My Love Is Just For You
It Takes Time Alone

O owner of beautiful eyes and smiles that are rarely owned by others

O soul full of kindness and sincerity

I hope you open the curtains that cover and ignore the owner of this heart

The heart that is subject to your voice that so penetrates the heart makes anyone who hears it like being swept away in a cradle

The longing has poured my love for you into my entire pulse

Make this chest tightness when you close the door like I don't care if I'm here

You shut the door to communication with me thinking my presence was just the wind then

Yes, that stubborn you!

If that way makes my longing fade from this feeling, you're wrong! And I was wrong to have made you resist the longing of being alone in tears that are shaded in the corner of the beauty of the gaze

The longing has drawn me to the highest level of taste I have never found to have before and linked the tone to the love you have for you

From your great love, I will do all things impossible...

If I were asked to challenge my life for your sake, that's okay, I would, because I'm the one who admires and loves her lover perfectly...

"Gyaaah!" Tone shouted hysterically and rose instantly from his seat after opening a video post on the Hexagram account containing a poem read directly by M. The man sat in front of a traditional Middle Eastern fireplace with well-appointed tapestries surrounding the fireplace stroking his white eagle.

"What the hell is Da? Just be surprised!" Demonstration Emi, Head Nurse in the room. "It's almost ten o'clock in the evening..."

"I'm sorry Miss Head Nurse, I beg for a moment's permission to the place of Doctor Hind," Nada who knew that Hind had a practice schedule until the night of this day immediately set her foot into Hind's practice room. She was so convinced that the girl had not returned considering the patients that had to be treated very much after her travel leave from Dubai ended.

As one of M's loyal followers, Nada learned that the man's expression turned lifeless right at the time Hind returned to Indonesia. The man's lips did indeed make a smile and still do things that he often did in his Hexastory post but did not look at his eyes not shining as usual. While Hind himself prefers to keep a tight lock on the story about M and what happened during his best friend was in Dubai with his cousin and keep smiling as if nothing happened. He also did not find the 'like' sign that Hind usually does on every photo or video posted M. The last time he found it was a birthday greeting to M that appeared in the M account comment field.

Until he found M's video post filled with passion and hope with teary eyes like begging his lover not to silence himself. He only realized that Hind and M's relationship was experiencing problems that made Hind not want to bring it up in front of anyone and let it sink into his heart hoping to dissolve and be forgotten by him.

BRACKET!

"Mba Hind, Madam Hind," Nada without feeling guilty entered Hind's room and sat in front of him.

"What else is Tone?" Hind asked in a slightly cynical tone annoyed by the presence of Nada who was being unwanted. His body looked exhausted and needed a short break before he returned to his apartment. He did not expect upon his return from leave, the queue of patients who made promises to be examined by him so much. Don't they have some options for other disease specialists? Every time he asked always the answer that they were more comfortable getting inspection services by him. May they be willing to forgive him who is currently utilizing indirectly for what their body feels expressed to him to get medical help by him by becoming a tool for him to divert his feelings that are being expressed disillusioned...

"Mba Hind, you're still listening to me talk right?" Rajuk Nada looked at Hind who closed his eyes as if he did not ignore him. He knew Hind was tired of his work, but this time he had to deliver the important things Hind might have missed during the week.

"Yes, I'm still listening to you, Nada, what do you want to say?" Not that he hated Nada, but he was trying to avoid her. Because dealing too often with Nada outside of work related matters is enough to crush his heart whenever the name M is mentioned. Though he has tried as much as possible to behave appropriately to Nada.

"M mother, M!" That's right, Hind just broke in. It must be the man's business while stroking his chest preparing a response for Nada.

"Yes, what's wrong with him?"

"Kok Mbak Hind the response is like that anyway? That's right, my guess is, there must have been something that didn't put on between you and M in Dubai," The innocence of Nada's speech was like an arrow that he released from a bow and hit his target right in Hind's heart, making him beat hard and silent resisting the melt that began to fill his eye pelukan after so many days can be passed without tears.

Come on, my tears, can't you compromise any longer so I can determine the right time to get it out? Please do not come out in the current condition.., I will look weak and fragile in front of Nada... Hind tried to negotiate with himself inwardly. The usual thing he did if he was facing an uncomfortable situation that happened in his life.

"Mbak Hind see the video M just posted on his Hexagram account tonight?"

"I was lazy to play social media and chose to log out for a while." Hind pressed the base of his throbbing nose tensely as he tried to hold his tears out.

"Sir, I don't know what's wrong with you and M" Nada tried to make herself comfortable in a less than comfortable situation with Hind at the moment. "But please just this time you open your account and see what she posted specifically for you."

Hind picked up a smartphone lying in the corner of his desk. He appears to be typing something on his keypad to get into his Hexagram account as requested by Nada. He gave up on insisting in the face of Nada because the woman before him would not give up if his goal had not been achieved. Nada also tried to glance at Hind's smartphone and occasionally turned to see what expression was shown by him who seemed so serious watching and listening to what M conveyed in the video.

"Why do you have to do this M..," Hind was no longer able to hold back his tears when he saw M's eyes as if they were for him. The defense that he had painstakingly built now collapsed again like a clay building that had not dried and then splashed water.

"Mbak Hind..," Nada was surprised by Hind crying sobbing. He immediately picked up the facial tissue on Hind's desk and handed it to the friend. I hope he hasn't seen such a sight in a long time. Maybe about five years ago...

"I'm sorry, Tada, for now let me be the only one who knows my problem with M because I'm not ready to share it with anyone including you..."

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