Not Laila Majnun
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Laila asked to go home immediately after getting an explanation from doctor Tiara that she was indeed pregnant with an eptopic. He forgot his original plan to visit baby Septi. His heart was enveloped in a thick, cloudy start ready to rain.

Lukman was relieved that Laila had forgotten or perhaps had no desire to visit baby Septi because sadness dominated his mind at this time.

Lukman can feel the sadness of his wife but if there is a situation that requires him to choose between his wife and his future children then he will choose his wife. It may sound selfish but Lukman is convinced that what he needs is his wife to accompany his old days instead of a fetus he has never even met and has never made memories together. After all, when they are adults, children will have families and live with their partners. That's what Lukman had in mind and maybe most husbands in the world had the same thoughts.

The couple chose to ride the vehicle online even though Rina had offered to deliver them but both refused. They had left for the hospital with Karina and when they got there the hospital director's wife left them and went straight to her husband's room and continued to work.

Laila rested her head on the masculine shoulder of the husband. Shoulder that always makes him comfortable when he needs a backrest.

"What do you think?" Laila asked in a weak voice.

Their hands cling to each other and occasionally Lukman squeezes the soft hands of his wife. Trying to convince a woman who is pregnant her child that this is best for them.

"Maybe this has not been our fortune....." Lukman's one hand stroked the wife's cheek which made Laila calm. " Maybe later after I recover completely and then loved again the same God. The doctor also said it would be better to end immediately so as not to cause adverse effects on the mother and her future fetus"

"But I'm not sincere well." his voice sounded softly wrapped with sadness came to call father because the husband called himself mother.

"If only ..... naudzu billahi min dsalik.... mother still chose to continue this pregnancy and later the growth of our child is disabled how, do you pity our child?"

"Naudzu billiahi min dzalik..your brother said good bang...!"

"So I said, Naudzu billah..."

"But he was not wrong.. did not know knowing it should be in ..." said Laila stuck in the throat. Not until the heart says that he has to kill his own fetus. Although in a way that does not hurt but can immediately separate itself with the fetus.

"Well, that's what he said... I don't have a problem. My brother has always supported us well. This is also because we are being tested. Don't you ever think like that..." Laila turned Lukman's face towards him so that she could look at each other and dive into the depth of love between the two.

"Then follow the doctor's advice... Earlier dr. Tiara also said that methotrexate is safe and can clean the uterus well there are no side effects. It takes a while to get pregnant is also good for us. I'll spoil you every night..." The whisper of Lukman who suddenly called the mother to Laila.

"Ish... That's what you want....!"

"But like it, right?" Lukman again whispered in Laila's ear because it felt bad if such vulgar talk was heard by the driver.

"He's not even a meat bang yet...."

Lukman sighed feeling annoyed also at his wife who had been worried about not making a decision even though he had tried to explain.

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Methotrexate is a drug that works to stop the growth of cells that divide rapidly methotrexate is also safe and does not have the risk of damage to the fallopian tube but this can cause women do not experience pregnancy for several months after take this medicine.

Methotrexate works by killing pregnancy cells that grow in the fallopian tube. The administration of this drug is done by injection and must perform blood tests regularly to ensure that the drug works effectively when successful then this is characterized by the appearance of symptoms similar to miscarriage.