My Ustadz My Husband
The Part 71

Asma still acted as if he was hostile to Bilal, even whenever he needed something, Asma would only call his parents or his brother even though Bilal was beside him.

Of course, it's getting to Bilal's heart. Bilal no longer knew in what way he should apologize, but Bilal remained by his wife's side, and faithfully accompanied her.

Asma tries to get down from her ward because she wants to go to the toilet, with Bilal trying to help her but Asma refuses her.

"Sister" cried Asma to call his brother, but Adil did not come.

"Sister Fair." call Asthma again and look Fair which comes with a few packs of food.

"What's up, Deck?" ask Fair while putting the food on the table

"Asma's going to the toilet" Astma replied. Just glanced at Bilal at a glance, indeed Adil felt sorry for Bilal, it looks very sad Bilal with Asthma treatment.

Bilal felt like there were thousands of arrows piercing through his heart, and it felt like death might be better than having to be inflicted on his lover.

"Bilal, I forgot to buy water, can you ask me to buy some water?" tanya Adil and Bilal nodded then immediately left.

After Asma came out of the toilet, Asma saw that Bilal was no longer there, and Adil could also see from Asthma's eyes, his sister was not really hostile to Bilal, he said, clearly visible in his eyes he was also injured every time he ignored Bilal.

Fair helped Asma to return to her ward.

"What's wrong with you, Asthma? why do you have to antagonize your husband like that? do you know, he's just as hit as you are, maybe even more. Bilal's been expecting a child for years. Why are you making your husband sad?"

"Asma is hostile to her, sister. Asthma can only talk to her"

"Why? you angry? Did you blame Bilal for your miscarriage? it's all your destiny, we can't blame anyone else for what happened to us. Poor your husband, Dek. She's been so sad about losing her child, and now she's getting sad because you've always ignored her"

"Asma was also sad for ignoring her, sister...But every time Asma wanted to talk to him, all Astma wanted to say was why Asma lost our son, and if that happened, it would only make him more devastated. Asma only tried to control the anger of Asthma and did not vent it on Bilal" replied Asma with tears but Fair really did not understand what Asma really meant

"What do you mean?" ask Fair.

"Asma wants to rest" replied Asma as she pulled the blanket and covered half her body.

Fair could only sigh and he let his sister rest.

Shortly thereafter Abi Rahman came with his Ummi.

"Asma.." call her Abi and Asma opened her eyes again "Abi has to go home, son. Gotta take care of the school and the others"

"May Ummi and Brother stay here?" ask Asma.

"Yes, the two of them will accompany you here" replied the Father.he kissed Asthma on the forehead and rubbed his head. He also could not bear to see his daughter in such a state, and Abi Rahman also saw how her daughter who seemed hostile to her own husband.

"Son, anger and sorrow are human. But harboring anger will only give birth to hatred, and hatred will only darken your heart. And if you drown in grief, then it will only ruin your life.

Life won't stop just because of one ordeal you may think has ruined you. While the real life is still going on and you have to get up, there is a lot of happiness waiting for you up ahead, and perhaps even greater trials are waiting for you, too, but isn't that the true meaning of life?. It is just a journey, and in every journey there will always be obstacles. But remember, my daughter. The obstacle is not to bring you down to destroy you, but a means to improve your quality of life. Just as you take exams at school to get to class, so do the tests of life to raise your degree."

"Then what if a suffering that comes only because of the fault of others, is it also destiny?. Should it be accepted?"

"A leaf that falls because it is blown by the wind, it is destiny, while the wind is only its intermediary, we can not blame the wind" Asthma bowed and thought of his words Abi. "Darling... " Abi Rahman framed her daughter's tiny face "Don't keep blaming your husband, right now you need each other. Abi believes Princess Abi is an adult, isn't that Asthma?."

Asma nodded in understanding, she hugged her Abi and thanked him.

"Thank you for always guiding Asthma, Bi".

"Everything will be fine, son. stay grounded" Asma nodded again.

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Nora and Imel, hearing of Asma's miscarriage, continue to plead with Mila to allow them to go to the hospital to see their best friend, but Mila has no power to give them permission.

Because he could not bear with his two students, Mila also brought them to Dini and hoped Dini would take them to visit Asma. Dini who already knew the fate of Asthma with his two students was willing to take them to the hospital.

"We will go to the hospital together, but you must first ask your teacher for permission" Dini said.

"We have asked for permission, and we are allowed" replied Imel.of course they are allowed, because what they will look up to is Khalil's son-in-law.

"Actually Khadija also invited me to visit Asma, so why don't we go together now?"

"Good idea" Dini replied, then Dini looked at Imel and Nora "Hopefully your presence can comfort Asthma, she is devastated by what she experienced"

"Hopefully, we always pray for the best for Neng Asma" replied Imel.

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Imel and Nora were very sad to see Asma who looked very sad, even the girl's eyes were really swollen and there was a circle under her eyes.

"Patience yes" said Imel while holding the hand of Asthma.

"How did you get here, did you guys skip?" ask Asma.

"Engga, we have asked for permission.we continue to think about your situation" replied Nora.

"I'm fine" replied Asma who of course what he said was very opposite to what he felt.

And a moment later Adil went into Asthma's room, Asthma immediately introduced her two best friends to her brother.

While Umm Kulsum is outside with Dini and the others. But Umm Kulsum saw Khadija continues to daydream since earlier, Umm Kulsum thought he must also be sad for what happened to Asma

"Usedition..." Khadijah gasped as he slapped a pat on his shoulder

"You have been daydreaming since" replied Umm Kulsum "Tente can understand you must also be sad, but do not let it make you stress too. You should always take care of your health. Auntie hope you and Bilal can provide support for Asthma"

"I.iya" replied Khadijah nervously.

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After a few days in the treatment, the Doctor allows Asthma to go home, but Asthma still has to rest completely. Bilal and the others are very happy because Asthma has now improved.

"I want to go home" Asma said to Bilal, but he still refused to look at Bilal.

"Yes, dear" replied Bilal with a smile, although Asma still looks to hate him, but Bilal was quite happy because now Asma wanted to talk to him.

"That's a good idea, I'm also very curious about my sister's house" Adil said.

Because he was still a little weak, Bilal took Asma out in a wheelchair. And this time, Asma let Bilal help her.

Along the way, Asma continues to hug her mother, while Bilal is driving about a lot of things with Fair.

Until they get to Asthma's house. Her mother looked to admire the house.

"This is your house?" ask the Mother.

"Yes, Ummi. is still not perfect, but it can be occupied" replied Bilal, he held Asthma and asked Adil to open the door.

"Is it too big just for the two of you?" asked his Ummi again, Bilal smiled because Asma had also said the same thing.

"Well, we'll have kids later, so...."

the kid?

Bilal and Asma show the same expression when Bilal accidentally mentions the child again.

Umm Kulsum who understood the feelings of Asma and Bilal immediately comforted her.

"Of course you will have another child, my daughter is very young, fresh, and definitely still very strong. Just so you can make it, Bilal. But do not know if you are strong again" said the mother to Bilal, who made Bilal smile embarrassed because of getting such temptations from his mother-in-law.

Even the word managed to make Adil gaping in disbelief, because the mother had never said such a thing before her.

Unknowingly, Asma also smiled amusedly hearing his Ummi who had been out since when he became so perverted.

Bilal who saw his wife smiling again could not hide his happy smile.

Bilal brought Asma to their room, and Asma again grieved when he saw the cot that Bilal had prepared, as well as Bilal.

"I'll move her" Bilal exclaimed as she put Asma to bed, not wanting Asma to be sad if she saw the cot that would remind her of their loss.

"Think about it" replied Asma.

"Well, dear.you are right. I will take Adil and Ummi to their room" Bilal said as he turned on his room AC.

"Just turn it off" Pinta Asma "Just open the window" he continued. Bilal turned off his AC and opened all of his windows.

"I stay for a while, if you need anything, call me yes" And Asthma just kept quiet to make Bilal's heart ache again.

Bilal left Asma with a sad face. But Asma was much sadder, she was not only sad, but angry. Asthma can hardly hold any more anger in her heart, but Asthma loves her husband very much, and that keeps her husband quiet, because if she talks, she's still talking, all he's gonna talk about is his anger.

His anger at his first wife.

When Asma's message was read but not answered, Asma did cry, because she knew Khadijah was reading her message. Since the first message, Asma had already known that, since Bilal never mentioned the name 'Asma', Bilal would only call him 'honey' or 'Zahra'.

Asma did not know what made Khadijah ignore him, which Asma knew Khadijah did not care about, he called Bilal's cell phone many times after Khadijah received a message about his condition, but Khadijah did not answer him.

Asma also knew, Khadijah did not convey his message to Bilal, because if the message reached Bilal, then Bilal would come home soon.

If Bilal is willing to leave his job just because Asma wants to eat Bilal's cooking.

Then how could Bilal not leave a party for Asthma and her baby who is in need of help?

All that makes Asma think that Khadija actually never really accepted him, Asma felt very disappointed in Khadijah.

Asma wanted to get angry and vent her anger, what else every time she looked at Bilal, as the wife of course she wanted to tell her husband what really happened, but Asma tried to keep quiet, as she tried to keep quiet, because if Bilal knew that, Bilal would be very disappointed, and sad. And Asma could not imagine what Bilal would do to Khadijah.

Asthma does not want to make their relationship that has been built for years destroyed.

Asma shed her tears again, remembering that Khadija gave her life now, but Khadija also took her.

Meanwhile, Bilal escorted Adil and his Ummi to their respective rooms, so that they could all rest. They must also be very tired, what else in the hospital, no one can sleep well.

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Khadija himself is still shrouded in guilt, and also sad. What's more, seeing Asma as hostile to Bilal, Khadijah thinks Asma blames Bilal because he can't save the baby. Of course it also makes Khadijah sad and feel guilty for Bilal, because he knew Bilal did not know anything about the condition of Asthma at that time.

It came to Khadijah's mind to admit his mistake, because he did not intentionally do it . But the fear of what Bilal will do to him comes back to haunt him.

Khadijah will not be able to accept Bilal's anger, what else if until Bilal left him?

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Tbc.....