
Viola quickly came after Jane asked for it. Viola thought it was about yesterday's letter and it was appropriate.
"so you've already returned the letter?" said Viola.
"uh!" Jane sighed, "i don't know and so far I've been quite confused"
Viola wondered what caused Jane the trouble to the point that her breathing sounded heavy "what in the letter Yoga offended you, let me crack her head if that's true!''
Jane quickly shook her head "Absolutely not. Yoga apparently intends to help his friend in the letter to ask me to meet Andre" said Jane rushed to tell Viola so that the intention of Yoga is not considered bad by him.
Viola doesn't understand more, Andre? why his best friend was asked to meet a senior brother who has long graduated and reportedly has not been heard.
Seeing her friend who seemed confused, Jane explained the contents of the letter in detail and how she met with Andre's brother at that time with her husband when Andre's brother intended to express his feelings, he said, at that time he could not imagine the feeling of Andre's brother who must be surprised to know he was married.
"oh-" Viola could not say, then after a pause with a confused face he said "If I put Andre's foot on the position how hurt I was to see my loved ones apparently married."
"Hey, don't say that. I'm not feeling good" Jane said grimly.
"All right, So? what do you intend?"
Jane seemed to think and replied, "Do I have to go to her and apologize that I can't return her feelings?"
"You really don't have to think about that feeling deeply. You don't have feelings for her? and you're married. I think if you see her it'll make her even more hurt" yeah, that's Viola's point of view.
Jane is more confused that her best friend says there is a point but why she still feels restless if she does not meet Andre's sister, Andre, moreover, he is a good person to her, it feels unethical that he now ignores her after he finds out that Andre's brother has quite deep feelings for her. Jane had no intention of anything, just didn't want any resentment after this and made one day they become silent just because of unresolved emotional issues.
Jane understood that phrase, though, if at that time Andre's brother who has not graduated expressed his feelings and Jane accepted it then now Andre's brother who was with him is not Ed and he will never experience the incident of not wearing that night. But, thinking back again is useless and not necessarily at that time he will receive Andre's brother because from the beginning he did not intend to marry or date before graduating. Jane recalled her sentence back then to Andre's sister 'I will get married later when I graduate, before that I won't get married and reject all proposals'. Oh, Jane feels more guilty after remembering it, so Andre's brother did not dare to express his feelings at that time and came back when Jane was in the final stages of taking care of the script. Jane unconsciously gave false reassurance to Andre's brother and now Jane feels Andre must be very angry and hate him. Given that he once said he would reject every proposal before graduation and instead marry before graduation, Brother Andre must consider himself a big lie. But, Jane can only plan she herself does not know why the incident happened to her and caused her to be married and in the position she is today. It felt like his mind was complicated.
Looking at Jane who was speechless with her thoughts, Viola broke Jane's daydream she said "And now he must have heard also more clear information that you are married despite your brief meeting at that time with your husband. Yesterday when I met up with friends when I said you were married. And the foggy thing is Yoga is urging me that I tell lies. But after seeing me say with honesty he looked confused. I didn't understand why he was acting that way, and now that I know in the letter Yoga wrote that he really asks people's wives to meet other men, it's like he's telling you to cheat. It seems like he was quite panicked and scared if it were read by your husband!."
"Begging him to calm down because I read it myself" Jane replied.
Viola rode on her shoulder she did not intend to disappear the fear feeling of Yoga, she became happy if Yoga was frightened and she would enjoy the fear of Yoga. Yes Viola and Yoga do often quarrel and look for cracks with each other to mute each other, their friendship is unique.
"If you think about Andre, he is very good and will probably still treat you well. If you really want to solve the problem of the feeling well then meet him. Yes indeed I asked you not to meet him, yes the opinion of someone is quickly changed. It feels like now it would be best for you to meet him, to get rid of your riled feelings" Viola suggested.
But if Jane really did see Andre, what reasonable reason should she give when Andre asked her why she got married sooner and lied about her getting married after graduation? Jane's really fucked up. After much deliberation Jane decides to meet Andre's brother, and apologizes that she cannot return her feelings and apologizes that she reneged on his words that day.
"Viola can you tell Yoga when I can meet Brother Andre? then tell him if you see me if Andre's brother objected, yes we know Andre already knows I'm married"
Viola was busy pressing her phone keyboard, sending a message on Yoga. Long enough they wait for Yoga to give a reply.
"she said today, are you ready to see her now?"
Jane nodded, I thought the sooner the problem would be better.
And they then headed to the location where they promised to meet at a dining place not too far from Jane's current residence.
But what Jane forgot was to ask her husband for permission first. She who is now a wife forgets important things, and just goes to meet another man who has feelings for her.