Not Laila Majnun
Lukman

" After checking everything turns out you have GBS mom. That includes autoimmune diseases, rare diseases and not yet known exactly what causes it because until now the world of medicine still has not found it with certainty. Usually people who experience this immune in a very good condition. The food is usually healthy, exercise is never late, activity is solid. Then there are bad bacteria that attack the digestive system so that the body is usually awake shocked by the attack of bacteria that come suddenly and then damage the nervous system-specific nerves that cause total paralysis like this. Maybe yesterday the father ate foods that are less clean and unhealthy so that his body immediately down"

"There are two people I've worked with at this hospital. So in total there were three people with the father"

"The first man died and the second man left his wife because he was no longer able to take care of his husband and eventually also died"

"Hopefully you can survive ma'am"

I could hear all the doctor's explanations clearly even though I was asleep. Can't you explain something like this in another room that I don't hear? My body cannot be moved at all, but my hearing is working fine.

The silence returned and I tried to open my eyes again. Just this time I had to exert all my energy just to open my eyes.

Every day I blink a million times but I don't feel this happy. This was the first time I was so happily immeasurably happy that my eyes could open to gaze at the world. Something I've never been grateful for.

Masya Alloh turned out to be able to blink his eyes that included extraordinary gifts not to mention anything else. True, our poets will feel that something is very valuable when we have lost it. Like I lost my strength.

"Abang is awake?"

"Thank you, thank you, O Allah..."

My wife seems happy despite the sadness there. He shrunk the edge of his eyes while smiling at me. I took my hand and let it suck and I felt nothing at all. My skin nerves don't seem to be working at all.

" Do you know how long it's been here?" He said while kissing my hand and I was annoyed by his call to me. I'd rather he call me a mas. Just feel special with the call and not everyone I want to call me mas.

"Abang was found on the floor of the mosque in a state of fainting then people immediately took his brother to the hospital. Fortunately the hospital is close so it can be treated immediately"

"Why?" He seems to know through the wrinkles of my eyes that I don't like his calling.

"From now on I won't call with my brother's favorite call as usual because the woman called the brother with the title of brother's favorite"

"What a shame is it with him? Until I forget?" His eyes are looking hard at me. If I'm in good health, maybe he'll beat me up like he used to.

"I don't know, it felt like when I saw my brother in the hospital with a pregnant woman. I saw him carry a KMS book and I'm sure that brother just drove him to check the contents. It hurts so bad..." My wife rubbed her dripping tears profusely while banging her chest. He must be very disappointed in me. What kind of husband am I.

"Imagine.... I asked for company to check when I was not feeling well but my brother ignored my request and never asked me again. When I said the possibility that I was pregnant, my brother looked surprised and did not want a child in my stomach. And then I could see....."

Laila looked beaten and took her breath many times while wiping her tears and snot. How cruel I am. Pay more attention to other women than his own wife.

"That time.. I. saw my brother so happy after delivering him a pregnancy check"

"He looked so caring and loving"

Laila is so pitiful at the moment. Tears flooded her pure white cheeks.

Honey forgive my loss.

Why am I being this stupid guy, I'm sorry baby, my inner self.

"Did I really mean nothing to you?"

"Who can not strengthen our relationship anymore when there is already Labib and Latif between us?"

"Isn't there any kindness from me that can be remembered that would make you have to defend me and persuade me?"

Why would I do something like that to my wife?

"I know I'm a despicable woman who is suddenly present in my brother's life. It brings a lot of problems and makes the brothers difficult. I'm sorry...!"

Why would you say something like that?

"Let me take care of my brother now like a sister who takes care of her brother to repay all my brother's kindness to me as well as to Doni. Thank you for giving me a great family that loves us so much. A religious family who would accept us with open arms. Who will be patient and teach us how to worship well and properly"

"Hix"

"After my brother recovers, I will release my brother. Maybe now you find brother's love"

"I'm self-aware of who I am. My brother came to help me not because he loved me. It was because my meek brother's heart couldn't see anyone else suffering"

"Fight to heal bang! I want you to be happy afterwards."

"Fight for healing and I will accompany you throughout your healing process"

"After you recover it's all up to your brother"

"I'd rather see my brother living happily with another woman than I lose my brother and never see my brother in this world again"

No. I want to be with you now

"Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for giving me such funny kids. I pray that after the storm passes you will also be happy"

He smiled as he rubbed his unwilling tears out until his face looked puffy.

Wh why? Why would he let me go? No I don't want to. Ilove you.

Laila please listen to me!

Give me a chance to live once more. I promise you I won't make her sad like this again.

By Allah I promise that if I am given the chance to live once more I will not wish for it anymore.

Yes Alloh please....

Yes Alloh.....

Tiii......

"Doctor.......!!!!" Laila screamed frantically while trying to press the bell that seemed to be near my head because of the sound of a heart medical device indicating that your condition is worsening.

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The confused dream is from where, try to read a few chapters to the back. After sleeping on the floor of the mosque, he dreamed.

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Guillaine Barre Syndrome (GBS) is an autoimmune disease that causes inflammation and damage to myelin (a fatty material, composed of fat and protein that forms a protective sheath around some types of peripheral nerve fibers). The first symptom of this disease is weakness and numbness in the legs that quickly spread to cause paralysis. This disease needs immediate treatment with the right, because with fast and proper handling, most recover perfectly.