My Life Diary
40. Must Patience

" Oh, I have some good news." Fatma suddenly appeared from within. "Good news what's wrong." I was curious to go straight to impatient.

"So Fatma went to aunt's house, when Fatma wanted to go home to Bang Faiz, she was Fatma's negur said, "Fatma here first, you want to ask". Bang Faiz said that!.

" Keep she said what else?" I said that I could not hear.

" Keep Bang Faiz nanya,"Fatma, there is not around your house a motorcycle taxi driver who wants to pick up my son, later I pay monthly".

" There is no Bang" Fatma answered Kak. But if Fatma wants to think back to Fatma about the words of brother yesterday want to find a side job again. Then Fatma said, "Bang, if girls can?, "Who? Ye? if you want to be". Not Bang, my brother. " If he wants to go home tonight". That's the story." Obviously Fatma is long.

Faiz (Muhammad Faiz) is a handsome man whom I have admired for a long time, living in the next village adjacent to my aunt's house. I wish he was my husband, but dear God willed another, it turns out that Bang Faiz loves another woman who is prettier than me. She was the first love that I had ever known even to this day Bang Faiz never realized that I had ever loved her. Well, can I go to her house?, but-I really need this job.

" Sister, brother, howling? how about not?, if you want later tonight let Fatma befriendin. Let brother have no good friends, you widow night to meet people's house." Fatma said with a nosy laugh.

" Yes, I'm going to run out if we leave."

" That's the answer, let Fatma there is a reason not to take part in the study. Well, now Fatma took a bath to get fresh." Said Fatma with joy.

That night I told my mother that I wanted to be a motorcycle taxi driver, at first my mother disagreed with my wishes but after Fatma helped convince my mother finally she agreed.

" Mommy's just worried about you Muly, you're a widow so people's children go back and forth every day on the road, let alone there's no history in our village there's a woman's ojek." Mother's advice made me quiet.

" No papa let this time Brother Muly who made history is Mom, besides Kak Muly can certainly take care of himself, I'm sure it is." Idah's words make Mom relieved.

" God is right, ma'am, we should not look at the ugly nature of the work that matters to us."

" Yes, he's gone there, don't go home for a long time afraid Lutfia will wake up crying her" said the mother.

" Yes ma'am, Muly said." I said as I took the keys to the train.

" Sister, come with me" said Idah.

" No, first Fatma kak Idah next time" said Fatma who rushed out of the room. Idah who was standing at the door could only see us leaving.

As long as I was a widow I never went out at night, along the way I saw nightlife like in the city alone, all the stalls filled with young people and even mothers among them. They just look for the pleasure of the night spent all day at work.

Soon I arrived at Bang Faiz's house.

tok.tok.tok.

" Excuse me, Assalamualaikum!" my words give my regards.

There is no salutation from within, I tried to give a second greeting. there is no sahutan as well but suddenly.

titt's..! the sound of a motor horn from the back. Instantly I turned around, seen by me the figure of a handsome young man I once admired. His good looks are still the same, white skin, and his smile makes my mind melt.

" Oo, have any guests been a while? not going in." Those eyes looking at me made my heart beat.

" Tadi-tadi I have caught but no one answered" said grogi himself.

" There's, there's Sari inside." Bang Faiz opened the door.

" Assalamualaikum, Sari!, Sari has this guest. Come on in. You guys sit here first." Bang Faiz said, then went into the room leaving us in the living room. Not long after that Bang Faiz came out of the room.

" I'm sorry, Sari's fucking Fazil's sister again."

" Mom and Dad again to the house of relatives there is a walimah event tomorrow."

" O...." I'm just goosebumps.

" So, here's Muly my son Fazil he went to MIN school in the city, school by noon and home by afternoon. I can't get out of work to send Fazil, happened to meet Fatma yesterday he said you want to be a motorcycle taxi driver" explained Bang Faiz.

" Yes Bang."

" But what about your husband does he know you're ngojek?" bang Faiz. I fell silent as I glanced towards Fatma slowly.

" My brother's widow Bang," replied Fatma who made Bang Faiz frown.

" Widow?, so you've separated from your husband?. So why do you want to be a motorcycle taxi driver?" It seemed like Bang Faiz was still curious.

" I actually have a job, so the laundry washer some house in the housing that I do in the morning. But this one wants to find an additional Bang, enough to help add money to treat the father," Bang Faiz mangosteen-manggut heard the explanation.

" Yes, yes I understand that, meaning that from tomorrow you can start Fazil."

" What time is Bang" I asked.

" At 13:00 pm, go home at 16:00 pm" Bang Faiz said.

" Then we say Bang."

I say goodbye to the Faiz bang and come out, I just got to the front door, suddenly heard the voice of Faiz bang's wife.

" Who's Bang?".

" The one who won't bring Faiz to school tomorrow."

" young? what's old Bang?"

" Women."

" Huh, woman? not wrong I heard Bang?, do not be flirtatious again with Brother."

" You don't get jealous quickly dong, not necessarily she is."

Debate bang Faiz with his wife is very clear I heard makes me bottom feeling.

" Sister, let's wait a minute" Fatma's voice made my feet step away from the front door.

" We stopped by eating meatballs first yes, because Fatma from yesterday wanted to eat meatballs," said Fatma.

" Oo .. This is the reason that made you insist on going with your sister?" Fatma just chuckles.

You go home and stop by the meatballs. On the way home I still remember the words of Bang Faiz's wife, will this be a Maslah for me? does this job suit me? I have to live it first.

Seriate....

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