Oh, Love?
Disappointed Mama

Ed woke up with a head that hurt, he hit his head many times. Ah, he remembers now. Last night he was suddenly surrounded by unknown people, checked for alcohol and wanted to take them. Luckily, he was good at fighting so he could escape. Then, he remembered meeting Jane again who helped him to be kind in his home, only to get there he remembered nothing more. 

"Fuck! savage!"

There was the sound of sobs that sounded very sad. Ed, turned his head and found a crying Jane sobbing at the corner of the window with a blanket covering her body. He was so messy, it really made the heart slit to see him. 

"What's going on?" Ed wondered with great confusion. 

Then he realized he was wearing nothing on his body, and the debris from last night's memories began to appear. Jane's being coerced and her vile actions on Jane. Ed froze with a guilty feeling he could not explain. His eyes widened to look at Jane there, so he was like that. 

Ed hurried to put on his clothes, then approached Jane, he lowered his head in apology many times. But what a sense of destruction has enveloped Jane. His kindness was met with such disgusting things. 

"I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to"

Plaque!! 

Not done with the sentence Ed was given a strong slap by Jane. His little hand that trembled with fear, what should he do to atone for his sin. 

His apology won't change anything, Ed didn't mean to do that. But, those people who gave her strange drinks made this mess. No, instead of blaming the drink should be a problem that is not able to hold back. 

Ed brought Jane's clothes to put her next to him. Jane even gave a wary look, clearly now she was still afraid of him. 

"Jane, please put it on first"

Jane looked at him sharply with tears filling her eyes. Ed, can't see it like that. 

Carefully he said "I'll take responsibility"

Jane rubbed her tears, staring disdainfully at Ed "Huh? no. gabe. Get out of here" His voice was so soft, his fingers clasped tightly onto the blanket cloth that covered him. 

"That mistake I have to account for Jane" she said. 

His gaze became sad with a bitter smile, a moment later Jane cried hysterically and said "For what? so you can easily destroy me again? You have a grudge with me? Go Ed, don't pretend like you care now. You who are like animals then destroy me" I don't know now his head feels chaotic. 

"I'm an animal here!! maybe more ugly. Everything I say in your eyes will always be wrong because you were scared after last night. The same thing we do not want, let me fix myself with you, so please do not reject my forgiveness"

Jane began to calm down, after wrestling with fear, tears that began to stop dripping and her flat face. Although she did not rule out the possibility of hating her kindness last night, by holding her back from crying again, she replied "If it is only guilt, then it is not necessary, you can reflect on your mistakes without involving me. And I would never want to get involved with you again let alone spend every second with a guy like you!!"

Ed regretted his uncontrolled actions even though Jane said so he couldn't let go. Lucky they are both single and inexperienced. However, it's Jane's biggest trauma because she's probably very violent. Ed refuses to fulfill Jane's wishes. Ed sternly said, "Taking off you will show you how much of an asshole I am"

Jane shook her head, staring expectantly at him "No, as long as we have a deal"

Ed brushed his hair, his fingers clenched tightly. "That's not going to happen, are you crazy after last night you want to forget it. I can't, I'm so guilty of you!!"

"Yes, you just have to agree. Then we do not need to meet again, slowly everything will be forgotten" Jane asserted with tears back down. 

Lek's check!! 

"Jane, apparently the business there does not take long and yes we can do our plan beforehand. Visit to Dad's grave. Then mom brought your favorite food"

Jane and Ed looked at the door at the same time. Surprised not playing. Here Jane expects her mother to stay out of town longer, everything goes awry. 

Her mistress Sarah's forehead shriveled, all her luggage falling, she quickly deduced this situation "What the fuck is Jane-" Her screech out loud 

"You play like an unlearned woman!!" His anger stirred, and then mistress Sarah limbung he leaned near the wall. 

Jane pushed Ed "Mama wasn't like that" Jane huffed in tears. 

He shook his head in disbelief at what he saw now "Oh, you're going to quibble with clear evidence and you dare you!!" Lady Sarah looked intently at the man next to Jane, she considered him her daughter's lover to do things they shouldn't do, especially her daughter was just wrapped in a blanket and broke her heart. The look of disappointment was clearly visible on the face of the child he believed had hurt his heart. Lady Sarah bit her lips hard, trying hard not to shed her tears. 

"Listen to mama, she-" Jane pointed at Ed with tears rushing over. 

Ed could not keep silent just to see the problems that occurred because of it, he stood with his head down "excuse me aunt, here Jane is innocent but I. Therefore the law is me and I will be responsible for my actions"

Lady Sarah chuckled, now she said responsibility after doing that in her house. He clenched his fingers firmly trying to restrain himself from going berserk, he wrestled with his mind, actually where the fault lay to the point that his daughter went wild, what attention and love did he give all this time? But anger and a sense of failure are the winners. 

With anger Lady Sarah dragged her daughter out of the house using only a blanket on her body. Now that he'll be free with the man, there are no norms to look at anymore, no scolding needed to be heard from her yet now her daughter showed how immoral she was and how failed she was to be a mother to her.

"Pardon me, listen to me first" just that sentence that Jane uttered many times, while looking at her mother hoping to listen to her, but no matter how hard she tried her mother did not hear her complaint. 

Ed stopped the act, he knew here he was guilty but without hearing the explanation it was also a wrong action. 

Ed and Lady Sarah stared at each other intently. Then without hearing any more pleadings from them, Sarah's mistress evicted her daughter and the man. Yeah, Ed was his neighbor he didn't realize. In fact, he didn't give Jane time to change clothes first. 

Jane kept knocking on the door, hoping her mother would listen.  

After expelling her daughter, Sarah's mistress cries in her room. He could not bear it, but could not accept his daughter's behavior. 

"Stop your hand will hurt" Ed clasped Jane's arm firmly. Jane tried to pull over but she could not do, Ed looked at her with a fixed look managed to make Jane speechless with increasing fear. 

"No, don't look at me like a predator" said Ed, oh it was so devastated to see the woman in front of him so badly hurt. 

"Wantas? Aren't you satisfied?!" 

"You've made it, congratulations Ed and thank you so much that my life and my mother's trust have been shattered - Oh, how this is Papa -" Jane cried sitting at the door hugging herself. 

Ed clenched Jane firmly, stroking her hair in an sorry whisper he knew would never be forgiven. Then because of tired Jane drooped weakly in his arms.