My Life Diary
28. I'm Gone

Hearing the voices of the mothers outside, I intend to see her, I have not had time to come out, suddenly the mother was already standing at the door.

" Oo, this is apparently the young wife of Usman huh?, why is Usman crazy about you, to the point that he could leave my children and grandchildren, lest you have a science pellet huh!" said the mother with anger.

I was confused, without greeting this mother came suddenly and was angry at me, what I had actually done so that this mother was so angry with me.

" Who is this mother?, I don't know mother, do you know me?, let's go in first, let's talk inside, it's not good to see your neighbor get angry at the door, come on, please come in ma'am!" I said to let the middle-aged mother in.

" There's no need to be pleasantries, I'm just here to pick up Nayla and Angga."

Hearing the names of Nayla and Angga mentioned, they also came out of the room that was ready to go home.

" Granny.., the grandmother has arrived..!" said Angga who was excited to see his grandmother come.

" Mom, are you home?" ask Nayla.

" Already!.'

" Means you are healthy!" said Angga with excitement.

His grandmother Angga just nodded and smiled to see his granddaughter who was so excited.

" Buk, enter first, it's been a long time since my mother came" said bang man just a small talk.

" No need, I'm just for a moment, just I don't think it out, you can leave my son for this woman!, she said!, aren't you afraid of the sin of abandoning your children that you don't live for?, how many children and wives do you live with?."

Bang man could only be silent and bowed, he did not want to answer anything.

" What do mothers mean by many wives" I asked curiously.

" Oo..., you don't know yet?, your husband is a marriage worker!, yes mother tell you, Usman this is not my only child his wife, his wife, his wife, fitri's mom Nayla she's the fourth wife, she left my son because of illness, that's the reason, right Usman?" obviously Nayla's grandmother was yelling bang man, not a word came out of the mouth of the bang man.

" Heh, you as the woman who seized the father of Nayla and Angga, later you will feel also the reply, you remember that!" her grandmother Nayla.

" Please buk, don't tell me it took Nayla's father!, I couldn't have married if the bang man was still married, which I know bang man widower buk, he's divorced" obviously me while I cry.

" Bang, bang..what is it that this mother said?, try to explain it to me" I said with my hands shaking the body of the bang man.

Bang man looked at me, but his mouth was still silent.

" Alaaah.baru now you cry yes, then you do not be fooled by his seduction" ngocheh mother who again saw me crying while holding the hand of bang man.

" Come on!, Nayla, Angga we're home, your mother's waiting at home."

Seeing me still crying, Nayla and Angga came up to me.

" Mother, Nayla and Angga say goodbye first!, mother do not cry anymore."

I nodded and hugged them both.

" I'm sorry mom, if you have the same fault."

" Mother is not wrong, we are wrong to make you cry."

" Here we go, yok Nayla, Angga we go home, heh! what are you waiting for? please anterin us home" asked her grandmother Nayla.

Seeing her grandmother coming out, Nayla and Angga followed behind.

" Bang!, you have to be clear on adek again, actually this brother has how many wives anyway?" i firmly.

" Didn't you just hear what Nayla's grandmother said?."

" I want to hear straight from your mouth bang!" I said very rudely.

" Hey, Usman.!, wait a minute?" granny Nayla shouted.

" I have to go."

" You don't go first bang....!" I shouted while holding his hand.

" Tega.., have you bang all this time you lied to me with your widower status, it turns out you are not Rahma and Nayla's mother alone who you control, she said, there are more of your other wives, so I'm the wife to what?.hisk...hisk" muttered me while crying 😭😭.

I feel like I can't stay here anymore, it comes to my mind to go from home, but where?.

Yes I have to go home mom, I get up from my seat and go into the room to open the closet and enter it into the bag, not to forget also with some Amira clothes.

"I went up what? from here there is no ojek, ng papa important I walk first, who knows later there will be a car passing goods can I ride bentar" my mind said.

All the necessities I had entered into the bag, including the money that Ina had given Amira I entered into the bag.

I carried Amira and came out of the house, after the door I locked from the outside, I put the key in the usual place, the bottom of the flower pot.

Starting at noon, I continued walking from earlier not a single car passing by, I was worried that Amira was already feeling hot.

All of a sudden, there was an oil palm transport car from behind, I stopped the car.

" Bang, can you hang on?" ask me to bang the driver.

" Where are you going in the afternoon, bring another child" the driver asked.

I didn't answer the driver's question.

" Can it not bang?, just to the way!, please bang?."

" Yes up" replied the driver.

" Thank you bang."

No matter what, I got in the car and sat down next to the palm oil driver.

" My question hasn't been answered yet, where are you going?" ask the driver again.

" Want to brother bang!"

" Oo, where's the brother?."

" Where is this adek husband."

" Bang work!

" This is the first child?."

" Ouchhh!! many times this driver's brother's question, actually I'm very lazy to answer it" I said in my heart.

But the name of the passenger is so it is, rather than later on down on the roadside.

It feels very long until, because the speed of the car is very slow. I was getting uncomfortable especially Amira had woken up from her sleep and asked to breastfeed.

" Why" asked the driver

" There's no papa bang."

" Here you go, what's coming down here"

" Yes, bang! I'll just get down here."

" Didn't my brother go to his brother's house?."

" No need, thank you very much!" answer me while closing the car door.

I was confused, what is it that I do?.

" Am I at Ina's sister's house first huh?, from here is not far from Ina's sister's house, yes ..I was there first" murmured me.

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