Queenzas
The true reality

Slowly, Queenza's eyes opened. The beautiful woman moved her hand to cover the light that was interfering with her sense of sight. Sayup-sayup heard a voice that called out his name until his consciousness became more and more intact. He stared at who was the first person he saw.

Ayyara and Sarah. The two women he hated were in front of him.

"What are you guys here for?" queenza's grimacing suddenly grimaced because her head still felt dizzy.

Suddenly he felt his stomach. He remembered before fainting feeling pain in his stomach.

"Don't worry, thank God your son is fine" said Sarah, who understands Queenza's concerns.

The beautiful woman breathed a sigh of relief. Somehow, he felt afraid of losing a fetus that was even still in the form of a blood clot. Though previously he thought that his fetus was just an excuse for revenge.

Before long, two men of different generations enter the Queenza treatment room. Aarav approached, then gently stroked the child's head.

"Is anyone sick?" ask Aarav.

"Not to care. You guys can't leave here? I'm sick of seeing you all!" queenza is upset.

"Queen, don't be angry. Control your emotions, pity the fetus in your womb," said Abian.

"Pity? You even want to kill him. I didn't think you could do that, Abian!" said Queenza who somehow felt disappointed by what the man did before he fainted.

"I'm sorry. I accidentally pushed you to a fall" said Abian, feeling guilty. Really, he really felt fear as blood flowed down Queenza's legs.

"You go! I don't want to see a lot of people here!" the pregnant woman said she was throwing her face away.

"But you should have someone accompany you, Queenza. If you don't want us to be with you, Papa will call Maryam to accompany you" Aarav said worriedly.

"No need! Let Abian accompany me. After all he's the father of my son and because he's also I'm here" Queenza said looking at the surprised Abian.

"But—"

Ayyara stopped her husband's words.

"Please wait here. It is true whatever your brother says. Because it was Mas who pushed it so it became this way," Ayyara told her husband.

"But I don't want to hurt you, Ayya" Abian looked at the wife guiltily.

"I'm okay, Mom. Just take care of it, right? Never mind, I was here first. Didn't the doctor say tomorrow that Queen's sister is okay she can go home? So I don't mind" said Ayyara, trying her chest.

"All right, I'll take care of you" Abian told Queenza.

After that, they decided to go home with Aarav constantly telling Abian to take good care of Queenza. Now, in the VVIP room that leaves Abian and Queenza. The two of them were silent without even wanting to speak.

"What did the doctor say?" Suddenly Queenza's voice sounded, making Abian who had been chatting with his wife turned to the woman. "This kid's okay, right?" ask again.

Abian who was sitting on the sofa went up and walked over to Queenza and sat on the lip of the bed.

"The doctor said you were fine, but because the fall was hard enough, so the doctor suggested an appointment. If tomorrow you're okay, you can go home" Abian looked at Queenza with a guilty look. "Queen, I'm sorry. I really don't intend to hurt you. I was just emotional back then with what you were doing" he said.

"I told you, you give her to me and Ayya, we'll take good care of her. Enough, Queen. Why do you keep on cultivating revenge? Forget it and live well" Abian said.

"You don't feel my pain, Bian. Okay if they get married after Mama leaves. Is it worth it, they were married before Mama's departure? I love them so much, but what in return is this?" ask Queenza to shed tears.

"When Mama's condition was suddenly unstable, I went to the office looking for Papa. But, what am I looking at? They're making out without thinking about Mama's condition in the hospital. If you were in my position would you accept? Answer me, Bian?"

Queenza. He felt devastated when he remembered the incident.

"They married at the request of your mother, Queen. Mom and Dad said that. You misunderstood. Your mother asked Mama Sarah to marry Papa because she felt she could not serve Papa and knew her age soon. Your late mother didn't want you to lose your complete parental love so she asked Mama and Papa to get married before she left" Abian said.

"I knew. Even really know it all," said Queenza who made Abian surprised.

"You knew? Then why are you still not accepting?" ask Abian. "Even you tried to destroy them?"

"I tried to accept it at first because Mama didn't want me to hate them. I know Mama loves me so much that I don't want to lose a mother's affection and Aunt Sarah is the right person because Auntie loves me. I tried to accept and just focus on accompanying your treatment. However, after Mama died, I found Mama's diary hidden in a secret place and I-I just found out that Papa and Aunt Sarah had indeed had a scandal since one year before Mama got sick." Queenza can't hold her shit anymore.

Hearing that, Abian was surprised. Did he hear wrong?

"You must be lying, right?" ask Abian not to believe.

"What am I lying to? Because of Mama's disappointment and feeling of not expecting it, Mama is psychosomatic. Psychological disorders such as severe stress due to surprising events make the appearance of symptoms such as hypertension, headaches, stomach pain and even vomiting blood. At that time, Mama suddenly vomited blood so that her health was disturbed that it turned out that Mama's blood vessels broke. I just found out when I read Mama's diary."

Abian was silent and was very shocked to hear it.

"Since that time, Mama's health is getting down and getting worse attacking her organs. They don't know that Mama knows their scandal and because of Mama's affection for them, before leaving, Mama asks them to get married but with the reasons they tell you. Without them noticing, they killed Mama slowly."

Queenza continued to sob even to the point of pressing on her chest so much that she felt tremendous pain.

"So good Mama, when Aunt Sarah's husband did KDRT, Mama loudly helped her to separate. After separating, Mama brought Aunt Sarah and Ayyara into our house because Mama did not want her beloved sister abandoned. But is this a reward for your mother's kindness? Is it natural that I'm not angry with them? Is it natural that I just accept Mama's death? Pain, Bian. You must know what it's like to lose a mother."

Unknowingly, Abian's tears fell. She quickly hugged Queenza who was crying so hard.

"Mama is my light, my life. Without it I'm ruined."

Abian rubbed the woman's back trying to calm her.

"Even when I asked to go to Switzerland, Papa immediately agreed without stopping me. At that time I just wanted to know if Papa still loved me and tried to stop me? Butno. Even when I left, no one took me to the airport because it was Ayyara's graduation day. They'd rather come there than drive me. My heart hurts, Bian." Queenza cried so bitterly as she remembered everything.

"In Switzerland I struggled with my own mental illness while looking for work and college. I live alone as if I have no family. For eight years I was in Switzerland, only twice Papa visited me and only three days ago he left. I was always angry with him. I was angry because I was looking for attention. I want Papa to understand that I still need him. But what do I get? I was just considered a troublemaker so I was dumped. Am I wrong if I want them to feel what I feel?"

Abian felt sick hearing Queenza's story. He did not expect that the woman who looked strong and arrogant was having a very difficult time. He did not expect that Queenza lived so dark.

Throughout the night, Abian tried to calm Queenza who even felt cramps in her stomach due to emotions that could not be controlled. He fainted again which made Abian panic. Lucky Queenza and her content is fine after the doctor gave a booster and tranquilizer. Abian was a little relieved when she found out that both of them were fine.

Since hearing Queenza's story, Abian's views on the woman have changed. He seemed to pity behind the arrogant attitude of Queenza.