My Life Diary
38. I'm Gone

Three months have passed since I gave birth to Lutfia, my household life is increasingly tenuous, my husband's relationship with Santi is getting closer and even has circulated the issue that they are dating, but the issue was denied by the bang man against me with violence.

The days I was always in sadness and household lies, I was often threatened with the words "talak" if I dare to leave the house.

I can't stand it anymore, it occurred to me to expose the lie bang man.

That afternoon, after the bang man looked very neat and fragrant I tried to ask again about the issue of his affair.

" Bang, where are you going so neat?" I asked while smelling her perfume-scented clothes.

" It's not your business!, I go where the cake, the important mother and children there eat, I'm tired of work" replied bang man annoyed.

" Santi's cooperation?"

Hearing my words, bang man was furious. He came up to me and, plaque.!, bang man's hand landed on my cheek again, not this time often when the bang man was upset and angry my cheek was always the victim.

" How many more times did you say, do not carry the name Santi, Mother jealous yes, if it turns out that Santi is more beautiful than Mother!"

" You could have dodged Bang, but everyone already knew that Brother was dating Santi" I said.

" Which person huh?, do you have any evidence?"

" I have no proof Bang, but my feeling is telling the truth, from the way Brother has been all this time" I said.

Every time we had a storm, the edges of Bang Man always went not home.

The next day, I intend to find Bang Man. After I was ready for all the homework, I held Lutfia while Amira held her hand.

I walked following my heart, to Kak Minah's stall at the intersection of four that often Bang Man relaxed and coffee there.

About twenty minutes into my walk, my sweat started pouring out. Amira who I hold occasionally asks to be carried. Finally Kak Minah stall was near, seen from afar, Kak Minah stalls were very crowded. I was more and more convinced that my husband was there, seen from the corner of the shop there was another couple sitting making out while holding hands. It looks from behind the man like Bang Man's posture.

" Bang!." The man looked back. " Oo..this is what makes my brother feel at home here?" I said with a loud tone. Everyone looked back, Bang Man was very surprised to see I was already suddenly behind him. Santi who saw me coming also immediately woke up and went to avoid the commotion.

" What are you doing here?" bang Man was very angry.

" Why?, you're afraid. If you've been lying to me all this time, apparently you've been cheating on my back." I said with a bang Bang Man.

Everyone there watched our commotion.

" Man, take his wife home and don't make a fuss here, shame at seeing people." Said Brother Minah. " Eh, Brother Minah!, where will Santi make calculations with her." My firm is very angry. I don't know what demon has possessed my body that I am this brave to yell at people, maybe this is the result of too long I hold my patience.

" You read it first, Santi is my son, she is more beautiful than you. It's your husband who's crazy about kids, me." Brother Minah surprised me.

The atmosphere was getting rowdy Lutfia in my arms was crying. Seeing that all Odin who was there also drove me home.

I could not bear to cry anymore, perhaps because my tears had drained away, this time I was desperate no matter what happened today I was ready to endure it.

Suddenly Bang Man came home and directly hit me.

" Why are you there?, don't you have a brain to make a scene in people's stalls."

" Oooo..I'm the one you blame Bang, indeed you don't know yourself Bang, it's getting old just want to look for young flowers again" my speech made the bang man even more angry.

Plaque.....Paskins ..! two slaps landed on my cheek, this time a very strong slap made my head dizzy.

I screamed in pain, my hands held my cheeks and touched my front teeth, I just realized one of my front teeth had been dislodged by the impact of Bang Man's slap.

I tried to crawl around looking for my dislodged teeth, Amira and Lutfia were crying to see us fighting.

My hands fumbled on the icy floor, I finally got teeth, I quickly put my teeth back in hoping they would cling back, I pressed them with my hands.

" If you don't like Santi, you get out of here" bang man's words surprised me.

Dumm!! the sound of the door that kicked Bang Man. The Bang Man's hustle grabbed the key of the motor and rushed off again.

That day after the incident, I was with my children to get out of the bang man and go home to my parents.

At first they were angry with my return, but after I told all the events that happened to me for the kdrt my husband did, then they also finally collapsed.

It has been more than four months me and my children are not given a living, so I also sued Bang Man divorce.

at the age of my third marriage. My marriage age is not long, but I have become a widow by supporting my two daughters.

Mulyanti.......

Your life is now the same as Usman's other wives, what is karma if we marry someone's husband, then later we will feel also our husband married someone else.

This is my Life Diary, beginning happiness ends in misery. My life is still long again, I have to slam bones here and there looking for sustenance to live my two hearts from my first love of my own choice. Do not rule out the possibility of me to find a companion again, I believe that later in the time comes there must be a man who can be my life companion again. Let me now enjoy my free old days without husband's bond as I repair this self that is getting more and more swollen. Perhaps this is the effect of a heart that is free from hurt like a bird that is locked from its cage and goes free from its master. My life is now far from being hurt, just wait for a replacement again.

Thank you to the friends who have been present supporting my Life Diary.

Greetings everyone. This work will continue until Mulyanti is hurt a second time.