My Love Is Just For You
Introducing through Hexagram
"I realized that all this time my life was too busy with a world that I made myself."
Hind has been frozen since a greeting photo of M was posted on his Hexagram. Slowly he began to digest it.
What the fuck was right for me?
Ah time yes? I misjudged maybe?
Who knows for the followers...
It is impossible for such a thing to happen!
Do not get big Hind head, the possibility of it can happen 0.000 so many percent!
But what if the greeting is true for you?
Hind's right brain and left brain interlocked sending their opinions as if no one would budge. He again took the phone that he had thrown to his desk because of shock and shock. His hands were slightly agitated opening his Hexagram account. He saw a direct message coming in, from M!
Hello,*Assalamu'alaikum Hind Karenina, may I know you? Know your heart that draws my heart?**
Hind rubbed his eyes as if he could not believe that it was M who sent the direct message. Who knows it's just a scammer disguised as the man. Hind made sure repeatedly that it was not the man who sent the message, repeatedly he was made aware that it was indeed M who sent the message. Hind was suddenly scared and hurriedly exited his Hexagram account because he was confused not knowing what to do.
This must be a dream...
This must be a dream...
This must be a dream...
Like a recurring spell, Hind muttered as he walked to the hospital toilet not far from his study.
"Where are you going, Miss Hind?" Tanya Nada when she saw Hind seem to rush out of her study. "Patients have been waiting a lot."
"Toilet!" He shouted a little.
Arriving at the toilet, Hind immediately turned the sink faucet and held the water out to be washed into his ovary face to realize that all that was just his imagination.
He looked at the glass right in front of him. Shadow M who was smiling greeted him earlier back. He shook his head and patted his natural reddish cheeks to wake himself up from shock and fear.
"Focus Hind, focus! It's time you had to turn on your 'ON' professionalism button as a doctor! Remember, you've been sworn to serve and make your patients heal!"
"Yoh!" After he was calm he returned to his workplace to serve his patients that day.
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Mohammed seemed annoyed to see the direct message he sent specifically for Hind just read it without reply. And it's the third day since he sent that message to the girl. Even though he was determined to fight his family protocol to not be carelessly reply to messages in the comment field, especially communicating with direct messages. But Hind is not a random person to him. He felt that this woman was what he had imagined in making his poems. Ridiculous may be in the eyes of people, but not for him.
"M, as determined, we leave for London on April 10th. You've prepared everything, haven't you?" Maktoum's question awakened Mohammed from his own world. M's nickname was his idea given the many men in his extended family who were named the same as his younger brother. And since then M has been a popular initial of Mohammed on social media and his family.
"So far, the condition of the horses that will be used for the race has also been checked and they are all in 100% good performance." Mohammed replied smoothly. He is grateful even though his mind is branched, but for matters of concentration regarding work he is his master. Again he should praise his parents who have educated him well.
"Uncle Juma, Abu Saeed and Abu Ahmed, I asked for his help in accompanying M to prepare everything because my father targeted our horses to win more than three titles at Royal Ascott this year," Maktoum seemed satisfied with the reports from Mohammed and his team. There was actually a question that tickled the recesses of his heart when he saw the slight change in his sister's attitude. Maybe for people around Mohammed no one noticed him, but he was his brother who was closest to him. But maybe the time is not right, or in fact he is waiting for Mohammed to express his own heart and he will gladly listen to it.
"Well, if there's nothing to discuss anymore we close today, good afternoon." Maktoum closed the meeting and left Mohammed and his team in the meeting room.
"Let's go!" Bring Mohammed.
"Where are we going?" Ask Juma.
"Round around Dubai!" Answer Mohammed accordingly. His mind could no longer be compromised. It takes a mood to calm down.
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Hind was silent reading the status of M's photo post that looked up to the sky as if full of hope. After a long time he avoided Hexagram, he must make peace with his heart that continues to urge to activate his social media account to find out how the condition of M after until now he has not also replied to Direct Message from M.
I looked up at the sky full of hope and optimism
Hope to get the answer I've been waiting for...
Hind felt that this time he could not escape because he knew that the status of the poem seemed to be deliberately posted for him. He closed his eyes and turned back time to do the introspection of what he had experienced for 5 years.
That day after returning from a vacation with his campus friends used to surround several countries in Western Europe. Suddenly Reza, his fiancee reluctantly meets him to discuss the continuation of their wedding plans on busy grounds.
Every time he asked her, she was never answered. The change happened before Hind went to Europe. Reza who likes to play futsal injury while playing while he can not accompany because of his practice schedule in the hospital that does not allow him to visit the fiancee.
He tries to clarify to Rena, Reza's younger sister why the man changed. But as if there was nothing the girl said she didn't know. Somehow in his heart he felt something Reza hid from him even though he still tried to positive thinking that the man who works as an oil expert staff in one of the foreign oil companies did a lot official trip to the drilling area to support the team in the field in producing crude oil according to a predetermined point.
The climax when they finally have time to meet Hind is faced with the fact that the special relationship they have never happened and Reza says that it is better for them to walk alone now. So what does it mean for family meetings that they have done if all this time he was considered hallucinating to have a special relationship with the man?
He remembers how Reza struggled to open his heart to the man. When she opened her heart, the man left her. Since then to heal his heart, he has been busy with his work and after realizing his previously colored world turned into monochrome, there is only black and white and gray.
After a long time he had not cared about his heart, suddenly a man burst in without his permission. Will he still give her a chance? If he gets hurt again, what? Who can temporarily heal him to heal his old wounds until he becomes a careless and cold person...
"O Allah, it is to You that I ask forgiveness and guidance regarding the affairs of my heart..." Her tears flowed down her cheeks without her asking. Hoping that he gets a clue to be able to answer questions from M.
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Duhai my love, what should I do so that this tempestuous love can be conveyed?
It feels like this world is not enough to hold it until it feels tight in the chest
Will you come with me to fly into space?
So that there is no more space that makes us crowded and you can accept all my feelings
It was like a Time Bomb
Ready to explode at any time if it can't be delivered to you
Hind reading a Hexa story containing a newly posted poem M. His cry broke, he who was still trying to hold back his feelings that suddenly overflowed uncontrollably to always think of M finally gave up losing. He also replied to a direct message from M.
*Wa'alaikumsalam*** M, may I know your long name so that I can call you by a name that is as sincere as the prayers and wishes given by your parents?**
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