Oh, Love?

Oh, Love?
Bright spot


Then today as agreed last night, Jane and Ed visited the gynecological hospital for an examination.


While there Jane did a series of examinations, such as medical history checks, physical examinations, government laboratories, and also ultrasound scans to find out more about the age of the womb, and, detect disorders that may be experienced by pregnant women, detect abnormalities in the fetus, and also hear the fetal heartbeat. Apparently Jane's content has entered the age of 10 weeks, almost three months.


And the doctor said that her fetus is developing well. It's just that his doctor also suggested that Jane is not too stressed and the husband plays an important role in the psychological problems of the wife, as well, in order not to trigger blood pressure and as much as possible keep the wife from crying because of excessive stress because it causes oxygen circulation to the fetus to be reduced, thus inhibiting its development.


After the inspection, they returned home. In the car, Ed said, "You hear me, don't cry because it's going to disrupt our child's growth"


Jane smiled "You heard too, the husband must pay more attention to the wife so as not to cry. So who made the wife cry all this time?!" he said with a pressing tone.


Ed replied firmly "Yes it's me!"


Jane chuckles, the article Ed immediately admitted himself the cause of Jane's prolonged grief. Jane looks over at Ed driving, now Ed is her husband. Ed treated her well. When was he scolded or when Ed wasn't there when he needed it? on every occasion he showed how responsible he was for his words, actions, attitudes, and speech. Even though Ed looked resolute and fierce but he did it for good. Ed who used to be his bully was now a stern man with more cautious actions. Here he is the one who seems selfish, feels the most hurt, laments fate, feels victimized, and the most sad. And what about Ed? he also said he was the victim. Is he okay with all the rejection of his late mother at first and the anger of his father's uncle Joni. Jane knew that when Uncle Joni found out Ed was doing that - she realized that Ed had a few punches on his cheek. Jane saw it at the time but she chose to silence, not asking anything, because she also hated Ed at that time. That's the thing that caused his indifference if Ed was exposed to any problems. Now he regretted it because this man still cherished every hardship.


"Hey, Ed-" said Jane.


"Yes" replied Ed while still driving.


"I think I'm being too selfish, so-" Jane sighed "sorry, you must be having a hard time dealing with me"


Ed turned his head for a moment and then refocused on driving "I don't feel burdened"


Jane clenched her fingers firmly, she was upset by this kindness and increasingly felt she was the most selfish "you're too good, even I never expected you'd really appreciate me" jane's voice sounded trembling.


"I was expecting it. But I don't expect you to get upset about my behavior"


Even in this situation Ed with his sentence tried to console him that he was innocent at all.


Ed then pulled over, he stopped.


"You're crying and it can't be" Ed leaned in and wiped away Jane's tears.


Jane nodded, she stared fixedly at her husband "Forget me for a moment or about my sadness, what about you? have you been okay all this time? Where did you complain during this matter?"


Ed did not even show a grim face, he smiled warmly "The man in my family has never been taught to be weak. Every problem is always solved with consideration. About that I'm used to dealing with it-"


Jane was astonished, Ed lightly said so. Butler's family did seem calm and looked so sweet at times. But for discipline, decisiveness, and prowess it was the basic thing that their successors should have.


Although Ed was confused by Jane suddenly hugging him, he fell silent in his wife's arms. Ed was not sad, his expression was ordinary. She doesn't attach much importance to Jane's question about her feelings about whether she's been okay all along with her recent problems. As a man he was used to enduring all the pain. But Ed was even more muddled at the thought of his heart beating harder than usual. Oh, why is Jane suddenly being so warm to him this makes him ashamed.


Jane who thought Ed had no place to rest allowed himself to be a place to moan. Jane thinks Ed has a deep sadness hidden away from appearing weak. But in fact all of Jane's thoughts are not true. Ed's fine. Although Ed was educated hard by his family but it was balanced with the teachings of love and the feelings of love from his Father and Mother. So Ed became a person who was quite calm when solving problems that shook his life.


But Ed liked Jane's concern for him. This meant that the distance between them gradually faded.


Long enough Jane hugged her husband intending to give him a place to complain. But Ed said nothing, he was not sad, he was mediocre. Jane pulls Ed away from him, then observes Ed's expressionless face.


"you're not crying?" ask Jane.


"uh! what's for?" Ed's confused.


Jane frowned, she felt strange with Ed. If he was in Ed's position who was given a hug, maybe he would break into tears. Because Jane is weak with this kind of calm.


Jane continued, "I mean, usually if I might cry" she said.


Ed just stared at his confused wife, crying? he didn't feel the need. Ah, she knew Jane might think with her help like this could lift her load.


Ed hugged Jane again, his face on his wife's shoulder.


"Hey, why all of a sudden" Jane was more confused.


"You want me to cry. So we'll repeat I'll cry" she said.


Jane is upset, she pushes Ed away "huh! it's not like that" Jane folded both her arms in annoyance.


"So?!" Ed leaned back on Jane's shoulder, he teased her.


Jane pushes Ed's face against her "Far away" Jane continues to push Deep Ed, but again Ed again renders, even with a girly face, satisfied to see Jane getting upset.


"ih, away!!" Jane squealed a little more and more annoyed at the making.


Ed didn't even listen to her, he made Jane more upset with his behavior because the annoyance of Jane's face made Ed want to be more literate. This is much better than Jane crying, although Jane looks upset but looks faint smile sweet lips beautiful wife.