My Love Is Just For You
Round Decision to Leave

"When this heart is disappointed, do not be moping

When this heart is toyed with, do not grudge and pray evil for it

When this heart is betrayed, do not hurt or hate

There is no need for drama

Keep stepping and looking ahead

and wipe away your tears

The droplets are too precious for him to deserve your love and sincerity

Keep smiling and stand up straight

Walk straight to your future which is guaranteed by Him

And don't look back and let it pass

On one condition, you are happy...

The question is, are you ready for that?"

Hind set foot for the first time after a special aid plane for the Tanzanian area of Unicef successfully landed seamlessly on the airport's track for aid deliveries. At first he was hesitant to accept an offer from Unicef to become a volunteer doctor on the African continent, a continent that if it has parents like him will immediately blacklist the place considering he is a woman and an only child who will be faced with the tribes of the interior of the antah-argument who lack energy medichem. But that was not the reason why he finally made this decision. Mohammed bin Rashid, that man made him take this desperate action.

He thought this work would never be done since he volunteered in conflict zones in Bangladesh and Myanmar, camps where Rohingya live. And he did it to get rid of his heartbreak for Reza. At that time his mother was crying so desperately trying to restrain herself from taking part in volunteers in the conflict area. No less sad, though, Hind begged to prostrate at both feet of his father and mother so that he could be allowed to volunteer as a doctor there because only then could he forget his sadness of not getting married and of course heal his broken heart.

And now he is doing it again to get rid of his disappointment and heartbreak for the second time with a different person. But this time his parents seemed to understand the turmoil in his heart so as to give his blessing without saying anything. The one affected even more was Nada, his best friend. He who feels very guilty to Hind for being the originator of Hind's crazy idea to fall in love with M is unceasingly crying and apologizing to Hind. He did not expect that M who has been famous as a public figure with a very simple and unpretentious personality turned out to save selfishness towards his relationship with Hind, a friend who is very dear to him. Even up to the second of Hind's departure to Tanzania, Nada did not stop crying because she was still plagued with guilt so it must be appeased by Hind who told her to pray for her kindness while in Tanzania in the task of volunteer doctors there.

A year or so, a relationship that for him was too long and excruciating. Throughout his life, he never had a relationship with the opposite sex during this time.usually within three months he will get a decision whether the relationship can continue or not. And in the end the relationship count years that he lived run aground as well. He was pensive and asked himself, is he destined to always be disappointed by the man he loves? Is there really no price in their eyes? Does it not deserve to be loved and fought for? Does he not deserve to be happy so it must be broken a second time? Could it be because his sins are so numerous that the Almighty rebukes him like this? Hind's pair of pretty eyes began to be in tears as if he wanted to escape but tried as hard as he could to not fall. Suffice it to cry in silence while prostrating on the prayer table asking for forgiveness from the Owner of the Universe and its contents.

"Miss Hind, are you okay?" Tonya's hand clap on Hind's shoulders resuscitated from her world.

"Yeah, I'm okay," Hind developed a smile at Tonya. The four-headed woman is the wife of the chief and native as well as the person in charge of the Unicef program in Tanzania. I don't know what was on his mind at the time so chose Tanzania. Though there are other areas that are closer than where he lives and quite safe. Maybe he needs to go somewhere far from everyone's sight especially from that guy. Don't think he doesn't know there are people who sent M to watch his every move. He has been aware of that since he went on holiday to Dubai. That's why he secretly followed the program from Unicef to Tanzania so that M did not know the trail. After their relationship he himself ended, for what else they should know all his activities.

"O yes, actually in Tanzania this Unicef organization works with one of the charities owned by one family but does not want to be named to manage this place. At certain times they visit here. Thanks to them we have not experienced any shortage. Only a shortage of volunteer medical doctors who want to work here. You know, this is Africa, a continent that if you were an outsider would think a thousand times to come here. I heard you like to paint and photography about nature, so I'm sure you'll definitely feel at home living here because the place is very beautiful with a stretch of natural paintings of grasslands and wild animals. By the way, I am glad that there are doctors who are far from Indonesia who want to volunteer here. Is your family not worried?"

"No," Hind shook his head weakly but still tried to smile and walk parallel to Tonya. "I love doing things that make me and my knowledge useful to many people. Like you said, I wish I could stay here..."

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"I'm sorry Sheikh, I've been trying to find out through Miss Hind's friend who is the nurse, the answer is just saying Miss Hind is taking a sabbatical. I checked into her parents' house in Bogor and there was no sign of Miss Hind. I promise to account for this fatal mistake." Said the secret agent.

"Wait for the good news from you!" Mohammed threw his head and back at the back of his great chair. He brushed his brownish black hair back with his five fingers a sign of frustration.

Hind...., are you intentionally torturing me right now?! Complain Mohammed. Can't you just be patient for a minute until I'm ready for everything? Why are you making it harder now?

Meanwhile, Juma who could not bear to see Mohammed until he could not control his emotions finally decided to intervene to help solve the problem of his nephew. Even though he said that he did not want to help him at all before, but which friend would let his friend slump in the nestapa hole? He thoughtlessly rushed to meet Rashid, his brother at Zabeel Palace.

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Rashid and Ayudisa looked at each other as they listened to what Juma said.

"Means she's not ready for a household if she still can't control her emotions" Rashid replied lightly.

"Sister..," Juma limply heard her brother's response. "Sister Rashid already knows about the girl loved by M and her background is quite good and quite worthy of being juxtaposed with M." He did not expect the response from his brother would be like that. He thought Rashid would help him find a solution from his youngest child but he did not.

"You know for yourself how Ayudisa and I fought for the blessing of the entire UAE? How did Ashiya feel such tremendous pressure as the wife of the crown prince of Dubai who in fact is not an Emirati?" Rashid folded both his hands. "And I don't think M's position is as bad as I was. He should be able to calm down and think clearly to face the tasks and conditions I give. How can he be a leader if in this business he can not calm down and make a decision."

"But you must not forget my dear, if not for the Almighty willing us to mate, we could not have been together until this very second and had three great children like Maktoum, Kireina, and M." Ayudisa smiled gently at her husband.

"I know it's a pity,” Rashid was no less to look at Ayudisai full of love and make Juma a little uncomfortable.

"Oh come on, don't show your friendly scene in front of me as if to divert the conversation," he also rolled his eyes irritated. It was astonishing that these two people in front of him who he respected so much still exuded their love as if age was just a matter of numbers.

"Maybe it's good for M to take a walk to the place where he took off the frills," Suddenly Maktoum appeared to join the conversation. Despite the outside looks they are a family that highly upholds the customs to be an exemplary example for the UAE people in general and the people of Dubai in particular, but there are times when only the nuclear family is gathered, they look like other ordinary families, relaxed, full of silliness and family.

"You mean?" Rashid scrunched his forehead a confused sign.

Maktoum whispered something to his father's left ear. And those who seemed to understand each other suddenly showed an absurd smile as if planning something that might help solve the problems of their favorite family members, M.

"Juma, I'm asking you to tell M to get ready" Rashid ordered.

"Where are we going?" Juma asked confusedly.

"We're going to Hunting Trip to Africa!"

"What?!"

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