My Love Is Just For You
Determined Roundness

Mohammed was pensive in his car staring at the vast expanse of brownish green grassland in Uzbekistan. Currently he accompanies Baba and her brother to do falconry activities considering that it is time for the hunting season to begin. In his left hand was his white-furred eagle. He recalled that when he woke up from a nap on his lap, his parents called him to the work room in his house. Maktoum and Kireina were sitting on the same long sofa in the room as if she was going to be tried for making a fatal mistake. What the hell is going on? The atmosphere in the room felt serious and tense making it a little uncomfortable.

"Here son, sit next to Mama," Ayudisa said giving the code with a clap of her right hand on the long sofa that she sat herself on while Rashid, who was sitting on, the Baba sits between two long sofas that form the letter 'U'.

"M, Baba and Mama never taught their children to hide something related to our family," Rashid opened the beginning of the conversation to make the atmosphere a bit more volatile even though there was still a sense of tension. "So, who's Hind?"

Mohammed was shocked in silence but his expressive words can describe it all. How did his whole family know about Hind? Who told you about Hind? While all the people who worked with him he would not tell the girl to his family, especially his parents if they still want to work under his auspices. She remembers only her brother Maktoum and her uncle Juma. As if getting an answer to his question, Mohammed looked straight at Maktoum and made his older brother a little misbehaved.

"You heard Hind's name in your sleep made Baba, Mama, Kireina, and Ayasya who were near you surprised and confused and then asked me," Got a gaze asking for an answer from Mohammed inevitably Maktoum had to explain the background of Babanya asking Hind figure to Mohammed. "Because he knows I deal with you most often, so assume that I know about your girl. You know, I can't pretend like I don't know or lie when I'm dealing with our parents. But you don't have to worry, however, I still respect your privacy by just telling the outline of Hind."

Mohammed who heard the answer from Maktoum could only lean his back against the back of the sofa between relief and a little disappointed. Finally found out too. Though he had reminded his brother that it was he who would tell about Hind if he was ready.

"So who is Hind? Or Hind Karenina?" Rashid continued his question.

"She..," It has already been discovered, it is better if it is conveyed in detail. He was sadder, why he had to tell about Hind's existence to his parents while their relationship was at the point of the endless stretch of the edge. The girl was silent and did not say hello as usual. He knew his girlfriend was very disappointed, but he had been trying to meet her until her last day in Dubai. He has tried to pursue it and the result is that he still can not reach and meet his love. As if now he realized there was something beyond his power, yes, when the Almighty had a different will to test the constancy of His servant.

"M, are you okay, son?" Ayudisa gently rubbed the left shoulder of her youngest child. After telling him everything about Hind, he saw Mohammed's eyes glazed over unable to continue his story anymore. Rashid's face was illegible. To be honest in his heart he did not expect his youngest child to experience the same thing that experienced him and Rashid. Such a beautiful love story but full of drama and struggle and sacrifice. He can be in the position at this time not because he asked, but fate is what brought him to be united with the man who eventually became the father of his three children. She had almost given up and resigned her love for Rashid when her husband suddenly married his cousin without saying anything and she only knew from the media. A great slap of invisibility left him in shock and helpless. He felt betrayed and played so much, then, than he damaged the household of his loved ones even though the marriage occurred because of arranged marriages and traditions, he better step back and sacrifice his love because in addition to loving her, he respects and appreciates Rashid who is so loving and respectful to both his parents as he seems. For him the figure of parents still can not be replaced by anything and their request like a command that he could not deny considering his paradise is on them and become a filial child is a proof of undeniable devotion by anything although bitter. Crying in silence is her daily meal. Avoiding and busying himself to forget his love for the man tried half-dead he did so that he was not getting hurt, not even venting his feelings on the man. Instead of forcing, it is better to focus on other positive things hoping that slowly time will erase everything. Until he did not expect, Rashid came to his parents' house with his parents to propose himself as his wife after stating he had divorced his first wife because of the torment of love and the longing he had for her was not lost or lost fading makes her unhappy with her marriage. He also agreed to release the title of crown prince of Dubai which he was proud of and intended to give back to his father to give to his brother who deserved when conveying to his parents if it became the main requirement is that he can be divorced from his cousin.

"With your current condition are you sure to keep the girl?" Rashid's tone of voice was so calm yet deep.

"I mean Baba?"

Mohammed replied with a nod of his head.

"Connecting with fellow emirs certainly can not match each other especially you are currently in touch with girls from the same country as your Mama, different cultures and family backgrounds. You've told us many times the story of our love struggle to be united and it's not easy. There were so many tears and pain and sacrifices that we faced. Seeing you just can't meet the girl during her visit in Dubai alone has made you fragile like this, how about going forward?"

Mohammed still kept his head down not daring to look at Babanya's face. But when remembering the face of Hind who tried to resist crying made him still determined to fight for the girl. Not many people can convey their feelings. Is he willing to lose it? No, he's not willing! Answer to yourself. Suppose he is learning to balance all aspects of his life and meet little failure. But he can rise again. If only Babanya could, why not herself. Yes, he will fight for Hind Karenina to keep that girl by his side!

Mohammed took a deep breath and exhaled slowly and then looked at Babanya with confidence. "I'll fight Baba! Because I know it's not easy to find a good, sincere girl like Baba to find Mama!"

And here it is now. He stroked his favorite white eagle and kissed the bird's head. His eyes were so bright and focused.

"M, are you ready?" Tanya Juma who was preparing to release the small-sized bird that used to fall prey to the eagles.

"I'm ready Uncle!" Shouted Mohammed.

When Juma releases the prey, Mohammed swiftly releases his eagle in order to hunt the prey. It did not take long, his eagle managed to catch the small bird. Yes, it is like an eagle and Hind is its prey. He won't let go of the girl until he gets her.

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