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Lukman closed his eyes at the words of his wife. How can he say it easily even though Lukman never had the intention to polygamy. What did he say? Relax in honey?

'What a bad thing is my nature until my own wife believes that I have someone who is not lawful to me. Didn't everyone say no woman would be mixed up then why did my wife say it without any burden at all. There was no jealousy in his heart that meant that we loved each other' Lukman had his frustration in his chest.

Now his nature has changed, more patient especially in his children. If he does not like something he prefers to be quiet to dampen his emotions or choose to pull over and avoid for a moment from something that interferes with his mind.

His name must have been turned back on his heart. Sometimes like this. Therefore, at the end of the prayer we are commanded to pray like this so that our hearts still choose faith and Islam until the last breath.

"Yes Muqollibal qulub tsabbit qolbi ala dinika"

O you who turn your heart, set my heart on your religion.

The sound of Lukman's cell phone rang out the daydream of the man hugging his wife . With his long hands he grabbed his phone and shifted the green mark on the screen to receive the call.

"Yes...."

" Where is Jae?"

"Yes I'm going there"

" What else is it? "

"Yes, I'll be there soon. Ask Mr. Toib to check the vegetables before sending "

Lukman answered a question from Daniah across the street.

And Laila once again concluded herself that Lukman had called the name of his secretary by the call of the mistress.

Has it gotten that far?, her mind while gulping and trying to keep her tears from falling while in front of her husband.

Lukman then looked for his pants and immediately put them on. He went to the bathroom to clean himself and took a big shower without giving Laila a kiss first.

As soon as the bathroom was closed, Laila immediately cried as she closed her mouth with a pillow. She remembers meeting her husband for the first time. How Lukman kept himself from coming into contact with him. But now what? What his secretary is very interesting and has a lot of a million charms that make him unable to resist his lust.

Laila remembers yesterday morning when she caught the husband sitting on a table with his employees. Her husband did not look uncomfortable at all even when the husband had seen her he did not even immediately move from his seat.

"When I accidentally hugged him, he was very angry. Doesn't he love me? Did he marry me because of his force? Just for pity?"

"Hiks ....... Yes Allah it hurts my heart" He patted his chest that feels pain to the heart.

Laila immediately wiped her tears and eased her cries as the sound of the door opening. The mother of Labib closed her eyes pretending to be asleep even though her breath was still a little stingy and her sobs were still a little heard.

Relying on his ears it seemed like the husband was dressed and indeed shortly after that Lukman sat nearby then rubbed his head. Getting rid of the hair that covers his wife's face then kissed the cheek of the wife whose position is turned back on him.

"I went first" Then he kissed Laila on the cheek for a while, closing his eyes trying to convey his love and hoping that his wife would return to her normal state. Lukman longs for his angry wife to vent all her anger and reveal all her heart. Not holding it as it is now.

Man cannot be guessed at his heart. If his wife is angry, he continues to say chatty, bring it, like a broken cassette. But if his wife is angry until silent a thousand languages he says misses the original him.

Menungso artine batuke nunung kakean duso. Forgot to be grateful for the blessings that lay before him.

At least she hoped that her husband would stand up when he saw himself holding Labib but apparently, her husband was silent. Even when she ran away from that place her husband did not chase her.

Yesterday Laila drove the car not knowing the direction. Actually he wanted to go to the parlor where they came every month and donate there but it was done. He chose to go from one mosque to another. The place that feels the safest in the world.

He cried in front of his son but could not say anything. It felt like going as far as possible for her husband to look for her if he ever left Lukman's life and separated from the man who had been with her for years.

His heartache saw the man he trusted who had made him fall deeply in love with betray him. But when he saw his son who was in his arms after the prayer he thought back. What will be the fate of her two children if she chooses to separate.

Laila doesn't want Latif and Labib to be like her and her sister Doni. No parents love them. If she chose to separate wouldn't she be a very cruel person separating her children from her father.

If he was thinking about going, he didn't know where to go either. After all, her uncles and aunts were also busy taking care of their families.

Only Lukman's family is always kind and willing to accept him and Doni as they are. From the first come until now her husband's family always support and love her even though sometimes there are slicks between her and her brothers-in-law.

His name is a brother yes, if it is far away but if it is close sometimes there are heartache and misunderstandings, clinking like a glass nearby.

And all that she has got to date is also due to her husband's big role.

However, her husband's family is the family she wants. There is always a solution when there is a problem that tests. He can have a wise brother like bang Alif, have a sister like sister Mia who is wise and always loves him, have younger sisters also have a father and mother again. It was a rare thing that he would not get anywhere.

In short, her dignity and dignity were lifted when she entered the large family of her husband. His life is increasing, both economically and religiously.

Doni can also go to school abroad because her husband finances and supports her sister. If he chooses to separate, he has to. By suppressing all her sadness Laila chose to return to the husband's house. She chooses to share an important husband she can still live with and be part of her husband's family. Latif and Labib will also not lack the affection of their father. From bude and his father. From his grandparents.

"Bismillah, strengthen my heart, O God, guide us and forgive our sins" he said when his car entered the yard owned by Mr. Dirman. He was prepared for all the consequences he would face.

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I want narcissism first

Is author rich really not me?

It's not clear what I am today?

Hehe....

I still like to be embarrassed if anyone calls me 'thor' in the comments. I became a real writer while still being amateurish.

For now call me brother or bund aja because I have not been there. Later if it's like until the new millions you can call me 'tor author' You see, for me it is an honorary title as a form that we have quality writing and deserve thumbs up by many people.

Do not forget to thank as much as possible for his support hopefully the ideals we all can achieve. Amynine