My Ustadz My Husband
The Part 55

Asma did her old habit, which is listening to music while enjoying the wind on the swing beside her yard, she stared at the beautiful starlight in the dark of the night.

It's been two days that he's been at his parents' house, and he's feeling a lot better.

When Asthma closed her eyes, she was surprised with Adil who arrived was sitting next to her.

"Eh Brother. What's up, brother?" ask her

"Sir..." Call Fair slowly "You're good, right?" tanya Adil was immediately answered with an Asthma nod. And Asthma immediately leaned her head on Fair's shoulder as if she was already feeling very tired and needed a place to lean on and release her fatigue.

"Asma is good, you can't tell anything to Abi and Ummi?" ask Asma.

"Engga" Adil replied as he stroked his sister's head "You must be patient, must remain strong and believe in God, He is planning a good thing for you, God willing"

Asthma smiled faintly listening to the words her sister said.

"Sorry brother, because you can do a lot more than be your best friend, sorry Brother, for letting your marriage happen, We thought you'd be happy because Khadijah himself wanted Bilal to marry you and Bilal loved you so much"

"Asma is happy" replied Asma while wiping her tears again somehow flowed away "At the same time it is not anyone's fault, Asma herself chose this life path. Asma only needs the prayer of her brother, so that Asma can live the path that Asthma has taken, so that Asma can be happy in Asthma households such as Mbak Aqilah and Mbak Aisyah" Asma said in a quivering voice, she could be as pessimistic as her older sister, it was difficult.

"You can be happy, Deck. As long as you are sincere in your life and you can be grateful, God will broaden your heart and calm your mind"

"What if Asthma is sincere and grateful, but there are others who do not accept it?"

"Then it's the man's business, if he hurts you while you're not hurting him, then let it be his business with God."

Asthma smiled obliquely, because what hurt her was her state and status, at least it was for her. Because Khadijah never directly hurt him, Asma could not blame anyone, he realized it was a life path that he chose himself.

Fair still caressing his sister's head, he is still a teenager and has had to face difficult situations as a woman and also a wife, really Adil feel pity. But he is also proud, his sister looks tough and does not indulge in her problems or complain about her situation to anyone even to her parents.

Behind his spoiled attitude and to his kanakan, Adil did not think his sister was a strong person, he could withstand his own grief, he could not believe, and he does not let himself dissolve in anger and hate.

Adil knows that Asthma is sometimes irritable and hurt, but he can never really hate, because it is easy for his younger brother to accept Bilal and Khadijah in his life.

"It's night, go to sleep" said Adil. Asthma nodded and immediately moved from her swing.

Followed by Adil who also went to his room.

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Asthma squirms and groans while her sleep is disturbed by a touch on her cheek, not only touch, now she also feels a kiss on her cheek, making Asthma who is still very sleepy forcing her eyes to open. And faintly she saw her husband who was smiling at her, Asma returned with a thin smile then Asma turned around while muttering indistinctly, and she fell asleep again.

But when he felt a kiss that bertubi tubi on his cheeks, he immediately opened his eyes wide and immediately sat down

"Bie...Bilal?" her exclaims of disbelief as she rubbed her eyes ascertained whether she had seen wrong, but indeed her husband was before her at this time, Asma was patting her own cheek "This must be a dream" muttered.

While her husband was still smiling at her, then her husband brought her face closer and gave a longing friendly kiss on her lips which of course managed to make Asthma glare perfectly.

"Does that feel real, Zahra?" bilal asked with his hoarse voice. Asthma touched her lips and it did feel very real "I'm here, baby" said Bilal.

"really?" asked Asma half whispered, her husband nodded and Asma immediately rushed into his embrace which was welcomed with pleasure by her husband.

"Hiks..hiks..hiks..." Asma immediately sobbed in her husband's arms.

"Darling, why are you crying?" bilal asked as he peeked at the top of Asthma's head many times and stroked her hair.

"Why did you go so long?" ask Asma on the sidelines of his sobbing.

"Sorry" that's all Bilal can say.

"I miss you" Asma said in her low voice, and Bilal who heard that was so happy and immediately smiled widely.

"Say it again"

"I miss you"

"Again" Bilal and Asma pinch her belly making Bilal grim.

"I miss you, Bilal" he said in between his little prank.

"I miss you so much too" said Bilal and tightened his arms, he could not stop kissing and kissing his wife, he missed her so much, that it made her feel dying. Long both hugged and Asma had stopped her crying, Bilal wiped the Asthma tears that flowed on her cheeks with her kiss.

Then he kissed his forehead, his eyelids, his tiny nose, and his lips were still trembling due to his crying.

"Have, don't cry, now I'm here"

"But how are you here? When are you coming home?" ask Asma who is still in Bilal's arms.

"Then, Ma'am?"

"He went straight home"

"Oh" muttered Asma and she also increasingly tightened her embrace, inhaling the scent of her husband who was very longed for it.

Likewise with Bilal, he inhaled the scent of his sweet lover and he always missed, he misses his wife's tiny hands when hugging her like this.

"Darling..." Bilal said in a low voice as he stroked his wife's cheek, then he gripped her gently and once again kissed her blushing lips.

"I want to let go of the longing, I miss you so much, let me touch you, my wife" she said in her hoarse voice, Asma did not answer with her lips, but her eyes said everything.

Both of them dissolved into a very intoxicating gaze and made both of them lose their way, staring at each other with such intense gazes.

"I want to know your answer, Zahra" cried Bilal as he stroked Asthma's cheek according to her jaw line with his index finger.

"Do you not know the answer?" ask Asma who is sure that Bilal already knows the answer.

"I want to hear from your lips, dear" said Bilal and once again kissed the corner of Zahra's lips, which of course it managed to make his Zahra lost his mind, with a feeling so tempestuous and adrenaline racing fast.

Asma ventured to reply to Bilal's kiss with affection and whispered

"Yes, Bilal. I miss you too, my husband. You can have me now, and during it" Bilal smiled triumphantly and directly showered Astma's face with a kiss so tender and friendly on every inch of her face.

"We should pray first, and after that we can let go of longing, dear. And perfecting our marriage" Bilal said as he stroked Asma's cheeky back with his fingers, while Asma could only respond to her with a shy smile.

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Only a few minutes before dawn, and Bilal still did not close his eyes, and not a single bit he turned his gaze away from the innocent face of his wife who was sleeping in his arms.

Tonight is too beautiful for him to miss with sleep then dream beautiful but will disappear when he awakens, tonight was his dream come true and he didn't want it to go away by closing his eyes.

Bilal kissed his wife's face again no matter Zahra who moaned annoyed because Bilal continued to disturb his sleep.

Bilal clutched his Zahra very tightly, even after the long and beautiful night he passed with his heart, it could not heal the longing in his heart, he still missed his Zahra even though he was hugging his woman.

Bilal stroked his wife's pale-looking face, and he also saw Asma getting thinner, much thinner than the last time he saw her. Making the guilt just so in Bilal's heart, he felt like a bad husband because he could not take care of his wife.

Asthma squirms lazily and slowly opens her eyes, but when she realizes her current situation and position, she slowly opens her eyes, he again closed his eyes tightly making Bilal who saw his amused smile with his wife's reason.

"What's wrong?" ask Bilal. But Asthma did not make a sound and she still closed her eyes.

"Darling, are you still sleepy?" Asthma just shook her head "Are you still feeling tired?" Bilal whispered at the end of the sentence, Asma shook her head "Is it still sick?" Bilal is back.

Asthma blushes to hear Bilal's question, and remembering the night they had passed together to make Asthma again feel cold heat, even her cheeks hot terrace, and even hot, and her belly churned like there were thousands of butterflies flying inside her. Asthma just shook her head while biting her lower lip, embarrassed and nervous she felt.

Bilal who saw his wife was still embarrassed was feeling very anxious, and deliberately Bilal gripped Astma's shoulder and pulled her closer to his body, making Asma more nervous.

"Em you're not sleeping?" ask Asthma then in a low voice.

"I don't want to close my eyes and miss this very beautiful sight in front of me" Bilal said, then he flanked Astma's chin with his finger and made Asma look up, the gaze of the two met, and then he flanked his chin with his finger, and still give a look of longing so great that it seems endless. Bilal pulled his chin so close that his face closed, Asma closed his eyes and waited for what Bilal would do next.

"We have to take a shower, soon after dawn" Asma opened her eyes when Bilal did nothing and just said it.

Asma cursed herself who had hoped for more and now she felt so ashamed of Bilal that Asma turned her face away.

But suddenly, Bilal again made Asma look at him and immediately kissed him with a very friendly make Astma jerked for a moment but then return the kiss her husband with the same affection.

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Not only Asma was surprised by the arrival of Bilal, his in-laws and brother-in-law were no less surprised to see the arrival of Bilal who arrived at his house.

Want how else, at the end of this he kept thinking about his Zahra, he missed his half-dead, and thank God the Doctor had already allowed Khadijah to go home and do outpatient at his home.

Of course Bilal did not want to pass the opportunity.

And while at the airport, Khadijah was also very surprised because Bilal decided to take another flight to visit his second wife. But Khadija could not do much, and she let her husband meet his wife.

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Tbc...