Patience in Wounds (Stupidity)
9. Will Not Let Go

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Revan has arrived at his college, but somehow he still can't forget his wife's smile that is so soothing to the eyes. In a hurry he picked up the bag and got out of the car, trying to shift his mind.

Just as Revan closes his car door, a girl calls his name. A voice he knew well enough.

"Revan...."

Febby who had been waiting from earlier immediately approached his girlfriend who had just got out of the car. He wanted to make sure that Revan didn't do anything with his wife last night.

"Why didn't you answer my messages and phone last night" Febby said with a sad face.

"Sorry, it's not what you imagined. I don't know if my phone ran out of battery and just turned it on in the middle of the night, I called you right away but maybe you're asleep."

Revan felt guilty when he saw Febby sad.

Febby remembers ignoring Revan's phone call because of what he was doing, suddenly breaking out in cold sweat, but he tried to display his sadness again.

"I fell asleep waiting for you to tell me, but maybe you're busy with that woman."

Trying to make Revan feel guilty is the right way to cover up his own guilt.

"Don't I just say my phone ran out of battery. Let's go, I have class soon and you'll be late."

Febby clenched his hands, wanting to get angry and cursing but he had to endure it in order to gain the sympathy of Revan. If only he knew who the woman who had made her lover forget him, he would have grabbed her hair.

Along the way in the campus hallway, Febby continued to wrestle spoiled on Revan's arm. Want to show all the girls there if the relationship with the college idol is very close. Yes it managed to make the girls who admired his lover feel envious, but many also sneered at him.

"You see that, I know exactly what Febby looks like. Don't know what he's doing until a college idol like Revan's sister wants to date him."

Cibir, one of the girls who saw Febby with Revan, happened to be in high school with him and knew very well how the girl got along.

Do not know why on this campus the men adore Febby, indeed when in High School and on campus the attitude of the girl is very different. If it used to be blatant from her looks alone she liked to use a very short skirt and liked to go with the hordes of school delinquents. He was also arrogant and haughty, showing how the girl really was.

Compared to the upside when on campus today, Febby looks more polite in dress and his attitude is so polite and gentle in front of his friends.

"Hi, howdream." Shouted friend.

"Let's not."

Lia who incidentally is Febby's underclassman only hopes that if the girl has really changed, not just imaging.

"Is it true you were once in high school with Febby's."

The curious friend asked even further.

"Yes," Lia replied briefly.

"Then how she used to be, is it true that Febby wasn't a good girl."

"Aa.a. that I can't tell you much fear of inflicting slander. Let's just pray he's better now."

Lia was afraid to speak carelessly, she regretted that she had just spoken originally.

"If it's true, it's a pity that Revan's good-looking brother pairs up with a girl like that."

"Yes right, I agree too."

"She just mended Revan with me."

Lia was confused to have to respond to the chat of her new friends, she had just entered the campus and was unwilling to cause any problems that could affect her students. He cursed his mouth that likes the origin of ceplos when he saw something.

On the other hand, there is a seemingly uncomfortable Revan as Febby continues to cling to him. Before it was like that too.

What is this, why when I got close to Febby, I felt guilty.

Revan also repeatedly kept Febby's hand away when he was about to touch it.

"What's Van, even now you don't want me to touch it?" febby said in tears.

"Sorry not so, but this is on campus a lot of people who see it, we should keep the attitude."

Even Revan's lips were muddled when he wanted to say a word of affection to Febby.

"But it didn't matter all this time, was it because of that girl that you stayed away from me. You're the bad Van."

Febby ran away leaving Revan still in his place.

Is it true because of Rara, she made me like this.

Revan instead thought about Febby's words, instead of chasing or trying to explain to the girl he still considers his lover.

Febby went into the toilet, he was very upset and angry at Revan's attitude. Although usually the man was also a little distance from her but it was very different, he seemed to put limits on her.

"Siaaalll. I won't let it, Revano is mine until I won't let any girl take it from me."

Febby monologues with his own reflection in a large mirror where washing hands, his 3 years of pursuit of love Revan was shifted by a girl who had just one day with her lover. He promises himself that he will continue to maintain his relationship with the lover.

Although he is also unfaithful and seeks another man for his pleasure but Febby will not be willing to lose Revan. The first time he saw the man he was made to fall in love and it was because of that man that he changed, although in the end he went back on the wrong path because the lover never wanted to touch him.

Febby who once lived freely and wildly could not hold the sparkle in his body, he missed the touch of a man. Until finally he often went to the club's night and did a one night stand relationship with the man he met at the place.

But he felt different from the touch of the men, their touch was not as great as the man who used to take his chastity, until one day he went back to looking for the man and established a relationship limited to mutual satisfaction, unbeknownst to Revan, of course.

Febby can't just let go of Revan, other than being handsome he's also so rich that he can guarantee his life in the future. Revan was a great choice to make as a husband. And when the man introduced Febby to his grandfather, it certainly made the girl very happy, but unfortunately, his grandfather was against their relationship and even knew what the girl was doing all this time. It was fortunate that Revan still believed in him back then, thanks to his capable acting.

"What do I have to do to make Revan unable to leave me, what's with love? It was impossible because all this time he never said he loved me."

Yeah right, they're dating because Revan feels good with Febby who keeps trying to get close to him.

"Or with that, Revan would never even touch me, if I kept going I had to use another way."

Febby kept thinking of ways to keep Revan from breaking up with her. Until unknowingly there are people who had heard his words, because indeed all the rooms are closed so he did not realize it.

It turns out that Febby wasn't alone in the toilet, when the girl came in there was Lia in the closed toilet cubicle, just finished peeing, but because of hearing the curse of one's annoyance, Lia just stayed inside while listening. Lia realized that the girl who was upset was Febby, her upperclassman and all her guesses turned out to be correct if the girl had not really changed.

to be continue...

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