My Ustadz My Husband
The Part 69
After Bi Mina went down, Asthma who felt very weak trying to sleep, lapse a few minutes later, he woke up because his stomach was very painful and sore even to his back. Asthma remembered the word Doctor if he felt tremendous pain, then it should be immediately checked. Asthma sends Bilal a message. And when you get the answer, Asthma really hopes they really go home soon. Asthma also called Bi Mina to accompany her.
Bi Mina quickly came to Asthma's room to accompany her.
"Does Neng Asma want to go to the hospital?"
"Yes, soon Bilal will be home soon" said Asma weakly.
He went back to rest while waiting for his husband, but the pain in his stomach did not let him rest.
Asthma sends Bilal a message.
Me
'I'm not okay, my stomach really hurts, I don't feel able to hold it anymore'
Me
'The doctor said if I feel a lot of pain, it should be treated immediately. It hurts a lot"
"I can't stand it anymore I'm afraid something's going on with my son"
Asthma cried because she saw the message had entered and seen it had been read but after a long wait there was still no reply.
Asthma has also called her many times, but there is also no answer.
Because he did not want to take the risk, Asma called Dini to ask her to take him to the hospital. But there is also no answer, Now Asthma really feels afraid of what else her stomach is getting sick as if there is an object that stabs her hard. Bi Mina tried to calm the sobbing Asthma.
"Call Mr. Mukhlis, Neng" suggested Bi Mina
With tears in her eyes and hands trembling with fear and pain, Asma called her sister-in-law, and she breathed a sigh of relief as Mukhlis answered her.
"Aspie? what is?'
"Sister.me... I'm..."Asma whimpered in pain and she also could not stop her crying, Bi Mina immediately took Astma's phone and spoke to Mukhlis.
"Sir, Neng Asthma has been in pain ever since. Please take us to the hospital" said Bi Mina who was also very worried about her young mistress.
"Oh Allah...Where is Bilal Bi.? right now Dini and I are in my in-laws' house" Bi Mina let out a lethargic sigh because she knew Mukhlis's house-in-law was quite far from there.
"Same father attended his friend's wedding. Please, sir, pity Neng Asma." Bi Mina replied.
" Athaghfirullah, Bilal...." Mukhlis' voice was also worried "Wait there, Bi m I'll have Arip pick you up and say*take Asma to the hospital, I'll be there right now, I'll be there right now, if it's still waiting for me it's still a long time, Bi."
"Yes, sir" Bi Mina replied.
Now Asma was whimpering more and more in pain and how shocked she was, when she felt her wet thighs and fresh blood just flowing. Asthma cries from fear and pain.
"Ommy... Ummie... Ummi..." Asthma held onto her stomach and she kept mumbling her mother in between her cries. Bi Mina who saw that was very surprised and what else is now more blood.
"Astaghfirullah's... Neng Asma" Bi Mina hysterically looked at the state of Asthma. Without a second thought, Bi Mina tried her hardest to lift Asthma's body and hold her, holding her, with a very heart Bi Mina brought Asthma down from her room while continuing to try to calm the increasingly weak Asthma and she was even half conscious.
"Neng Asthma, stay conscious.open your eyes" Pinta Bi Mina, Asma tried to survive, he tightened his hand on Bi Mina's neck. But he felt he could no longer.
"Aspie... Hold on for a while, for the sake of your child" Bi Mina's orders were firm. Asthma opened her eyes for a moment, but then she lost consciousness.
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Umm Kulsum who fell asleep on the peace after praying Isya, suddenly woke up because it was as if he heard the voice of his daughter.
Abi Rahman who saw his wife who looked worried also approached her
"What's wrong?" ask her husband. Without answering her husband's questions, Umm Kulsum immediately took her mobile phone and contacted Asma.
"It's late, Asthma must be asleep. Why call Asma tonight?"
"Well, I heard her voice calling me earlier, I was worried something happened to her"
"Let's just a dream, Bilal must be guarding her, nothing will happen to her. Just call tomorrow".
But as a mother, she could feel that her daughter was not well, she was increasingly worried because Asma did not answer her phone. He calls Bilal's house, but there's no answer, making him even more worried.
"It's been night, they've all been sleeping there"
"But I have a bad feeling, I won't calm down until I know my daughter's situation"
And Umm Kulsum decided to call Bilal directly.
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Arriving at the hospital, Bilal and Khadijah immediately ran. Bilal's face was very pale, all bad thoughts entered his mind and fear filled his heart.
And how surprised he was, when he saw Bi Mina in a blood-stained shirt. Bilal's entire body immediately trembled to imagine what had happened to his wife.
There is also Mukhlis, Dini and also Rayhan and Laila. Seeing the arrival of his sister, Mukhlis looked very angry and he immediately approached Bilal.
"Where have you been, Bilal?. How can you go to a party while your wife is home alone?" shouted her brother, But Dini immediately calmed her down.
"Mas, this is the hospital, don't yell" Whispered Early.
"Abi, Abi don't get angry.The baby's adek must be fine" shouted Rayhan who hugged his Abi waist.
"Sir Rayhan is right,Bi.we should just pray" continued Laila.
While Bilal can only sculpt and do not know what to do. Just breathing feels difficult.
"Look, they could only be worried about their sister-to-be, then how could her own father not be worried?" hiss Mukhlis. Mukhlis knew Bilal must be worried right now, but when he found out Bilal was going to a party, it certainly made Mukhlis very angry and inexhaustible with his sister.
"Yes..." Once again Early calmed her husband. "Bilal must be worried too"
Then Dini brought Bilal who was still staring to sit down.
"My wife.." asked Bilal slowly. The doctor looked regretful and looked sadly at Bilal, shaking his head "I beg you not to say that" Bilal whispered as if he could guess the Doctor brought bad news.
"We regret not being able to save the patient's child" Bilal immediately fell limp. He felt his heart stop beating, his blood stop flowing and he found it very difficult to breathe. Khadijah who heard the news was also very hit as well as others.
"I'm sorry we. But we have to say, if the patient could have been taken ten minutes earlier, maybe we could have saved the baby. Because the mother is very weak and can no longer survive alone without proper support, so the baby in the womb also can not survive " Bilal's tears flowed freely without being weathered.
It's his fault, his fault for not being able to look after his wife and children, his fault for leaving them alone. Bilal condemned his folly and his negligence.
Bilal is hysterical because he has lost what he desperately hoped for. Her dreams with her Zahra are gone, their unborn child has left them. And that was only because of Bilal's negligence.
Khadijah immediately remembered Asma's message, He cried regretful for not taking it seriously and because he was busy with his friend's friend, he forgot to immediately tell Bilal. Had he immediately told Bilal and gone home, their son would have been saved.
Bi Mina also cried, remembering how her young mistress tried to survive but was ultimately unable to.
Asthma babies have been fine, they develop very well, the bleeding will not cause a miscarriage if it is treated quickly, but Asthma can no longer survive the pain to make her child die in the womb.
"My wife?" ask Bilal again
"He's unconscious yet.if you want to see him, it's fine.but only one person can enter" the Doctor exclaimed and left.
With a shunt, Bilal entered the room and saw his wife lying helpless. How great a sin he had committed because he could not take care of his wife and children.
What should he say to his wife when he wakes up?. How about looking into his wife's eyes later?
His Zahra must have hated him because Bilal couldn't be a good father and husband. Bilal could not hold back his tears and he wept bitterly lamenting his misfortune.
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When he got news of his daughter's condition, Umm Kulsum did not want to waste any more time to be able to meet her daughter. So did Asma's father and her eldest brother. The three of them immediately took a flight to meet their little girl.
Umm Kulsum was very sad with what had been experienced by her daughter, she herself almost lost Asthma, but God still gave her a second chance, because that's why the Asma family so spoiled Asthma.
"Everything will be fine" exclaimed her husband because since getting news of their daughter's miscarriage, Umm Kulsum can not calm down and continue to think about Asthma.
"Asma was very happy with her pregnancy, she said she couldn't wait for her child to be born. Right now he must be really hit"
"We can do nothing but pray for her and support our daughter"
Adil is also very sad, his beloved sister must be very hit with what he experienced. Adil only hoped that his youngest brother could pass this ordeal.
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Asthma is not self-conscious. Bilal was always at his side, he did not care about everyone who asked him to go home just to change clothes, he said, Bilal does not want his wife to wake up and he is not next to her. Bilal continued to hold Asthma's hand, and continued to regret her negligence. Bilal did not even sleep a bit, he was so hit with the reality he had to face.
Until Bilal felt the movement in his grasp, Bilal was very happy when he saw Asthma slowly open his eyes.
"Darling, Zahra." call Bilal softly and Bilal's voice seems to be a force for Asma to come to her full consciousness.
"Billi...." Asthma called her husband weakly.
"Yes, honey, I'm here" Bilal kissed Asthma's hand and once again Bilal could not hold back his tears until it soaked Asthma's hand. Asthma tries to sit down but Bilal forbids her.
Asthma was silent as she realized her child was no longer in her stomach. Asthma holds her stomach which is now flat. Asma looked at Bilal with glassy eyes and a scarred look. Asthma hopes all this is just a dream.
Bilal could only shake with tears flowing freely on his cheeks.
"That's impossible." said Asma, he tried to hold back his tears and convinced himself that none of that could happen to him.
"Darling, sorry. I can't take care of you"
"Well, I don't want to lose my son, Bilal. What have you done to my son?" said Asthma and now the tears were flowing freely on her cheeks.
"Zahrah...." Bilal tries to hug her to calm her down but Astma hits Bilal's chest and keeps saying she doesn't want to lose her child. "Zahra, calm down, baby"
"I don't want to lose my son, Bilal. give me back my son" said Asma Lirih and he tried to push Bilal but Bilal clenched him tightly, Bilal no longer knows what to do, he and Asthma are just as powerless to stem their tears, they are devastated what else Asthma does not want to accept the reality.
"Give me my son... Bilal. please... Bilal. They're... They've been fine all along, please Bilal, do something, I want my son. I beg you... Bilal..."
Asma said with a slump in between her cries. She squeezed Bilal's arm very strongly and kept begging him to return her son. Seeing his hysterical wife and very hit, makes Bilal even more hit. He could only cry until Asthma drowned and he was unconscious.
Bilal immediately shouted to the Doctor, he was very afraid of something happening with his Zahra.
The doctor immediately came and asked Bilal to come out so that they could check the state of Asthma. With a heavy heart Bilal came out and let the Doctor examine his wife.
"Mas.." call Khadija and Khadijah directly hug Bilal who looks helpless. Khadijah cried, he regretted and felt guilty, all this happened because of him.
"I... I can't take care of my wife and children, and if it happens to my Zahra, I never forgive myself" Bilal murmured. Khadija could only bite her lips to hold her own sobs.
Mukhlis who saw his sister was very hit did not have the heart, he never saw Bilal se hit this, Mukhlis can understand that. He took his sister to sit down.
"Bilal, calm yourself." cried the older brother but Bilal as if he had heard nothing. Mukhlis patted his sister's shoulder "You have to stay strong for your wife, she needs you so much"
Bilal was still silent with a blank stare and he kept his Zahra-shadowed who was so devastated by the reality they had to accept. Until the Doctor came out of Asthma's room, Bilal immediately asked the state of his wife.
"The patient is in severe shock, he is devastated and depressed, you should always support and comfort him. At the moment, Mrs Asma is in desperate need of your support, especially her husband" said the doctor, who also looked sad, she was also a woman and a mother, he could understand the pain of his loss to the heart. "Especially the support of her husband. You have to be stronger than your wife, because she needs you so much right now." continued the Doctor who saw Bilal was devastated, he hoped Bilal could be a force for Asma.
"Thank you, Doc" said Mukhlis
"For the time being, let Madame Asthma rest"
Bilal can only bow with a broken heart, he understands how devastated Asthma is with the reality they never imagined.
What else all this time is fine, whether the mother or her baby. Bilal always takes care of Asthma very well, and Asthma always takes care of its contents very well as well. Even the doctor also said his baby is fine and developing very well, then how can they suddenly have to lose their child?
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Tbc....