and endured it.

" Mother. Sorry Angga yes, because - because Angga mother so cry".

" Yes mother.this is not the father's fault, this is the fault of Nayla and Angga deck who want to stay with the father, mother do not be angry with the father yes.

O Allah...Why did it become like this? I didn't expect all of a sudden that I would be a stepmother to this child, that I would be a good stepmother, that definition of a stepmother is a bad mother, she said, god give me patience.

Seeing me still standing in front of the door with tears continuing to pour down my cheeks until it fell on Amira's cheek in my sling, bang man takes over holding Amira and brings her into the room.

" The same goose Nayla's sister likes her baby shit".

"Like ya" answered Angga

"Then Angga accompanied the baby in the room yuk, I want to chat first with mother".

They were so obedient to his father, I was silent no more words came out of my mouth like my mouth was locked tightly, I had to say what else, no more, this is a reality I have to live with.

" Dek.. sorry brother yes ! brother admitted wrong for not being honest with adek". Say bang man kneeling before me .

Actually I can't bear to see my husband like this, but my heart hurts I was lied to by his sweet words, said widower tampa son.

" Dek brother is a widower tampa son, brother divorced wife to find a wife who can give offspring to brother".the word is still I remember clearly in my mind.

" It's bang! don't kneel before me, you want that brother to be honest".

" Yes deck.now brother will be honest".clear bang man while getting up and sitting next to me, his hands still hold tightly my hands.

" True dek, the son of yesterday who called the brother with the name of the father was Angga son of the second brother's wife, Nayla his sister Angga, was, indeed, the first wife deck brother no descendants, so we separated".

" His mother Angga is often sick, but not medically ill like worldly pain, often possessed, often fainted, brother can not live with her anymore".

" Adek still remember when she was sick yesterday, the next morning it was Angga's mother who called her brother, she asked me to come to her house, and leave the children while staying with me, he said, he said he'd take medication first".

" So you can hide all this, why do you not be frank to adek from the yesterday, if you are honest at that time maybe at that time adek will not sulk bang, bang, and now it's probably gonna be booby-faced accepting Nayla and Angga".

" So now adek can't be a mother for Nayla and Angga?, adek is now a mother youhoh, try to open a little conscience of a mother, what could you see them tampa mother?".

Actually I can't bear to see a child their age no one takes care of him, even though his father is still there.

" Yes bang! Muly will try to be a mother to them, but brother no longer covered in adek right".

" Sister promised there will be no more covered in adek, this time adek must believe in brother ya".

Honestly, my eyes can see the sincerity and honesty that come out of my husband's mouth, but my heart really says something else like that I still feel something closed from me.

Haaaahhh! I let out a long sigh, yes already, maybe as time goes by, it will definitely be revealed as well.

Suddenly there was the sound of the cry of Dedek Amira from inside the room.

" Mother.dedek the baby is awake". said Angga who came out of the room and approached me.

" Oh yeah! dedek nangis ya"?. Say it while I wake up in the room

" Mommy.it looks like the baby's grandpa is hungry.

" Kok Nayla knows, Dedek Amira is hungry".

" Yes mother, a long time ago Angga adek was a child often cry too, said adek mother Angga not kangen the same father, but adek Angga hungry".

O Allah. They are very innocent and very agile.

" His Dedek Amira no longer cry right, his grandpa has drunk ASI, he is full, try Angga see his grandpa has been spoiled again".

" Oooo dedek baby Mother is called Amira huh"?

" Yes Angga"!.

" Mother.what can Angga kiss Dedek Amira once".

" Of course you can dong, but don't be tight kiss her, later on Dedek Amira woke up".

" Yes mother".

Only today do they know me, but they consider me like their own mother, very familiar and polite again in her language.

I wish I could be a good stepmother to them.

Wait for the continuation yes ...!

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