
When I was pregnant with Latif I saw a woman looking at him and I saw your brother looking at her at a glance. My blood rose and it was boiling. As soon as I got home I threw all the stuff at him."
"That happened when you went to the orphanage after I checked the contents and your brother took me for a walk to Pak Zein's supermarket while looking at the things in his shop. You know your brother was geeky, ugly, sangar and like no one would want to be with your brother except me"
Laila told me with an annoyed look while Rina as the listener confirmed what her sister-in-law said. His brother used to be a village, looking tacky and strange. Now he's just turning macho and cool.
"Huh...." Lina sighed violently.
"When I dressed him up to look handsome and cool but even another girl who was fascinated. So my sprains, let alone see your brother who even looked at him long enough. Wanting not to mock him" His hands reacted like people were about to pinch. Lina smiled seeing him. That's his real brother-in-law.
"Time comes out of that supermarket again and it's with the same person. Even though your brother tried to explain that he didn't look at the girl, of course I couldn't believe it. Until the house happened to be no one. I threw everything I saw at him. I was like a possessed person back then. If you remember that, I'm embarrassed. Why can I escape emotions and get out of control like that"
"Keep brother?" Ask Rinw.
"I vented anger and we had a big fight but after that your brother tried not to bully me. He was silent and sat down at the dinner table. I forgot to throw a plate near me and hit his head"
"He seemed to want to get angry back but undone it. Your brother went to clean up all the mess I made"
"He was wearing sandals and carrying me without warning into the room. Put me slowly on the bed"
"You know what he said? I still remember very well. He said that time
"Wait here until I'm done cleaning things up" she said so and kissed me on the forehead.
"I feel so guilty. Mas Lukman who is usually fierce at that time can really be patient amazingly face my carelessness. Just scare me. If he gets angry it would be better if we can argue but because your mas softened I became confused and did not know how to."
"After finishing cleaning, we went into the room and brought the krispy chicken we had bought before. And I saw blood pouring in between her hair"
"Your mother is bleeding..." I said while feeling her red hair because of the fresh blood flowing.
"Your mother didn't know that her head was bleeding and just realized it. I also forced him to call doctor Ibrahim who was not your husband at that time but did not want to. He rubbed his injured head and intended to go to the nearest hospital. He didn't want to go to this hospital because he didn't want anyone to know about our problem."
"I insisted on coming along because I was worried about his condition and your mas allowed it. We choose to ride the vehicle online because Lukman mas already keliyengan. In the car you put his head on my lap. Dizziness she said. I'm getting more guilty when I hear it."
"You know he didn't get 10 stitches back then. What kind of wife am I trying? To hurt her own husband to such an extent"
"When we got home you were home too. Gathering at bang Alif's house. You asked to come in and tell me not to tell me anything"
"You know, I'm getting more and more guilty. Why could my grumpy husband be so wise then."
"We locked the room at that time because we didn't want to be disturbed"
"What are you doing? Sickness is still bad..." Said Rina interrupting.
"Yes not it. Lukman had to rest so I accompanied him. Squeezing his hands to apologize"
"Yes....! Ma af!!, I said with regret"
"Unexpectedly, he grabbed me. I remember exactly what he said back then"
"I know you did it out of jealousy because you love me. Because you love me"
"But Wallahi.... I swear by Allah's name I don't try to see any girl but you. I did look around but I wasn't looking or glancing at anyone, she said.
"I'm also saying sorry again. I'm sure Lukman doesn't lie just that I'm emotionally drained"
"Everyone has made a mistake. Maybe one day I will make a big mistake. But please remember my kindness at this time. I did all this because I love you. If that happens, please forgive me.
Marriage is the longest worship of all time and surely all will be tested in various ways by Allah. Right now I'm patient with you even though you're accusing me of something I didn't. Later, if one day I make a mistake please remember about this. I want to spend my life with you and our children. Hope to be reunited in heaven. You know, baby? The devil always prides itself on their efforts to deceive people. Some say it has plunged humans so that they leave the prayer, some have succeeded in beating people to illness, some have made people so unwilling to give alms, unwilling to fast and others. But all that is normal because all demons can do it. But when there is a demon who says that he has deceived people through various gaps and managed to make a husband divorce his wife, the demons will glorify him as a demon who has a high position. If the husband is separated in the sense of divorce with his wife then his mudhorot is very much. The impact is not only on the two people but also on their children who lack affection and are forced to understand something they do not yet understand. divorce also affects the extended family of husbands and wives who may accuse each other and talk about their respective disgrace"
"So promise me, I'm sorry if one day I'll be happy..."
I thought about all his words until I didn't answer them.
"Darling..would you promise me that whatever happens in the future never think of leaving me?" He said at that time.
"I promise, no matter what happens we will always be together" I answered with confidence.
"We're gonna spend the day until death to pick you up?" Lukman asked me again.
"Yes I promise" I replied.
"Wallohi?" Ask again.
"Wallohiii. no matter what happens we will always be together to sail this household ark to Jannah." That was my promise at that time"
"All who witnessed our promise...!"
Laila sighed after telling a long story.
"Now I understand what my brother said. Maybe it was time for me to keep my promise that day. For seven years married to him never once brother play hands it was me who often upset and beat him. You know our nature is both harsh and dissident but in certain moments your brother is able to hold back his emotions and succumb to me. Now I'm learning to be patient and I'm going to ask him to remember my kindness. It's not free. I hope he will always remember and forgive the mistakes I make in the future."
"What if you were going to make the same mistake?" Tanya Rina was a little upset.
"I've been trying. The matter will be a powerful affair. Isn't all this a hoard. Time is care, children are care. Husband is also a home. Our lives are the care of God too, so if at any time God intends to take it we can not do anything right? I'll learn more resignedly the same Alloh, learn to accept all the provisions"
"Oh yeah, why did Septi call you madam? Did you do something we didn't know?" Ask Laila.
"Do what?"
"Eitherway. Maybe it's something like mafia?. You don't sell illegal things, do you or kill people?"
"Astaghfirullahaladzim naudzu baratimindzalik.ca careful mouth ka...k"
"Yes sorry. He got scared like that. Oh yes you do not deserve to be called madam. It should be called dedek gemes." said Laila while opening the door to her husband's room.
"No clarity." said Karina sewot.