Patience in Wounds (Stupidity)
142. Meaningless

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Febby had just woken up from his nap. It turned out that one pregnant woman was quite lazy as well. No problem also according to the doctor, in the first trimester it must be a lot of rest especially Febby's body that still likes nausea and makes him weak. But later if it is in the middle of the second trimester until before labor then it must move a lot.

Febby rubbed his eyes that still felt sticky, he looked at the window that turned out the sky was orange.

"Geez, it's afternoon already. Why can I sleep so long" he murmured.

Then he lifted the blanket and got off the bed, he wanted to take a bath so that his body became fresher. Febby began to strip off his clothes, leaving only his innocent body. Getting into a clear glass cubicle and turning on the shower, the water that soaked her body made her look sexier. It's worth a lot of men who want to touch his body, but now there's only Mike who will enjoy all that. Without Febby realizing he already belonged to Mike Anderson.

While soaking his body, Febby thought of Mike. Why does it feel like he wants to be with the man forever, treated well, cared for and spoiled making the woman forget herself and not want to let go of the man.

If usually after having a one night stand, Febby does not feel anything but with Mike he feels different.

"What do I have to do so I can stay next to him. It is possible that giving him satisfaction can bind him, but Sakka never had any feelings for me even though I continued to satisfy him."

Febby raised his head, feeling the falling water give him a hint of coolness.

After feeling refreshed Febby turned off the faucet and grabbed a towel which was then wrapped around his body. For a moment he was glued to the mirror, looking at his chest full of traces left by Mike. There was something strange about why the man had not left that trace on his neck either. Maybe he doesn't want anyone to see.

Febby chose a dress in the closet, very beautiful with nude colors and there is a ribbon on the waist.

Her taste is good too, almost all the clothes are very elegant and pretty to fit my body.

Sure enough the clothes fit Febby so well, he felt like he was younger in such clothes. Because usually Febby choose clothes that will make it look more mature.

Not to forget Febby also slightly apply makeup, not as thick as before just so as not to look pale. Finished putting on makeup she sprayed the perfume available on the dresser. He loved the smell, it was so sweet.

Again Febby saw his reflection in the mirror, now in front of his eyes is not like the old Febby. He really turned into someone else, exactly the way Mike wanted to be. But he did not mind at all, as he was quite comfortable with his current appearance.

It turns out that I look much younger with this look. Why didn't I realize this before. Febby admired himself.

Febby walked to the door connecting the two rooms, wanting to find out if Mike was home or not, I don't know if he really wanted the man to see his current appearance. He put his ear to the door but heard no sound in the room.

Had he not come home yet, I better go out to find out.

Unconcerned about scorn, Febby went down to the first floor looking for someone he could ask. Who else if not Ida bi, only she that Febby believed in that house. While the other servants only considered her a mistress who did not deserve respect. He doesn't care about their thoughts, but Febby doesn't eat from them why they should influence his thoughts.

"Bi Ida.." call Febby.

"Yes Non, is there anything Miss wants?" Bi Ida immediately approached her nonanya.

"No Bi, I'm gonna ask if Miky's home yet?" asked Febby, he did not realize if he called Mike Miky and it makes bi Ida wonder, who Miky feels in the house there is no one named Miky.

"I mean, did Mike go home? It's late in the afternoon, usually from yesterday he came home in the afternoon" Febby said.

"Good God.I'm sorry aunt Non. Bibi forgot to convey the message of master," bi Ida patted her own forehead.

"What message is Bi?" Febby frowned.

"That's Non, this morning the master went out of town. Tuan said there is a sudden job, you also advised that the lady not to look for him maybe some days you will not go home," said bi Ida conveying a message from her master.

"Out town bi? Why so suddenly," Febby was stunned and a little sad to hear Mike was not going home for the next few days.

"Yes Non, if you need anything, just tell your aunt" said bi Ida.

"Why not say anything to me, do I mean nothing at all" said Febby but could still be heard by bi Ida.

"When you want to go, the lady is still sleeping so it's not so good. Mister is very dear to the lady so sir does not want to disturb the restful sleep of the lady." Bi Ida tried to explain, she did not want her nona misunderstood.

However, for Febby it was just an excuse, actually the man might be willing to avoid it. Again after doing that he disappeared, did he regret what they had done.

"I went to the room first bi," said Febby not excited anymore. Though earlier she was eager to show her beauty to Mike but instead could not. Free he's been grooming.

Miss you don't misunderstand me, I can guarantee that you love Miss very much. From the way he looked at the lady alone was very clearly seen. If usually the master will see people without feeling and sharp, while if staring at the master can be very shady and full of feeling. Batin bi Ida's.

Febby returned to his room, closing the door slightly tight. Then throw pillows and bolsters until splattered on the floor. He was upset, he was angry and he was disappointed, only yesterday he was happy but today it seemed to be crashing down to the bottom of a steep abyss.

Why is my life like this, why is there no man who is truly sincere to me. Pekik Febby, questioning his fate.

Tears that usually rarely came out even now had flooded his face. Again he must be disappointed by men, blame him who wants to be loved.

Febby sat on the lip of the bed, thinking of his fate if the child in his stomach had been born. Mike would have thrown it away, too.

to be continue...

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Galau Mulu - Febby...

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