My Love Is Just For You
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"My body hurts all..," complained Hind while lying in his bed.

"Bas bad, only been invited to walk for two days here already achy," Ermi snorted sarcastically and ruffled waist protesting Hind's complaint which he thought was too excessive. Whereas walking is common in Dubai considering the pedestrian facilities provided by the local government are very supportive. "Don't you be a self-styled doctor, so you can't take care of yourself by exercising regularly?"

"About!" Hind replied trying to get up but still quite difficult because the leg had cramps but held him in silence. "Doctors are also human know, just imagine yourself after arriving in Dubai at midnight, tomorrow morning you have kidnapped for a walk until midnight continued overnight as well until midnight. Today off first yes from our exploration, I want to take pain medication and rest..."

"Yes, I'll go to his Fujairah today."

"In what order?"

"There are documents of me and Aamir that must be taken care of there," Ermi walked towards the kitchen leaving Hind still lying in bed. He opened the fridge and took the unfinished pizza they ate last night and heated it in the oven for breakfast. Not to forget two cups containing hot cappucino brought to the dining room.

After Ermi's death, Hind turned quiet and continued to stare at the screen. Last night's question he needed from M never got a fruitful news answer. He just needs the words 'yes' and 'no'. Is it as difficult as it is to give an answer to his request to the man to meet on the man's birthday? Can it? It didn't take him hours, he just wanted to see his figure for real. Want to touch him and feel that the man is not just virtual. So what about today? Is today her birthday? How will he get through it? Does he still wish him a happy birthday and wish him all the good or keep him quiet? The questions that suddenly appeared in his mind increasingly added to the burden that squeezed in the chest increasingly made him claustrophobic. He also distanced the smartphone then pulled the bedcover covering his entire body. He better calm himself first by going back to sleep so that when he wakes up later his mind is calmer and knows what he will do.

"Hind, let's have breakfast! Just went to sleep again," Ermi came back to Hind to take him to breakfast. "Later the pizza goes cold."

"You used to be Ermi, later on if my body is fine..," Hind's voice sounded a little raucous but escaped from Ermi who is currently enjoying his breakfast while watching television. "Later to have breakfast again."

"Yes," continued Ermi who was so enjoying eating his morning.

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"M, Baba asked you specifically today to deactivate your Hexagram account until the day is over," Rashid suddenly gave direct instructions to Mohammed that made him drop a mug cup containing his favorite coffee. "And let your team post all your activities and then post them in a special account for our family fans. Baba doesn't want the euphoria of those who wish you a happy birthday to make you feel less focused on your work."

PRANGS!

There was the sound of broken glass scattered on the white marble floor in the family room. Soon the waiter who was nearby cleaned the broken glass.

"A...What does Baba mean?" Mohammed's voice trembled in disbelief at the first remark he got from his father. Instead of a birthday greeting that he got, it was an instruction related to work that must be obeyed.

Maktoum, who was sitting next to Mohammed, could only look at his brother's condition while eating his breakfast. He wondered in his heart, whether his youngest brother had ever done something that hurt the feelings of others so just wanted to meet his lover who had come all the way from his country so difficult. He has repeatedly ascertained whether the girl named Hind Karenina is a good girl and from a good family? And many times the answer is that the girl is really a good girl who comes from a good family as well. It would be very sad if his sister who is not easy to fall in love and once in love finally does not fit his plan. Could this have something to do with what happened with her grandmother's uncle's daughter? Yes timing?

"Do you think Baba hasn't noticed your moves lately?" Rashid looked seriously at Mohammed who was still in shock with Babanya's words. "The intensity of your social media use, especially Hexagram above, is abnormal. Baba's worried you're becoming addicted and interfering with your daily activities."

"..." - ".Mohammed momentarily fell silent. He clenched his hands together to gather all his strength in order to be able to answer the request of the father who is very respected and loved. He wants to say that he does not overuse social media. He intensely uses social media only to be able to communicate with Hind, his lover. That'sallthatis... "Alright Baba..." Eventually those words came out of Mohammed. If he reveals his heart now, he fears Babanya is shocked and forbids his relationship with Hind if he finds out through social media that they met. He needed the right time to convey it to his parents, especially Babanya who was firm and did not know any compromise. The problem is when is the right time? With his current condition he is not sure that it is happening any time soon.

"And as for Maktoum, you're coming with me to accompany me to Abu Dhabi hosting an important guest from India."

"Ready Baba" replied Maktoum firmly.

"Well, congratulations on my children's service" Rashid got up from his seat and walked towards the center where his two children sat parallel. He patted the shoulders of his two children and whispered to them, "Don't let Baba down.”

The middle-aged man walked away from Maktoum and Mohammed towards his room to get ready. Of course he wants to get spoiled treatment from the wife who is always ready to prepare her needs every day.

"Pacify yourself M," Maktoum who understood his sister's vacillating position tried to calm her down.

"Am I not allowed to have my own private time, Maktoum?" Mohammed stared weakly at his older brother.

"M-I..."

"Why does it feel like I'm living not for myself but for others, brother? Have you ever felt my position as it is today?"

Maktoum took a deep breath and longed to answer Mohammed's question.

"M, I've never seen you complain about your duties as Deputy Ruler here. If it's just that you're in love that you're being unrequited and complaining about your responsibilities, you better not be in love."

Maktoum's words struck Mohammed's heart enough to make him fall silent again.

"But since you're already in love, you should be able to keep up with the running of the two" Maktoum smiled to encourage his sister. "I'm sure you can do both well. Be excited!"

"Sister Maktoum, you are my best brother!" Mohammed hugged Maktoum tightly. He can feel the positive energy channeled by his brother so that he can get through this day well.

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The ringtone sound that echoed near Hind's ears no doubt made him who was still covered in bedcover wake up and feel his smartphone placed on his left sleeping lamp. When he stared at his smartphone screen with his mother's name on it, he immediately woke up from his sleep and heeded the pain in his body due to fatigue.

"Hello Ma, Assalamu'alaikum..." He started the conversation.

"Wa'alaikumsalam.., you finally picked up the phone after many times Mama's phone," There was the voice of Kia, the Mother who was so relieved. "Piye kabare Nduk? Healthy tho? You know, the last time you told Papa and Mama was when you got there."

"Alhamdulillah healthy Ma," Inevitably Hind rose from his bed and walked to the family room and sat on one of the sofas. "What's the matter, Ma, how does it seem like something's stuck in Mama's heart?"

"Evenings Mama dream less wearing Nduk, so Mama immediately contact you to ask how you are Nduk, thank God if you are okay...," When the mother explained the reason, Hind's heart suddenly beat very hard. An unpleasant feeling was paddling him. He immediately patted his heart to relieve the pain he felt.

"Ma..., what dream mom last night?" Hind's lips trembled when he asked. The pain he felt in his chest did not subside. His eyes were heating up and teary about to shed tears but tried to hold him back.

"Later the story if you're back from Dubai" Kia continued. "By the way, how? Have you met M?" One question from Kia was breaking into the defenses of her eyes. No doubt his tears flowed on his cheeks. Remembering that man made his emotions weaken. The man had managed to make himself open his heart too wide to make it what it is today. Helpless and could only cry to express her longing feelings.

"He." Hind swallowed his saliva to keep him from choking and made a voice that his mother could hear that he was crying. "He's still busy Ma, so we still can't meet..."

"Oh, so..."

"Ma, yes, the phone, I want breakfast that has been bad and continue to shower, I will call again, Assalamu'alaikum," Hind immediately turned off the phone. The cry that he was trying to hold in silence since just now exploded. He was crying so much. Why on the important day M he still can not meet him?!

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