Oh, Love?
Message on his phone

Then long enough Jane was in the position of Ed who embraced him. And Jane kept urging Ed to take a shower, considering the night was getting late. Afterwards Ed got up and rushed to take a bath. Before that he put his phone on the table.

When Jane feels better, it's more to do with Ed. However, a message just came in on Ed's phone which was on. Jane did not want to know about the message, but the message was accidentally caught by her eyes. It was seen that the message was sent by Bella, with the sentence of her message 'Ed I really miss you. When did you come here?"

Just then Jane was speechless with a chaotic feeling, her heart throbbing tremendously.

Jane initially who is not curious to know, he grasped Ed's phone and saw further the message that was just sent by the woman named Bella, the contents make Jane's mind increasingly confused 'I heard you got married. I can't believe it, then we should meet and you should explain everything! you broke my heart!'- the message was quite long just because there was a security password on Ed's phone, he couldn't read more about the contents of the woman's message.

Love?! Jane did not feel it, but when she found out the man who became her husband had another woman somehow it felt throbbing pain. And whatever the consequences are, isn't he ready. Apparently what is said with reality is very difficult to accept.

What does Jane know about her husband? there is nothing just as limited to the past as an irritating neighbor. How is Ed's love affair or maybe he has someone he loves and is forced to leave because of this incident? Jane touched her throbbing forehead. If so, how will his son. He doesn't care about himself but his son.

Jane calmed herself down, she took a deep breath. He chose not to conclude that the woman was the one Ed loved. Shit, he can't think that well now. For now Jane does not want to think about it, she chooses to lay herself in bed. Whatever it is Jane's thinking of pretending not to know.

Ed came out of the bathroom, of course in the sleeping pajamas he was wearing. He rushed to the bed. Seeing Jane who seems to have fallen asleep, Ed chooses not to disturb her. Then then Ed's focus moved on his phone which from earlier sounded noisy many incoming messages.

But the real Jane doesn't sleep and though her eyes are closed, she senses Ed opening her phone and sounds like he's tapping on the phone's keyboard. At that time Jane was convinced that Ed was replying to the woman.

Honestly Jane was agitated, and in pain of her heart and mind, she was unceasingly moving and changing positions. Jane really hates situations where she feels cornered with uncertain feelings.

"what's up? why do you feel so unsettled? " said Ed who whispered near Jane, hugging her.

Jane had not slept and had trouble sleeping tonight, she opened her eyes and just kept quiet and did not intend to answer.

"Is your stomach hurting? which part of it hurts, huh?" Ed was busy stroking Jane's stomach to find out where Jane's pain was so that she looked agitated.

Jane turned her back to Ed, how she told him that something hurt invisible but felt so suffocating.

Then Ed just tried to make Jane comfortable, yes Jane who did not give an answer made Ed think his wife's mood returned bad.

The seconds, minutes, and hours continued to pass but Jane's uneasiness made it difficult to sleep. Ed's the same he didn't fall asleep because he felt a jittery Jane tonight. Ed decided to invite Jane to talk, considering there is something important that he forgot to say. Ed then broke the silence "Jane I forgot to tell you earlier, that tomorrow I have to go to Bali"

Hearing that made Jane even more chaotic, her mind was confused by the many bad conclusions she had imagined.

"You know I'm an only child. And I have a lot of work to do. Here and there I have to finish my business and my family" Ed said.

"All right" he answered briefly. Jane bit her lips hard, she wanted to ask about the message sent by the woman named Bella, but her lips were upset. Then Ed who said he would go to Bali tomorrow convinced Jane that Ed not only took care of his work but also met the woman.

Jane's thoughts became complicated with sadness that suddenly enveloped her "How many-how many days were you there?"

"Just a day and I'll be back soon after"

"Yes, just do your job" Jane said.

In this case Jane really doesn't want to hurt more if her reflection is fact. Just a little care and a warm hug does not mean that their hearts are held together. Yes, Jane tries to be wiser in dealing with her feelings so that when it comes time to know something she will not feel more pain. At least with ignorance makes her feel more comfortable Jane prefers not to know it.

"Hey, you look sad whether you're regretting my departure. If my departure makes you uneasy what if you come tomorrow. It's just that it won't be good for you because you have to go back and forth with your pregnant condition" Ed was quite confused, Jane looks unwilling she left but on the other hand if she comes along she will be tired later because there she is only a moment.

"If you don't intend to invite, don't expect me to come along. It was just a pleasantry sentence!!" Jane slightly climbed over her shoulder, gesturing that she did not want Ed to touch her or hug her.

Ed, aware of Jane's asking her not to hug, let go of her arms, straightened his eyes to the ceiling, and then he said, "I mean it, why do you think it's just a small talk"

Jane did not reply, she just fell silent trying hard to keep her mind floating everywhere.

"I'll book two tickets. Come along" after considering Ed decided to invite Jane, the anxiety that Jane showed was more worrying.

But Jane shakes "No. I want to be home" he said. Jane didn't want to come along and find out what might hurt her later, she actually chose to close her eyes with what she just saw on her husband's phone.

Jane who said that, made Ed appreciate his decision "I was really just a moment and will come right back after" obviously Ed hoped Jane would be calmer.

But Jane didn't even flinch, Ed glanced at his wife "Then tomorrow I ask Aunt Yuni to stay with you if you really don't intend to come" Ed said.

Jane nodded in agreement.

Aunt Yuni did work at their residence, but only until the afternoon of the night Aunt Yuni would return home. And for tomorrow he will stay because of a request from Ed, so that Jane has someone to accompany and things that are not expected to be minimized.